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ARTHUR MERYYN; 



MEMOIRS 



YEAR 1793 



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PREFACE. 






The evils of pestilence by which this city has lately 
been afflicted will probably form an xra in its history. The 
schemes of reformation and improvement to which they will 
give birth, or, if no efforts of human wisdom can avail to 
avert the periodical visitations of this calamity, the change 
in manners and population which they will produce, will be, 
in the highest "degree, memorable. They have already sup- 
plied new and copious materials for reflection to the physician 
and the political economist. They have not been less fertile 
of instruction to the moral observer, to who* they have 
furnished new displays of the influence of human passions 
and motives. 

Amidst the medical and political discussions which are 
now afloat in the community relative to this topic, the author 
of these remarks has ventured to methodize his own reflec- 
tions, and to weave into an humble narrative, such incidents 
as appeared to him most instructive and remarkable among 
those which came within the sphere of his own observation. 
It is every one's duty to profit by all opportunities of incul- 
cating on mankind the lessons of justice and humanity. The 
influences of hope and fear, the trials of fortitude and con- 
stancy, which took place in this city, in the autumn of 1793, 
have, perhaps, never been exceeded in any age. It is but- 

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just to snatch some of these from oblivion, and to deliver to 
posterity a br ef but faithful sketch of the condition of this 
metropolis during that calamitous^eriod. Men only rt quire 
to be made acquainted with distress for their compiiss'on and 
their chanty to be awakened. H| that depicts, in lively 
colours, the evils of disease and poverty, performs an eminent 
service to the sufferers, by (Tailing forth, fegnevolcnce in tl.ose 
■who are able to afford relief, and he who pourtrays examples 
of disinterestedness and intrepidity, confers on virtue the noto- 
riety and homage that are due to it, and rouses in the specta- 
tors, the spirit of salutary emulation. 

In the fjJJowing tale a particular feries of adventures Is 
brought to a clofc; but thefe are neceffurily connected with 
the events which happened fubfequent to the period here 
defcribed. Thefe events are i^ot lefs memorable than thofe 
•which form the fubjeftof the preft rat- volume, and may here- 
after be publiftied either feparately or in addition to this. 

C. B. B. 



ARTHUR MERVYN; 



MEMOIRS OF THE YEAR 1793. 



CHAPTER I. 



i WAS resident in this city during the year i793« 
Many motives contributed to detain me, though departure 
was easy and commodious, and my friends were generally 
solicitous for me to go. It is not my purpose to enumerate 
these motives, or to dwell on my present concerns and trans- 
actions, but merely to compose a narrative of some incidents 
with which my situation made me acquainted. 

Returning one evening, somewhat later than usual, to my 
own house, my attention was attracted, just as I entered the 
porch, by the figure of a man, reclining against the wall at 
a few paces distant. My sight was imperfectly assisted by a 
far-off lamp ; but the posture in which he sat, the hour, and 
the place immediately suggested the idea of one disabled by 
sickness. It was obvious to conclude that his disease was 
pestilential. This did not deter me from approaching and 
examining him more closely. 

He leaned his head against the wall, his eyes were shut, 
his hands clasped in each other, and his body seemed to be 
sustained in an upright position merely by the cellar door, 

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against which he rested his left shoulder.^Pic lethargy iiua 
which he was sunk, seemed scarcely interrupted by my feeling 
his hand and his forehead. His throbbing temples and burn- 
ing- skin indicated a fever, and his form, already emaciated, 
seemed to prove that it had not been of short duration. 

There was only one circumstance that hindered me from 
forming an immediate determination in what manner this 
person should be treated. My family consisted of my wife 
and a young child. Our servant maid had been seized three 
days before by the reigning malady, and, at her own request, 
had been conveyed to the hospital. We ourselves enjoyed 
good health, and were hopeful of escaping with our lives. 
Our measures for this end had been cautiously taken and 
carefully adhered to. They did not consist in avoiding the 
receptacles of infection, for my office required me to go 
daily into the midst of them ; nor in illlkig the house with 
the exhalations of gun-powder, Ainegar, or tar. They con- 
sisted in cleanliness, reasonabl^excrcisc, and wholesome 
diet. Custom had likewise blunted the edge of our appre- 
hensions. To takfc this person into my house, and bestow 
ujxm h.im the requisite attendance, v/as the scheme that first 
eccurred to mc. Jn this, however the advice of my wife 
was to govern me. 

I mentioned the incidt nt to her, I pointed out the dan- 
ger which was to be dreaded from sucli an inmate. I desire^ 
her to decide v/ith caution, and mentioned my reso^utioii ■^^ 
conform myself implicitly to her decision. Should we refuse 
to harbour him, we must not forget that there was aw hos- 
])ital to which he would, periraps, consent to be carried, and 
where he would be acconunodatcd in the best manner the 
times would admit. 

" Nkv." ; ;i;d she, " talk not of hospitals. At least let 
liim i iioice. I have no fear about me, for my part, 

in a ca^c j^^iific the injunctions of duty are so obvious. Let 
us take the poo^' unfortunate wretch into our protection and 
care, and leave the consc.qucnctii to Heaven." 



^ARTHUR MERVYN. 
I expected anc^as pleased with this proposal. I returned 
to the sick man, and, on rousing him from his stupor, found 
him still in possession of his reason. With a candle near, I 
had opportunity of viewing him more accurately. 

His garb was plain, careless, and denoted rusticity : His 
aspect was simple and ingenuous, and his decayed visage still 
retained traces of uncommon, but manlike beauty. He had 
all the appearances of mere youtli, unspoiled by luxury and 
uninnured to misfortune. I scarcely evei; beheld an object 
which laid so powerful and sudden a claim tomy afi^ection and 
succour. 

*^ You are sick," said I, In as cheerful a tone as I could 
assume. " Cold bricks and night airs are comfortless atten- 
dants for one in your condition. Rise, I pray you, and conic 
into the house. We will try to supply you with accommo- 
dations a little moresiiXable." 

At this address he £xe#Mfi languid eyes upon me. " What 
would you have," said he.^^1 am very well as I am. While 
J breathe, which will not be long, I shall breathe with more 
freedom here than elsewhere. Let me alone — I am very well 
as I am." 

" Nay," said I, " this situation is unsuitable to a sick 
m.an. I only ask yon to come into my house and rec^cive all 
the kindness that it is in our power to bestow. Pliick up 
courage and I will answer for your recovery, provided you 
submit to directions, and do as we would have you. Rise, 
and come along v;ith me. We will find you a physician and 
a nurse, r.nd all we ask in return is rood spirits and com- 
pliance." 

" Do you not know," he replied, •' what niv disease is? 
Wliy should you risk your safety for the sake of one, whom 
your kindness cannot benefit, and who has nothing to give in 

return?" 

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There was something In the style of this remark, that 
heightened my prepossession in liis favour, and made rac pursue 
my purpose with more zeal. " Let us try what wc can d© 



ARTHUR MER\a'N. 
for y<u," I answered. " If we save your^R, we shall have 
don:^ you some service, and as for recompence, we will Igok 
to that." 

It was with considerable dlfHculty that he was persuaded to 
accept our invitation. He was conducted to a chamber, and 
the criticalness of his case requiring unusual attention, I spent 
the night at his bcJ-side. 

My wife was encumbsred with the care both of her infant 
and her family. The charming babe v/as in perfc^ct health, 
but her mother's constitution was frail and delicate. We 
limplified the household duties as muih as possible, but still 
these duties were considerably burthensome to one not used 
to the ptrforniance, and luxuriously educated. The addition 
of a sick man, was likely to be productive of much fatigue. 
My engagements would not allow me to be always at home, 
and the state of my patient and the remedies necessary to be 
prescribed were attended with nmipy tioxious and disgustful 
circumstances. My fortune wouWliot allow nife to hire assis- 
tance. My wife, with a feeble frame and a mind shrinking, 
on ordinary occasions, from such offices with fastidious scru- 
pulousness, was to be his only or principal nurse. 

My neighbours were fervent in their well-meant zeal, and 
loud in their remonstrances on the im.prudcnce and rashness 
«f my conduct. They called me presumptuous and cruel in 
exposing my wife and child, as well as myself, to sach im- 
minent hazard, for the sake of one too who most probably 
was worthless, and whose disease had doubtless been, by 
negligence or mistreatment, rendered incurable. 

I did not turn a deaf ear to these censurers. I was aware 
of all the inconveniencies and perils to which I thus spontane- 
ously exposed myself. No one knew better the value of that 
woman whom 1 called mine, or set an higher price upon her 
life, her health, and her ease. The virulence and activity 
of this contagion, the dangerous condition of my patient, 
knd the dubiousn.ss of his character, were not forgotten by 
me ; but still my conduct m this aiViiir received my own entire 



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approbation. All objections on the score of my friend were 
removed by her own willingness and even solicitude to under- 
take the province. I had more confidence than others in the 
vincibility of this disease, and in the success of those mea- 
sures which we had used for our defence against it. But^ 
whatever were the evils to accrue to us, we were sure of one 
thing; namely, that the consciousness of having neglected 
this unfortunate person, would be a source of more unhappi- 
ness than could possibly redound from the attendance aijid 
care that he would claim. 

The more we saw of him, indeed, the more did we congra- 
tulate ourselves on our proceeding. His torments were acute 
and tedious, but in the midst even of delirium, his heart 
seemed to overflow with gratitude, and to be actuated by no 
wish but to alleviate our toil and our danger. He made 
prodigious exertions to perform necessary offices for him- 
self. He supjli-essed • his feelings and struggled to main- 
tain a cheerful tone and countenance, that he might prevent 
that anxiety which the sight of his sufferings produced in us. 
He was perpetually furnishing reasons why his nurse should 
leave him alone, and betrayed dissatisfaction whenever she 
entered his apartment. 

In a few days, there were reasons to conclude him out of 
danger; and in a fortnight, nothing but exercise and nourish- 
ment v/ere v/anting to complete his restoratien. Meanwhile 
nothing was obtained from him but general information, that 
his place of abode was Chester County, and that som.e mo- 
mentous engagement induced him to hazard his safety by 
coming to the city in the height of the ep.denjic. 

He was far from being tali^ative. His Silence seemed to be 
the joint result of modesty and unpieasing remcmbranres. 
His features were characterised by pathetic seriousness, and 
his depoitment by a gr.wity very unusual at his ^^e, Aq* 
cording to his own representation, he was no more than eighl' 
teen jears old, but the depth of ft;s remarks .nd.cated a much 
greater advance. His name was Artnur Mcrvyn. Ht des^ 

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6 ARTHUR MERVYN. ■> 

cribed himself as having passed his life at the plough-tail and 
the threshing--floor : as being destitute of all sdiRlastic in- 
struction ; and as being long since bereft of the affectionate 
regards of parents and kinsmen. 

When questioned as to the course of life which he meant 
to pursue, upon his recovery, he professed himself without any- 
precise object. He was willing to be guided by the advice of 
others, and by the lights which experience should furnish. 
The country was open to him, and he supposed that there 
was no part of it in which food could not be purchased by his 
labour. He was unqualified, by his education, for any libe- 
ral profession. His poverty was likewise an insuperable 
impediment. He could afford to spend no time in the acqui- 
sition of a trade. He must labour, not for future emolument, 
but for immediate subsistence. The only pursuit whxh his 
present circumstances would allow him to adopt was that 
■which, he was inclined to believe, was likewise the most 
eligible. Without doubt, his experience was slender, and 
it seemtd absurd to pronounce concerning that of which he 
had no direct knowledge; but so it was, he could not outroot 
from his mind the persuasion that to plough, to sow, and to 
reap were employments most befitting a reasonable crea- 
ture, and from which the truest pleasure and the least pollu- 
tion would flow. ?Ie contemplated no other scheme than to 
return, as soon as his health should permit, into" the country, 
seek employment where it was to be had, and acquit himself 
in Lis enp;ageiT!ents with ficlel^y and diligence. 

I pointed out to him various ways in which the city might 
furnish employment to one w'tb his qualifications. He had 
said that he v/as somewhat accus'.omcd to the pen. There 
were st.;t'ons in which the possess on of a legible hand was all 
tliut was requisite. He mi);ht add to this a knowledge of ac- 
tompts, xncl tJKTi by proc ire hiuiself a post in some mercantile 
or public ctli. e. 

To this he objecled, that rxperirnce had shewn him unfit 
^'>r t' t- life of a p'.nuran. 'i"hls had been lus chief occupation 



ARTHUR MERVYN. 7 

for a little while, and he found it wholly incompatible with 
his health. He must not sacrifice the end for the means. 
Starving was a disease preferable to consumption. Besides, 
he laboured merely for the sake of living, and he lived mere- 
Iv for the sake of pleasure. If his tasks should enable him 
to live, but at the same time, bereave him of all satisfac- 
tion, they inflicted injury and were to be shuaned as worse 
evils than death. 

I asked to what species of pleasure he alluded, with which 
the business of a clerk was inconsistent. 

He answered, that he scarcely knew how to describe it. He 
read books when they came in his way. He had lighted upon 
few, and, perhaps, the pleasure they afTord him was owing to 
their fewness; yet, he confessed that, a mode of life which 
entirely forbade him to read, was by no means to his taste. 
But this was crivial. He knew how to value the thoughts of 
other people, but he could not part with the privilege of 
observing and thinking for himself. He wanted business 
which would suffer at least nine tenths of his attention to go 
free. If it afforded agreeable employment to that part of 
his attention which it applied to its own use, so much the 
better; but if it did not, he should not repine. He should 
be content with a life whose pleasures were to its pains as 
nine are to one. He had tried th? trade of a copyist, and in 
circumstances more favourable than it was likely he should 
ever again have an opportunity of trying it, and he haa found 
that it did not fulfil the requisite conditions. Whereas the 
trade of ploughman was friendly to health, liberty, and plea- 
sure. 

The pestilence, if it mny so be called, was now declining. 
The health of my youncf friend allowed him to breathe the 
fresh air and to walk — A friend of mine, byname Wcrtley, 
who had spsnt two months from the city, and to whom, in the 
course of a familar correspondence, I had mentioned the 
foregoln ,• particulars, returned from his rural excursion. He 
was posting, on the evening of the day of his arriv?il, with 



f ARTHUR MERVYN. 

a friendly expedition, to my house, when he overtook Mcr- 
v)m going in the same direction. He was surprised to find 
him go before him into my dwelling, and to discover, which 
he speedily did, that this was the youth whom I had so fre« 
quently mentioned to him. I was present at their meeting. 
There was a strange mixture in the countenance of Wort- 
ley, when they were presented to each other. His satisfac- 
tion was mingled with surprise, and his surprise with anger. 
Mervyn, in his turn, betrayed considerable embarrassment. 
Wortley's thoughts were too earnest on some topic to allovr 
him to converse. He shortly made some excuse for taking 
leave, and, rising, addressed himself to the youth with a 
request that he would walk home with him. This invitation, 
delivered in a tone which left it doubtful whether u compli- 
ment or menace were meant, augmented Mervyn's confusion. 
He complied without speaking, and they went out together j 
—my wife and I were loft to comment upon the scene. 

It could not fail to excite uneas-nc^ss. They vvere evidently 
no strangers to each other. The indirnatlon that flashed 
from the eyes of Wortlcy, and the treinblirig consciousness 
of Mervyn were unwelcome tokens. The former was my 
dearest friend, and venerable for his uiscernnient and integ- 
rity : The latter appeared to have drawn upon himself the 
anger and disdain of this man. We alreaily anticpated the 
shock which the discovery of his un worthiness would produce. 
In an half hour Mervyn returned. His embarrassment 
had given place to dcjectton. He was always serious, but his 
features were now overcast by the deepest gloom. I'he anxi- 
ety which I felt would riot aliow ine to hesitate long. 

" Arthur./' said 1, ** so;i;ethinj.r is the matter with you. 
Will you not disclose it tc us.-" P'jrlia:;s you have brou(,ht 
yourself into some dilemma out of which wc inay help you to 
escape. Hus any tii:nk'^ of an unpleasant nature passed be- 
tween you and Wort!.*y i" ' 

The youtM d.d not rca'lily answer. lie sceiricu :it a loss 
for a suitu jic fwpiy. At length he skid, Thkt souictliiig disa- 



ARTHUR MERVYN. 9 

greeable had indeed passed between him and Wortle}-. 
Ke had had the misfortune to be connected with a man by 
whom Wortley conceived himself to be injured. He had 
borne no part in inflicting this injuiy, but had nevertheless 
been threatened with ill treatment if he did not make disclo- 
sures which indeed it was in his power to make, but which 
lie was bciuiG, by every sanction, to withhold. This disclo- 
sure would be of no benefit to Wortley. It would rather 
operate injuriously than otherwise ; yet it was endeavoured to 
be v/rested from him by the heaviest menaces. — There he 
paused. 

We were naturally inquisitive as to the scope of these me- 
naces ; but Mervyn intreated us to forbear any further dis- 
cussion of this topic. He foresaw the difficulties to which 
his silence would subject him. One of its most fearful con- 
sequences would be the loss of our good opinion. He knew 
not what he had to dread from the enniity of Wortley. 
Mr. Wortley's violence was not without excuse. It was 
his mishap to be exposed to suspicions which could only be 
obviated by breaking his faith. But, indeed, he knew not 
w'hether any degree of explicitness would confute the charges 
thrt were made against him; whether, by trampling on his 
sacred promise, he should not multiply his perils instead of 
lessening their number. A difficult part had been assigned 
to him : by m.uch too difficult for one, young, improvident, 
and inexperienced as he was. 

Sincerity, perhaps, was the best course. Perhaps, after 
having had an opportunity for deliberation, he should conclude 
to adopt it ; meanwhile he intreated permission to retire to 
his chamber. He was unable to exclude from his mind ideas 
which yet could, with no propriety, at least at present, be 
made the theme of conversation. 

These words were accompanied with simplicity and pathos, 
and with tokens of unaffi:cted distress. 

" Arthur," said I, " you are master of your actions and 
time in this house. Retire when you please ; but you will 



^i. ARTHUR MERVYK. 

naturally suppose us anxious to dispel this mystery. What- 
ever shall tend to obscure or malign your character will of 
course excite our solicitude. Wortley is not short-sighted or 
hasty to condemn. So great is my confidence in his integ- 
rity that I will not promise my esteem to one who has irreco- 
verably lost that of Wortley. I am not acquainted with your 
motives to concealment, or what it is you conceal, but take 
the word of one who possesses that experience which you 
complain of wanting, that sincerity is always safest." 

As soon as he had retired, my curiosity prompted me to 
pay an immediate visit to Wortley. I found him at home. 
He was no less desirous of an interview, and answered my 
inquiries with as much eagerness as they were made. 

" You know," Said he, " my disastrous coBnection with 
Thomas Welbeck. You recollect his sudden disappearance 
last July, by which I was reduced to the brink of runi. Nay, 
I am, even now, far from certain that I shall survive tliat 
event. I spoke to you about the youth who lived with him, 
and by what means that youth was d'scovered to have crossed 
the river in his company on the night of his departure. This 
is that very youth. 

" This will account for my emotion at meeting him at your 
house : 1 brought him out with me. His confusion sufficiently 
indicated his knowledge of transactions between Welbeck 
and me. I questioned hjm as to the fate of that man. To 
own the truth, I expected some well digested lie ; but he 
merely said, that he had promised secrecy on that subject, 
arid must therefore be excused from giving me any informa- 
tion. I asked him if lie knew, that his master, or accom- 
plice, or whatever was his relation lo him, absconded 1n my 
debt i He answered that he knew it well ; but still pleaded 
a promise of inviolable secrecy as to his hiding place. I'his 
conduct justly exasperated me, and I treated him with the 
severity which he deserved. I am half ashamed to confess 
the excesses ©f my passion ; I even went so far as to strike 
him. He bore my insults with the utmost patience. No 



ARTHUR MERVYN. it| 

doubt the young villain is well instructed in his lesson. He 
knows that he may safely defy my power — From threats I 
descended to entreaties. I even endeavoured to wind the 
truth from hi.n by artifice. I promised him a part of the 
debt if he would enable me to recover the whole. I offered 
him a considerable reward if he would merely afford me a 
clue by which I might trace him to his retreat ; but all was 
insufHcient. He merely put on an air of perplexity and 
shook his head in token of non-compliance." 

Such was my friend's account of this interview. His sus- 
picions were unquestionably plausible ; but I was disposed to 
put a more favourable construction on Mervyn's behaviour. 
I recollected the desolate and pennyless condition in which 
I found him, and the uniform complacency and rectitude 
of his deportment for the period during which we had wit- 
nessed it. These ideas had considerable influence on my 
judgment, and indisposed me to follow the advice of my friend, 
which was to turn him forth from my doors that very night. 

My wife's prepossessions were still n.ore powerful advo- 
cates of this youth. She v/ould vcuvh, she said, before any 
tribunal, for his innocence ; but she willingly concurred with 
me in allowing him the continuance of our friendship on no 
other condition than that of a disclosure of the truth. To 
entitle ourselves to this confidence we were willing to engage, 
in our turn, for the observance of secrecy, so far, that no de- 
triment should accrue from tlr.s disclosure to himself or his 
friend. 

Next morning at breakfast, our guest appeared with a coun- 
tenance less expressive of eir^barrassment than on the last 
evening. His attention was chielly engaged by his own 
thoughts, and little was said till the breakfast was removed, 
I then reminded him of the incidents of the former day, and 
mentioned that the uneasiness which thence arose to us had 
rather been increased than diminished by time. 

" It is in yonr power, my young friend," continued I, 
•' to zdd still more to this imcasinffs, or to take it entirclr 



^ ARTHUR MERVYN. 

away. I had no personal acquaintance with Thomas Wel- 
beck. I have been informed by otliers that his character, for 
a certain period, was respectable, but that, at length, he con- 
tracted large debts and, instead of paying* them, absconded. 
You, it s^ems, lived with him. On the night of his depar- 
ture you are known to liave occompanied him accross the 
river, and this, it seems, is the lirst of your re-appearance on 
the stage. Welbeck's conduct was dishonest. He ought 
doubtless to be pursued to his asylum and be compelled to 
refund his winnings. You confess yourself to know his place 
of I'cfuge, but urge a promise of secrecy. Know you not 
that to assist, or connive at the escape of this man was 
wrong? To have promised to favour his concealment and 
impunity by silence was only an aggravation of this wrong. 
That, however, is past. Your youth, and circumstances, 
hitherto unexplained, may apologize for that misconduct, but 
it is certainly your duty to repair it to the utmost of your 
power. Think whether by disclosing what you know, you 
will not repair it." 

" I have spent most of last night," said the youth, " in 
reflecting on this subject. I had come to a resolution, be* 
fore you spoke, of confiding to you my simple tale. I per- 
ceive in what circumstances I am placed, and that I can 
keep my hold of your good opinion only by a candid deport- 
ment. I have indeed given a promise which it was wrong, or 
rather absurd, in another to exact and in me to give ; yet none 
but considerations of the highest importance would persuade 
me to break my promise. No injury will accrue from my 
disclosure to Welbeck. If there should, dishonest as he was, 
that would be a sufficient reason for my silence. Wortley 
will not, in any degree, be benefited by any. communication 
that I can make. Whether I grant or withhold information, 
my conduct will have influence only on my own happiness, 
and that influence will justify me in grantln;.v it. 

" I received your protection when I was friendless and for- 
h)rn. You have a right to know whom it Is that you protected. 



ARTHUR MERVYN. ij 

My own fate is connected with the fate of Welbeck, and tliat 
connection, together with the interest you are pleased to take 
in my concerns, because they are mine, will render a tale wor- 
thy of attention which will not be recommended by variety of 
facts or skill in the display of them. 

" Wortley, though passionate, and, with regard to me, 
unjust, may yet be a good man ; but I have no desire to make 
him one of my auditors. You, Sir, may, if you think pro- 
per, relate to him afterwards what particulars concerning 
Welbeck it may be of importance for him to know ; but at 
present, it will be well if your induj^ence shall support me to 
the end of a tedious but humble tale." 

The eyes of my Eliza sparkled with delight at this propo- 
sal. She regarded this youth with a sisterly affection and 
considered his candour, in this respect, as an unerring test of 
his rectitude. She was prepared to hear and to forgive the 
errors of inexperience and precipitation. I did not fully par- 
ticipate in her satisfaction, but was nevertheless most zea- 
lously disposed to listen to his narrative. 

My engagements obliged me to postpone this rehearsal till 
late in the evening. Collected then round a cheerful hearth, 
exempt from all likelihood of interruption from without, and 
our babe's unpractised senses, shut up in the sweetest and pro- 
foundest sleep, Mervyn, after a pause of recollection, began. 



[ 14 ] 

ARTHUR MERVYN. 

CHAPTER II. \ 



JMy natal soil is Chester Count)^ My father 
had a small farm on which he has been able, by industiy, 
to maintain himself and a numerous family. He has had 
^nany children, but some defect in the constitution of our 
mother has been fatal to all of them but me. They died suc- 
cessively as they attained the age of nineteen or twenty, 
and, since I have not yet reached that age, I may reasonably 
look for the same premature fate. In the spring of last 
year my motlier followed her fifth child to the grave, and 
three months afterwards died herself. 

My constitutum has always been frail, and, till the death 
of my mother, I enjoyed unlimited indulgence. I cheerfully 
sustained my portion of labour, for that necessity prescribed ; 
but the intervals were always at my own disposal, and in 
•whatever manner I thought proper to employ them, my plans 
were encouraged and assisted. Fond appellations, tones of 
mildness, solicitous attendance when I was sick, deference 
to my opinions, and veneration for my talents'con pose the 
image which I still retain of my mother. I had the thought- 
lessness and presumption of youth, and now that she is gone 
my compunction is awakened by a thousand recollections of 
my treatment of her. I was indeed guilty of no flagrant 
acts of contempt or rebellion. Perhaps her deportment was 
inevitably calculated to instil into me a froward and refrac- 
toi-y spirit. My faults, however, were speedily followed by 



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repentance, and in the midst of impatience and passion, il 
look of tender upbraidin^i; from her was always sufficient to 
melt me into tears and make me ductile to her will. If 
sorrow for her loss be an atonement for the offences which 
I committed during her life, ample atonement has been 
made. 

My father is a man of slender capacity, but of a temper 
easy and flexible. He was sober and industrious by habit. 
He was content to be guided by the superior intelligence 
of his wife. Under this guidance he prospered ; but when 
that was withdrawn, his affairs soon began to betray marks 
of unskilfulness and negligence. My understanding, per- 
haps, qualified me to counsel and assist my fatlier, but I was 
wholly unaccustomed to the task of superintendence. Be- 
sides, gentleness and fortitude did not descend to me from 
my mother, and these were indispensable attributes in a boy 
who desires to dictate to his grey-headed parent. Time, 
perhaps, might have conferred dexterity on me, or prudence 
on him, had not a most unexpected event given a different 
direction to my views. 

Betty Lawrence was a wild girl from the pine forests of 
New-Jersey. At the age of ten years she became a bound 
servant in this city, and, after the ex^yiration of her time, 
came into my father's neighbourhood in searcli of employ- 
ment. She was hired in our family as milk-maid and market 
woman. Her features v/ere coarse, her frame robust, her 
mind totally unlettered, and her morals defective in that 
point in which female excellence is supposed chiefly to con- 
sist. She possessed superabundant health and good humour, 
and was quite a supportable companion in the hay-field or • 
the barn-yard. 

On the death of my mother, she was exalted to a some- 
what higher station. The same tasks fell to her lot; but the 
time and manner of performing them were, in some degree, 
submitted to her own choice. The cows and the dairy v/ere 
still her province j but in this no one interfered with her, cr 



J 6 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

pretsnded to prescribe her measures. For this provhice slie 
seemed net unqualified, and as long as my father was pleased 
•\^'ith her management, I had nothing to object. 

This state of things continued, without material variation, 
for several months. There were appearances in my father's 
deportment to Betty, v.'hlch excited my reflections, but not 
my fears. The deference which was occasionally paid to the 
advice or the ckims of this girl, was accounted for by that 
feebleness of mind which degraded my father, in whatever 
scene he should be placed, to be the tool of others. I had 
no conception that her claims extended beyond a temporary 
or superficial gratification. 

At length, however, a visible change took place in her man- 
ners. A scornful affectation and awkward dignity began to- 
be assumed. A greater attention was paid to dress, which 
was of gayer hues and more fashionable texture. I rallied 
her on these tokens of a sweetheart, and amused myself with 
expatiating to her on the qualifications of her lover. A 
clownish fellow was frequently her visitant. His attentions 
did not appear to be discouraged. He therefore was readily 
supposed to be the man. When pointed out as the favourite, 
great resentment was expressed, and obscure insinuations 
were made that her aim was not quite so low as that. These 
denials I supposed to be customary on such occasions, and 
considered the continuance of his visits as a sufficient confu- 
tation of them. 

I frequently spoke of Betty, her newly acquired dignity, 
and of the probable cause of her change of manners to my 
father. When tills theme was started, a certain coldness 
and reserve overspread his features. He dealt in monosylla- 
bles and either laboured to change the subject or made some 
excuse for leaving me. This behaviour, though it occasion- 
ed surprise, was never very deeply reflected on. My father 
was old, and the mournful impressions which were made upon 
him by the death of his wife, the lapse of .almost half a 
year seemed scarcely to have weakened. Betty had chosen 



ARTHUR MERVYX. ^ 

her partner, and I was in daily expectation of receiving a sum- 
mons to the wedding. 

One afternoon this gril dressed herself in the gayest man- 
ner and seemed making preparations for some momentous 
ceremony. My father had directed me to put the horse to the 
chaise. On my inquiring whither he was going, he answered 
me, in general terms, that he had som.e business at a fe\Y 
miles distance. I offered to go in his stead, but he said that 
■was impossible. I was proceeding to ascertain the possibility 
of this when he left me to go to a field where his workmen 
•were busy, directing me to inform him when the chaise was 
ready, to supply his place, while absent, in overlooking the 
workmen. 

This office was performed ; but before I called him from 
the field I exchanged a few words with the milk-maid, who 
sat on a bench, in all the primness of expectation and decked 
with the most gaudy plumage. I rated her imaginary lover 
for his tardiness, and vowed eternal hatred to them both for 
not making me a bride's atcendant. She listened to nie with 
an air in which embarrassment was mingled sometimes with 
exultation, and sometimes with malice. I left her at length, 
and returned to the house not till a late hour. As soon as I 
entered, my father presented Betty to me as his wife, and 
desired she might receive that treatment from me which was 
due to a mother. 

It was not till after repeated and solemn declarations from 
both of them that I was prevailed upon to credit this event. 
Its effect up«n my feelings may be easily conceived. I knew 
the woman to be rude, ignorant, and licentious. Had I sus- 
pected this event I might have fortified my father's weakness 
and enabled him to shun the gulf to which he was tending; 
but my presumption had been careless of the danger. To 
think that such an one should take the place of my revered 
mother was intolerable. 

To treat her in any way not squaring with her real merits; 
to hinder anger and scorn from rising at the sight of her in 

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^8 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

her new condition, was not in my power. To be degraded to 
the rank of her servant, to become the sffort of her malice 
and her artifices was not to be endured. I had no indepen- 
dent provision ; but I was the only child of my father, and 
had reasonably hoped to succeed to his patrimony. On this 
hope I had built a thousand agreeable visions. I had medi- 
tated innumerable projects which the possession of this estate 
•would enable me to execute. I had no wish beyond the 
trade of agj-iculture, and beyond the opulence which an hun- 
dred acres would give. 

These visions were now at an end. No doubt her own 
interest would be, to this woman, the supreme law, and this 
would be considered as irreconcilably hostile to mine. My 
father would easily be moulded to her purpose, and that act 
easily extorted from him which should reduce me to beggary. 
She had a gross and preverse taste. She had a numerous kin. 
dred, indigent and hungry. On these his substance would 
speedily be lavished. Me she hated, because she was con- 
scious of having injured me, because she knew that I held 
her in contempt, and because I had detected her in an illicit 
intercourse with the son of a neighbour. 

The house in which I lived was no longer my own, nor 
even my father's. Hitherto I had thought and acted in it 
with the freedom of a master, but now I was become, in 
my own conceptions, an alien and an enemy to the roof under 
"which I was born. Every tie which had bound me to it was 
dissolved or converted into something which repelled me to 
a distance from it. I was a guest whose presence was borne 
with anger and impatience. 

I was fully impressed with the necessity of removal, but 
I knew not whither to go, or what kind of subsistence to 
seek. My father had been a Scottish emigrant, and had no 
kindred on this side of the ocean. My mother's family lived 
in New-Hampshire, and long separation had exting-uished 
all the rights of relationship in her ofispring. Tilling the 
earth was my only profession, and to profit by my skill in it, 



ARTHUR MERVYN. ig 

it would be necessary to become a day-labourer in the senncc 
of strangers; but this was a destiny to which I, who had so 
long enjoyed the pleasures of independence and command, 
could not suddenly reconcile myself. It occurred to me that 
the city might afford me an asylum. A short day's journey 
would transport me into it. I had been there twice or thrice 
in my life, but only for a few hours each time. I knew not 
an human face, and was a stranger to its modes and dangers. 
I was qualified for no employment, compatible with a town- 
life, but that of the pen. This, indeed, had ever been a favou- 
rite tool with me, and though it may appear somewhat strange, 
it is no less ti-ue that I had had nearly as much practice at the 
quill as at the mattock. But the sum of my skill lay in tracing 
distinct characters. I had used it merly to transcribe what 
others had written, or to give form to my own conceptions. 
Whether the city would afford me employment, as si mere 
copyist, sufficiently lucrative, was a point on which I pos- 
sessed no m.eans of information. 

My determination was hastened by the conduct of my netv 
mother. My conjectures as to the course she would pursue 
with regard to me had not been erroneous. My father's 
deportment, in a short time, grew sullen and austere. Direc- 
tions were given in a magisterial tone, and any remissness in 
the execution of his orders, was rebuked with an air of au- 
thority. At length thefe rebukes were followed by certain 
intimations that I was now old enough to provide for myself; 
that it was time to think of some employment by which I 
might secure a livelihood ; that it was a shame for me to 
spend my youth in idleness ; that what he had gained was by 
his own labour ; and I must be indebted for my living to the 
same source. 

These hints were easily understood. At first, they excited 
indignatloD and grief. I knew the source whence they 
sprung, and was merely able to suppress the utterance of my 
feelings in her presence. My looks, however, were abun- 
dantly significant, and my company became hourly more in* 



20 ARTHUR MERVYN 

supportable. Abstracted from these considerations, my 
father's remonstrances were not destitute of weight. He 
gave me being, but sustenance ought surely to be my own gift. 
In the use of that for which lie had been Indebted to his own 
exertims, he might reasonably consult his own choice. He 
assumed no control over me : he merely did what he would 
tv'ith his own, and so far from fettering my liberty, he ex- 
horted me to use it for my own benefit, and to make provision 
for myself. 

I now reflected that there were other manual occupations 
besides that of the plough. Among these none had fewer 
disadvantages than that of carpenter or cabinet-maker. I 
had no knowledge of this art ; but neither custom, nor law, 
nor the impenetrableness of the mistery required me to serve 
a seven years' apprenticeship to it. A master in this trade 
might possibly be persuaded to take me under his tuition : 
two or three years would sufEce to give me the requiste skill. 
Meanwhile my father would, perhaps, consent to bear the 
cost of my maintenance. Nobody could live upon less than 
I was willing to do. 

I mentioned these ideas to my father; but he merely com- 
meniled my intentions without offering to assist me in the 
execution of them. He had full employment, he said, for all 
the profits of his ground. No doubt if I would bind myself 
to serve four or five years, my master would be at the ex- 
pence of my subsistence. Be that as it would, I must look 
for nothing from him. I had shewn very little regard for his 
happiness : I had refused all marks of respect to a woman 
who was entitled to it from her relation to him. He did 
not see why he should treat as a son one who refused what 
was due to him as a father. He thou^lit it right that I 
should henceforth maintain myself. He did not want my 
services on the farm, and the sooner 1 quitted his house the 
better. 

I retired from this conference with a resolution to follow 
the advice that was given. I saw that iienceforth I must be 



ARTHUR MERVYN. 21 

my own protector, and wondereci at the folly that detained 
me so long under his roof. To leave it was nov/ become 
indispensable, and there could be no reason for delaying my 
departure for a single hour. I determined to bend my course 
to the city. The scheme foremost in my mind was to ap- 
prentice myself to some mechanical trade. I did not over- 
look the evils of constraint and the dubiousness as to the 
character of the mafter I should choose. I was not without 
hopes that accident would suggests a different expedient, and 
enable me to procure an immediate subsistence without for- 
feiting my liberty. 

I determined to commence my journey the next morning* 
No wonder the prospect of so considerable a change in my 
condition should deprive me of sleep. I spent the night 
ruminating on the future, and in painting to my fancy the ad- 
ventures which 1 should be likely to meet. The foresight of 
man is in proportion to his knowledge. No wonder that in 
my state of profound ignorance, not the faintest preconcep- 
tion should be formed of the events that really befel me. 
My temper was inquisitive, but there was nothing in the fcenc 
to which I was going from which my curiosty expected to 
derive gratification. Discords and evil smells, unsavoury- 
food, unwholesome labour, and irksome companions, were, in 
my opinion, the unavoidable attendants of a city. 

My best clothes were of the homeliest texture and shape. 
My whole stock of linen consisted of three check shirts. Part 
of m.y winter evenlng*s employment, since the death of my 
mother, consisted in knitting my own stockings. Of these I 
had three pair, one of which I put on, and the rest I formed, 
together with two shins, into a bundle. Three quarter- 
dollar pieces composed my whole fortune in money. 



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ARTHUR MERVYN. 



CHAPTER III. 



1 ROSE at the dawn, and without asking or 
bestowing a blessing, sallied forth into the high road to the 
city which passed near the house. I left nothing behind, the 
lofs of which I regretted. I had purchased most of my 
own books with the product of my own separate industry, and 
their number being, ©f course, small, I had, by incessant 
application, gotten the whole of them by rote. They had 
ceased, therefore, to be ofany further use. I left them, 
without reluctance, to the fate for which I knew them to 
be reserved, that of affording food and habitation to mice. 

I trod this unwonted path with all the fearlessness of youth. 
In spite of the motives to despondency and apprehension, 
incident to my state, my heels were light and my heart 
joyous. " Now," said I, " I am mounted into man. I 
must build a name and a fortune for myself. Strange if this 
intellect and these hands will not supply me with an honest 
livelihood. I will try the city in the first place ; but if that 
should fail, resources are still left to me. I will resume my 
post in the corn-field and threshing-floor, to which I shall 
always have access, and where I shall always be happy." 

I l-.ad proceeded sonie miles on my journey, wl^n I began 
to ftel the inroads of hunger. I might have stopped at any 
farm-house, and have breakfasted for nothing. It was pru- 
dent to husband, with the utmost care, my slender stock; 
but 1 felt reluctance to beg as long as I had tlie means of 



ARTHUR MER\'TN. ' 23 

buying, and I imagined, that coarse bread and a little milk 
would cost little even at a tavern, when any farmer was wil- 
ling to bestow them for nothing. My resolution was farther 
influenced by the appearance of a si^n-post. What excuse 
could I make for begging a breakfast with an inn at hand and 
silver in my pocket ? 

I stopped, accordingly, and breakfasted. The landlord wa» 
remarkably attentive and obliging, but his bread was stale, 
his milk sour, and his cheese th^ greenest imaginable. I 
disdained to animadvert on these defects^ naturally supposing 
that his house could furnish no better. 

Having finished my meal, I put, without soeaking, one 
of my pieces into his hand. This deportment I conceived to 
be highly becoming, and to indicate a liberal and manly 
spirit. I always reg arded with contempt a scrupulous maker 
of bargains. He received the money with a complaisant 
obeisance. "Right," said he. "j^'u^f the money. Sir. You 
are on foot. Sir. A pleasant way of travelling, Sir. I wish 
you a good day. Sir." — So saying he walked away. 

This proceeding was wholly unexpected. I conceived my- 
self intitled to at least three-fourths of it in change. The 
first impulse was to call him back, and contest the equity of 
his demand, but a moment's reflection shewed me the absur- 
dity of such conduct. I resumed my journey with spirits 
somewhat depressed. I have heard of voyagers and wanderers 
in deserts, vvho were willing to give a casket of gems for a 
cup of cold vv'ater. I had not supposed my own condition to 
be, in any respect, similar; yet 1 had just given one third of 
my estate for a breakfast. 

I stopped at noon at another inn. I counte ^ on purcha- 
sing a dinner for the same price, since I meant to content my- 
self with the same fare. A large company was 'ust sitting 
dow^n to a smoking banquet. The land'ord nvited me to 
join them. I took my place at the table, but was furnished 
with bread and milk. Bein^* prepared to depar I took him 
aside. "What is to pay?" said I. — " Did you drink any 



24 ARTHUR MER\'YN. 

thing, Sir?" — " Certanily. I drank the milk -which was fur* 

rished." — " But any liquors, Sir?"— "No.** 

He deliberated a moment and then assuming an air of dis- 
interestedness, " 'Tis our custom to charge dinner and club, 
but as you drank nothing, we'll let the club go. A mere 
dinner is half-a-dollar, Sir." 

He had no leisure to attend to my fluctuations. After de- 
bating with myself on what was to be done, I concluded that 
compliance was best, and leaving the money at the bar 
resumed my way. 

I had not performed more than half my journey, yet my 
purse was entirely exhausted. This was a specimen of the 
cost incurred by living at an inn. If I entered the city, a 
tavern must, at least for some time, be my abode, but I 
had not a farthing remaining to defray my charges. My 
father had formerly entertained a boarder for a dollar per 
week, and, in a case of need, I was willing to subsist upon 
coarser fare, and lie on an harder bed than those with which 
our guest had been supplied. These facts had been the 
. foundation of my negligence on this occasion. 

What was now to be done ? To return to my paternal man- 
sion was impossible. To relinquish my design of entering 
the city and to seek a temporary asylum, if not i>ermanent 
employment, at some one of the plantations, within view, 
was the most obvious expedient. These deliberations did 
not slacken my pace. I was ajmost unmindful of my Avay, 
•when I found I had passed Schuylkill at the upper bridge, 
I was now within the precincts of the city and night was 
hastening. It behoved me to come to a speedy decision . 

Suddenly I recollected that I had not paid the customary 
toll at the bridge : neither had I money wherewith to pay it. 
A demand of payment would have suddenly arrested my pro- 
gress ; and so slight an incident would have precluded that 
wonderful destiny to which 1 was reserved, Tl-e obstacle 
that would have hindered my advance, uow prevented my re- 
turn. Scrupulous honesty did not require me to turn back 



ARTHUR JfERVYN. 25 

and awaken the vigilance of the toll gatherer. I had nothing 
to pay, and by returning I should only double my debt. *^ Let 
it stand," said 1, " where it does. All that honour enjoins is 
to pay when I am able." 

I adhered to the cross ways, till I reached Market- street. 
Night had fallen, and a triple row of lamps presented a spec- 
tacle enchanting and new. My personal cares were, for a 
time, lost in the tumultuous sensations with which I was now 
engrossed. I had never visited the city at this hour. "When 
my last visit was paid I was a mere child. The novelty which 
environed every object was, therefore, nearly absolute. I 
proceeded with more cautious steps, but was still absorbed 
in attention to passing objects. 1 reached the market-house, 
and, entering it, indulged myself in new delight and new 
wonder. 

I need not remark that our ideas of magnificence and splen- 
dour are merely comparative ; yet you may be prompted to 
9mile when I tell you that, in walking through tliis avenue, 
I, for a moment, conceived myself transported to the hall 
*' pendent with many a row of starry lamps and blazing cres- 
cents fed by naptha and asphaltos." That this transition 
from my homely aud quiet retreat, had been affected in so 
few hours, wore the aspect of miracle or magic. 

I proceeded from one of these buildings to another, till I 
reached their termination in Front-street. Here my progress 
was checked, and 1 sought repose to my weary limbs by 
seating myself on a stall. No wonder some fatigue was felt 
by me, accustomed as I was to strenuous exertions, since, 
exclusive of the minutes spent at breakfast and dinner, 1 had 
travelled fifteen hours and forty-five miles. 

I began now to reflect, with some earnestness, on my con- 
dition. I was a stranger, friendless, and moneyless. I was 
unable to purchase food and shelter, and was wholly unused to 
the business of begging. Hunger was the only serious incon- 
venience to which I* was immediately exposed. I had no 
•bjection to spend the night in the spot v^herc I then sat* 

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i6 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

I had no fear that my visions would be troubled b^ the officers 
of police. Jt was no crime to be without a home ; but how 
should I supply my present cravings and the cravings of to- 
morrow ? 

At length it occurred to me that one of our country neigh- 
bours was probably at this time in the city. He kept a store 
as well as cultivated a farm. He was a plain and well mean- 
ing man, and should I be so fortunate as to meet him, his 
superior knowledge of the city might be of essential benefit 
to me in my present forlorn circumstances. His generosity 
might likewise induce him to lend me so much as would pur- 
chase one meal. I had formed the resolution to leave the 
city next day and was astonished at the folly that had led me 
into it; but, meanwhile, my physical wants must be sup- 
. plied. 

Where should I look for this man? In the course of con- 
versation I recollected hiai to have referred to the place of 
his temporary abode. It was an inn, but the sign, or the 
name of the keeper, for some time withstood all my efforts 
to recall them. 

At length I lighted on the last. It was Lesher's tavern* 
1 immediat-^ly set out in search of it. After many inquirie* 
I at last arrived at the door. I was preparing to enter the 
house when I perceived that my bundle was ggne. I had left 
it on the stall where I had been sitting. People were pei-petu- 
ally passing to and fro. It was scarcely possible not to have 
been noticed. No one that observed it would fail to make it 
bis prey. Yet It was of too much value to me, to allow mc 
to be governed by a bare probability. 1 resolved to lose not 
a moment in returning. 

With some difllculty I retraced my steps, but the bundle 
bad disappeared. The clothes were, in themselves, of small 
value, but they constituted the whole of my wardrobe; and 
I now reflected that they were capable of being transmuted, 
by the pawn or sale of them, into food. There were other 
>vretches as indigent as I was, and I consoled myself by think 



ARTHUR MERVYIf. 27 

ing that my shirts and stockings might furnish a seasonable 
covering to their nakedness ; but there was a relique con- 
cealed within this bundle, the loss of which could scarcely be 
endured by me. It was the portrait of a young man who died 
three years ago at my father's house, drawn by his own hand. 

He was discovered one morning in the orchard with many 
marks of insanity upon him. His air and dress bespoke some 
elevation of rai^k and fortune. My mother's compassion was 
excited, and, as his singularities were h:irmless, an asylum 
was afforded him, though he was unable to pay for it. He 
was constantly declaiming, in an incoherent manner, about 
some mistress who had proved faithless. His speeches seem- 
ed, however, like the rantings of an actor, to be rehearsed 
by rote or for the sake of exercise. He was totally careless 
of his person and health, and by repeated negligences of this 
kind, at last contracted a fever of which he speedily died. 
The name which he assumed was Clavering. 

He gave no distinct account of his family, but stated in 
loose terms that they were residents in England, high born 
and wealthy. That they had denied him the woman whom 
he loved and banished him to America, under penalty of death 
if he should dare to return, and that they had refused him all 
means of subsistence in a foreign land. He predicted, in 
his wild and declamator}' way, his own death. He was very 
skilful at the pencil, and drew this portrait a short time before 
his dissolution, presented it to me, and charged me to pre- 
serve it in remembrance of him. My mother loved the youth 
because he was amiable and unfortunate, and chiefly because 
she fancied a very powerful resemblance between his counte- 
nance and mine. I was too young to build affection on any 
rational foundation. I loved him, for whatever reason, with 
an ardour unusual at my age, and which this portrait had 
contributed to prolong and to cherish. 

In thus finally leaving my home, I was careful not to leave 
this picture behind. I wrapt it in paper in which a fe"VT 
C-legiac stiiuzas were inscribed in my ONvn hand and with 



38 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

my utmost elegance of penmanship. 1 then placed it in a 
leathern case, which, for greater security, was deposited in 
the centre of my bundle. It will occur to you, perhaps, that 
it would be safer in some fold or pocket of the clothes which 
I wore. I was of a diiferent opinion and was now to endure 
the penalty of my error. 

It was in vain to heap execrations on my negligence, or to 
consume the little strength left to me in regre±s. I returned 
once more to the tavern and made inquiries for Mr. Capper^ 
the person Avhom I have just mentioned as my father's neigh- 
bc-ur. I was informed that Capper was now in town; that 
J^e had lodged, on the last-night, at this house; that he had 
expected to do the same to-night, but a gentleman had called 
ten minutes ago, whose invitation to lodge with him to-night 
had been accepted. They had just gone out together. Who, 
I asked, was the gentleman? The landlord had no knowledge 
of him: he knew neither his place of abode nor his name... 
Was Mr. Capper expected to return hither in the morning? 
—No, he had heard the stranger propose to Mr. Capper to 
go with him into the country to-morrow, and Mr. Capper, he 
Relieved, had assented. 

This disappointment was peculiarly severe. I had lost, 
by my own negligence, the only opportunity that would offer 
of meeting my friend. Had even the recollection of my 
loss been postponed for three minutes, I should have entered 
the house, and a meeting would have been secured. I could 
discover no otlier expedient to obviate the present evil. JVTy 
heart began now, for the first time, to droop. I looked 
back, with nameless emotions, on tlie days of my infancy. 
I called up the image of my mother. 1 reiitcted on the in- 
fatuation of my surviving parent, and the usurpation-of the 
detestable Betty with horror. 1 viewed myself as the most 
. calamitous and desolate of human beings. 

At this time I was sitting in the common room. Thcr« 
were others in the same apartment, lounging, or whistling, 
•r singing. I noticed them not, but leaning my head upon 



,^8n 



ARTHUR MERVYX. 29 

my hand, I delivered myself up to painful and intense medi- 
tation. From this I was roused by some one placing himself 
on the bench near me and addressing me thus: " Pray Sir, 
if you will excuse me, v;ho was the person whom you were 
looking for just now? Perhaps I can give you the information 
you want. If I can, you will be very welcome to it." — I 
fixed my eyes with some eagerness on the person that spoke. 
He was a young man, expensively and fashionably dressed, 
whose mien was considerably prepossessing, and whose coun- 
tenance bespoke some portion of discernment. I described 
to him the man whom I sought. " I am in search of the 
same man myself," said he, " but I expect to meet hi^i 
here. He may lodge elsewhere, but he promised to meet 
me here at half after nine. I have no doubt he will fulfil 
his promise, so that you will meet the gentleman." 

I was highly gratified by this information, and thanked my 
informant with some degree of warmth. My gratitude he did 
not notice, but continued : " In order to baguile expectation, 
I have ordered supper : Will you do me the favour to partake 
with me, unless indeed you have supped already?" I was 
obliged, someVhat awkwardly, to decline his invitation, con- 
scious as I wiis that the means of payment were not in my 
power. He continued however to urge my compliance, till 
at length it was, though reluctantly, yielded. My chief 
motive was the crtainty of seeing Capper. 

My new acquaintance was exceedingly conversible, but 
his Tonversation was chiefly characterized by frankness and 
good humour. My reserves gradually diminished, and I 
ventured to inform him, in general terms, of my former con- 
dition and present views. He listened to my details with 
iseeming attention, and commented on them with some judi- 
ciousness. His statements, however, tended to discourage 
me from remaining in the city. 

Meanv^hile the hour passed and Capper did not appear. I 
n-^ticed this circumstance to him with no little solicltudeJ' 
He said that possibly he might have forgotten or neglected. 

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3<» ARTHUR MERVVN. 

his engagement. His aifalr was not of the highest impor- 
tance, and m'vyht be readily postponed to a future opportunity* 
He perceived that my vivacity was greatly damped by this 
intelligence. He importuned me to disclose the cause. H« 
made himself very merry with my distress, when it was at 
length discovered. As to the expence of supper, I had par- 
taken of it at his invitation, he therefore should of course be 
charged with it. As to lodging, he had a chamber and a 
bed which he would insist upon my sharing with him. 

My faculties were thus kept upon the stretch of wonder. 
Every new act of kindness in this man surpassed the fondest 
expectation that I had formed. I saw no reason why I 
should be treated with benevolence. I should have acted m 
the same manner if placed in the same circumstances; yet it 
appeared incongruous and inexplicable. I know whence my 
ideas of human nature were derived. They certainly were 
not the offspring of my own feelings. These would have 
taught me that interest and duty were blended in every act 
of generosliy. 

I did not come into the world without my scruples and sus- 
picions. I v.'as more apt to impute kindnesses to sinister and 
hidden than to obvious and laudable motives. I paused to 
Reflect upon the possible designs of this person. What end 
could be served by this behaviour? I was no subject of vio- 
lence or fraud. I had neither trinket nor coin to stimulate-j 
the treacliery of others. What was offered was merely 
lodging for the night. Was this an act of such transcendent 
disinterestedness as to be incredible? My garb was meaner 
t'.nn that of my companion, but my intellectual accomplish- 
ments were at least upon a level with his. Why should he 
})e supposed to be InsensllJle to my claims upon his kindness. 
I was a youth destitute of ex'j:u;ricnce, money, and friends; 
Ijut I was not devoid of all mcntaLand personal endowments* 
That my merit should be discovered, even on such slender ' 
intercourse, had surely nothing in it that shocked belief. 



ARTHUR MERVYN. -j. 

While I was thus deliberating', my new friend was earnest 
in his solicitations for my company. He remarked my hesi- 
tation, but ascribed it to a wrong cause. " Come," said he, 
" I can guess your objections and can obviate them. You 
are afraid of being ushered into company ; and people who 
have passed their lives like you have a wonderful antipathy 
to strange faces; but this is bed-time with our family, so 
that we can defer your introduction to them till to-m.orrow. 
We may go to our chamber without being seen by any but 
servants." 

I had not been aware of this circumstance. My reluc- 
tance flowed from a different cause, but now that the incon- 
veniences of ceremony were mentioned, they appeared to m© 
of considerable weight. I was well pleased that they should 
thus be avoided, and consented to go along with him. 

We passed several streets and turned several corners. At 
last we turned into a kind of court which seem.ed to be chiefly 
occupied by stables. " We will go," said he, " by the back 
way into the house. We shall thus save ourselves the neces^ 
sity of entering the parlour, where some of the family may- 
still be." 

My companion was as talkative as ever, but said nothing 
from which I could gather any knowledge of tke number, 
character, and condition of his family. 



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CHAPTER IV. 



W E arrived at a brck wall through which we 
passed by a gate into an extensive court or yard. I'he dark- 
ness would allow me to see nothin'>" but outlines. Compared 
with the p gmy dimensions of my f^ither's wooden hovel, the 
buildin,cis before me were of gigantic loftiness. The horses 
were here fir more magnificently accommodated than I had 
been. By a large door we entered an elevated hall. " Stay 
here," said he, " just while I fetch a light." 

He returned, bearing a candle, before I had time to ponder 
on my present situation. 

We now ascended a stair-case, covered with painted can- 
vas. No one whose inexper'.ence is less than mine, can ima- 
gine to himself the impressions made upon me by surround- 
ing objects. The height to which this stair ascended, its 
dimensions, and its ornaments, appeared to me a combination 
of all that was pomp'^us and superb. 

W^ stopped not till we had reached the third story. Here 
jny co.npai;i')n unlocked and led the w:iy into a chamber. 
** TiVis," said he, " is my room : Permit me to welcome you 
into it." 

1 had no time to examine this room before, by some acci- 
dent, the can lie was extinguished. " Curse upon my care- 
lessntss," sad lie. *' 1 must ^o down again and light the 
iaudle* 1 wiu ictuvn in a twinkling. Meanwhile you may 



ARTHUR MER\^N. 35 

ondress ^^onrself and go to bed." He -went out, and, as I 
I afterwards recollected, locked the door behind him. 

I was not indisposed to follow his advice, but my curiosity 
would first be gratified by a survey of the room. Its height 
and spaciousness were imperfectly discernible by star-light, 
and by gleams from a street lamp. The floor was covered 
with a carpet, the walls with brilliant hangings ; the bed 
and v/indows were shrouded by curtains of a rich texturo 
and glossy hues. Hitherto I had merely read of these things. 
I knew them to be the decorations of opulence, and yet as I 
viewed them, and remembered whei-e and what I was on the 
same hour the preceding day, I could scarcely believe myself 
awake or that my senses were not beguiled by sorKC spell. 

" "Where," faid I, " v/ill this adventure terminate. I rise 
on the morrow with the dawn and speed into tha couhtiy. 
When this night is remembered, how like a vision will it 
appear 1 If I tell the tale by a kitchen fire, my veracity will 
be disputed. I shall be ranked y»^ith the story tellers of Shi,* 
rauz and Bagdad." 

Though busied in these reflections, I was not inattentive 
to the progress of time, Methought my companion was re- 
markably dilatory. He went merely to re -light his candle, 
but certainly he might, during this time, have performed the 
operation ten tim«s over. Some unforeseen accident might 
occasion his delay. 

Another interval passed and no tokens of his coming. I 
began now to grow uneasy. I was unable to account for his 
detention. Was not some treacl|fry designed? I went to 
the door and found that it was locked. This heightened my 
suspicions. I was alone, a stranger, in an upper room of 
the house. Should my conductor have disappeared, by de- 
sign or by accident, and some one of the family should find 
me here, what would be the consequence ? Should I not be 
arrested as a thief and conveyed to prison? My transition 
from the street to this chamber would not be more rapid than^ 
my passage hence to a gaol. 



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54 ARTHUR JIERV\T^. 

These ideas struck me with panick. I revolved them anew, 
but they only acquired greater plausibility. No doubt 1 had 
been the victim of malicious artifice. Inclination, however, 
coxnjured up opposite sentim>?nts and my fears began to sub- 
side. What motive, I asked, could induce an human being 
to inflict wanton injury? I could not account for his delay, 
but how numberless were the contiiij^encies, that might occa- 
eion it? 

I was somev/hat comforted by these reflections, but the 
consolation they afforded was short-lived. I was listening 
■with the utmost eagerntss to catch the sound of a foot, when 
a noise was indeed heard, but totally unlike a step. It was 
human breath struggling, as it were, for passage. On the 
first effort of attention it appeared like a groan. Whence it 
arofe I could not tell. He that uttered it was near; perhape 
in the room. 

Presently the same noise was again heard, and now I per- 
ceived that it came from the bed. It was accompanied with 
z. ir.otion like some one changing his posture. What I at 
first conceived to be a groan, appeared now to be nothing 
more than the expiration of a sieep ng man. What should 
I infv^r from this incident? My companion did not apprise me 
that the apartment was inhabited. Was his imposture a 
jestful or a wicked one? 

There was no need to deliberate. There were no means 
of concealment or escape. The person would sometime awa- 
ken and detect lue. The interval would only be fraught with 
agony and it was wise to shorten it. Should I not withdraw 
the curtain, awake the person, and eni ountcr at once all the 
consequences of my situation? I glided softly to the bed, 
"when the thought occurred, May nottlic sleeper be a female? 

I cannot dtscr.be the mixture of dread and of shame which 
glowed in my veins. The light in which such a visitant 
l^'ould be probably regarded by a woman's fears, the precipi- 
tate alarn.s that might be giv n, the injury which I might 
HBkcovvingly inflict or uude*ervedly suffer, thret/ my thoughtjj 



ARTHUR MERVYN. S5 

into painful confusion. My presence might pollute a spot- 
less reputation or furnisli fuel to jealousy. 

Still, though it were a female, would not least injury- 
be done by gently interrupting her slumber? But the ques- 
tion of sex still remained to be decided. For this end I once 
more approached the bed and drew aside the silk. The sleeper 

was a babe. This I discovered by the glimmer of a street 
lamp. 

Part of my solicitudes were now removed. It was plain 
that this chamber belonged to a nurse or a mother. She had 
not yet come to bed. Perhaps it was a married pair and their 
approach might be momently expected. I pictured to myself 
their entrance and my own detection. I could imagine no 
consequence that was not disastrous and horrible, and from 
which 1 would not, at any price, escape. I again examined 
the door, and found that exit by this avenue was impossible. 
There were other doors in this room. Any practicable expe- 
dient in this extremity was to be pursued. One of these waf 
bolted. I unfastened it and found a considerable space within* 
Should I immure myself in this closet? I saw no benefit that 
^vould finally result from it. I discovered that there was a 
bolt on the inside which would somewhat contribute to secu- 
rity. This being drawn no one could enter without breaking 
the door. 

I had scarcely paused when the long expected sound ot 
footsteps were heard in the entry. Was it my companion or 
a stranger? If it were the latter, I had not )'^^|||}stcred'cQu-' 
rage sufficient to meet him. I cannot applaud the magna- 
nimity of my proceeding, but no one can expect intrepid or 
judicious measures from one in my circumstanced. I stepped 
into the closet and closed the door. Some one immediately- 
after, unlocked the chamber door. He was unattended with 
a light, The footsteps, as they moved along the carpet, could 
scarcely be heard. 

I waited impatiently for some token by which I might be 
governed. I put my ear to the key-hole, and at length heard 



S6 ARTHUR MERVriT. 

X voice, but not that of my companion, excklm, somewhat 
above a whisper, " Smiling cherub 1 safe and sound, I see. 
Would to God my experiment may succeed and that thou 
mayest find a mother where I have found a "wife!" There he 
stopped. He appeared to kiss the babe and presently retiring 
locked the door after him. 

These words were capable of no consistent meaning. They 
served, at least, to assure me that I had been treacherously 
dealt with. This chamber, it was manifest, did not belong 
to my companion. I put up prayers to my deity that ho 
■would deliver me from these toils. What a condition was 
mine? Immersed in palpable darkness 1 shut up in this un- 
known recess ! lurking like a robber 1 

My meditations were disturbed by new sounds. The door 
•was unlocked, more than one person entered the apartment, 
and light streamed through the key-hole. I looked; but 
the aperture was too small and the figures passed too quickly 
to permit me the sight of them. I bent my ear and thii im- 
parted some more authentic information. 

The man, as I judged by the voice, was the same who 
had just departed. Rustling of silk denoted his companion 
to be female. Some words being uttered by the man, in too 
low a key to be overheard, the lady burst into a passion of 
tears. He strove to comfort her by soothing tones and ten- 
der appellations. " How can it be helped," said be. " It is 
time to resume your courage. Your duty to yourself and to 
me requires you to subdue this unreasonable grief." 

He spoke frequently in this strain, but all he said seemed 
to have little influence in pacifying the lady. At length, how- 
ever, her sobs began to lessen in vehemence and frequency. 
He cxhoried her to seek for some repose. Apparently she pre- 
pared to comply, and conversation was, for a few minutes, 
intermitted. 

I could not but advert to the possibility that some occasion 
to examine the closet in which I was immured, might occur. 
1 knew DOt in what manner to demean myself if this should 



ARTHUR MERVYN. 37 

take place. I had no option at present. By withdrawing my- 
^elf from view I had lost the privilege of an upright deport- 
ment. Yet the thought of spending the night in this spot was 
not to be endured. 

Gradually I began to view the project of bursting from 
the closet, and trusting to the energy of truth and of an art- 
less tale, with more complacency. More than once my hand 
was placed upon the bolt, but withdrawn by a sudden falter- 
ing of resolution. When one attempt failed, I recurred once 
more to such reflections -jls were adapted to renew my pur- 
pose. 

I preconcerted the address which I should use. I resolved 
to be perfectly explicit: To withhold no particular of my 
adventures from the moment of my arrival. My descrip- 
tion must necessarily suit some person within their know- 
ledge. All I should want was liberty to depart; but if this 
were not allowed, I might at least hope to escape any ill 
treatment, and to be confronted with ray betrayer. In that 
case I did not fear to make him the attester of my innocence. 
Influenced by these considerationc, I once more touched 
the lock. At that moment the lady shrieked, and exclaimed 
" Good God! What is here?" An interesting conversation 
ensued. The object that excited her astcn'shment was the 
• child. I collected from what passed that the discovery was 
wholly unexpected by her. Her husband acted as if equally 
unaware of this event. He joined in all her exclamations o£ 
wonder and all her wild conjectures. When these were 
somewhat exhausted he artfully insinuated the propriety of 
bestowing care upon the little foundling. I nqrw found that 
her grief had been occasioned by the recent loss of her own 
oflfspring. She was, for some time, averse to her husband's 
proposal, but at length was persuaded to take the babe to her 
bosom and give it nourishment. 

This incident had diverted nr.y mind from its favourite 
project, and filled me with speculations on the nature ■.!" the 
sceue. One explication was ob\ ious, that the husb-and was 



38 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

the parent of this child, and had used this singular expedient 
to procure for it the maternal protection of his wife. It 
•would soon claim from her all the fondness which she enter- 
tained for her own progeny. No suspicion probably had yet, 
©r would hereafter, occur with regard to its true parent. If 
her character be distinguished by the usual attributes of wo- 
men, the knowledge of this truth may convert her love into 
hatred. I reflected with amazement on the slightness of that 
thread by which human passions are led from their tme direc- 
tion. With no less amazement did I remark the complexity 
of incidents by which I had been impowered to communicate 
to her this truth. How baseless are the structures of false- 
hood, which we build in opposition to the system of eternal 
nature. If I should escape undetected from this recess, it will 
be true that I never saw the face of either of these persons, 
and yet 1 am acquainted with the most secret transaction of 
their lives. 

My own situation was now more critical than before. The 
lights were extinguished and the parties had sought repose. 
To issue from the closet now would be eminently dangerous. 
My councils were again at a stand and my designs frusirated. 
Meanwhile tlie persons did not drop their discourse, and I 
thought myself justified in listening. Many facts of the most 
secret and momentous nature were alluded to. Some allu- 
sions were unintelligible. To others I was able to affix a plau- 
sible meaning, and some were palpable enough. Every word 
that was uttered on that occasion is indelibly imprinted on 
my mf^mojy. Perhaps the singularity of my circumstance* 
and my prcij^ous ignorance of what was passing in the world, 
contributed to render me a greedy listener. Most that was said 
I shall overlook, but one part of the conversation it will be 
necessary to repeat. 

A large company had assembled that evening at their 
house. They criticised the character and manners of several. 
At last the husband said, " What think you of the Nabob? 
Especially when he talked jibout riches? How artfully he 



ARTHUR MERVYN. 37 

Incouragrs the notion of his poverty 1 Yet not a soul believes 
him. I cannot for my part account for that scheme of his. I 
half suspect that his wealth flows from a bad source, since h<5 
is so studious of concealing it." 

" Perhaps, after all," said the lady, " you are mistaken as 
to his wealth." 

" Impossible," exclaimed the other. '' Mark how he lives. 
Have I not seen his bank account. His deposits, since he hafi' 
been here, amount to not less than half a milpon." 

" Heaven grant that it be so," said the lady with a sigh. 
" I shall think with less aversion of your scheme. If poor 
Tom's fortune be made, and he not the worse, or but little 
the v.'orse on that account, I shall think it on the whole best." 

" That," replied he, " is what reconciles me to the scheme. 
To him thirty thousand are nothing." 

*' But will he not suspect you of some hand in it?" 

" How can he? Will I not appear to lose as well as him- 
self? Tom is my brother, but who can be supposed to answer 
for a brother's integrity: but he cannot suspect either of us. 
Kothing less than a miracle can bring our plot to light. Be- 
sides, this man is not what he ought to be. He will, some 
time or other, come out to be a grand impostor. He makes 
money by other arts than bargain and sale. He has found 
his way, by some means, to the Portug-uese treasury." 

Here the conversation took a new direction, and after 
some time, the silence of sleep ensued. 

Who, thoughr I, is this nabob who counts his dollars by 
half millions, and on whom, it seems as if some fraud v.as 
intended to be practised. Amidst their warynesiand subtlety 
how little are they aware that their conversation has been 
overheard 1 By means as inscrutable as those which conducted 
me hither, I may her^^fter be enabled to profit by this detec- 
tion of a plot. But, meanwhile, what was I to do? How vras 
I to effect my escape from this perilous asylum? 

After much reflection it occurred to me that to gain the 
street without exciting their notice was not utterly impossi- 



40 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

tie. Sleep does not commonly end of itself, unless at a cer- 
tain period. What impediments were there between me and 
liberty which I could not remove, and remo\e ^vith so much 
caution as to escape notice. Motion and sound inevitably 
go together, but every sound is not attended to. The doors 
of the closet and the chamber did not creak upon their hin- 
ges. The latter might be locked. This I was able to ascer- 
tain only by experiment. If it were so, yet the key was 
probably in the lock and might be used without much noise. 

I waited till their slow and hoarser inspirations shewed 
them to be both asleep. Just then, on changing my position, 
jny head struck against some things which depended from 
the ceiling of the closet. They were implements of some 
kind which rattled against each other in consequence of this 
unlucky blow. I was fearful lest this noise should alarm, as 
the closet was little distant from the bed. The breathing of 
one instantly ceased, and a motion was made as if the head 
w^re lifted from the pillow. This motion, Avhich was made 
by the husband, awaked his companion, who exclaimed, 
" What is the matter?" 

*' Something, 1 believe," replied he, " in the closet. If 
i was not dreaming, I heard the pistols strike against each 
ether tis if some one was taking them down." 

This intimation was well suited to alarm the lady. She 
besought him to ascertain the matter. This to my utter dis- 
may he at first consented to do, but presently observed that 
probably his cars had misinformed him. It was hardly possi- 
ble that the sound proceeded from them. It might be a rat, 
or his own fa«cy might have fashioned it. — It is not easy to 
describe my trepidations while this conference was holding. 
I saw how easily their slumber was disturbed. The obstacle* 
to my escape were less surmount^iblc than I had imagined.. 

In a little time all was again still. I waited till the usual 
tokens of sleep were distinguishable. I once more resumed 
jny attempt. The bolt was withdrawn with all possible slow- 
ness i but I could by no means prevent all sound. My stat« 



ARTHUR MERVYN. 4^ 

"was full of Irrquietude and suspense ; my attention being pain- 
fully divided between the bolt and the condition of the sleep- 
ers. The difficulty lay in giving that degree of force -which 
"was barely sufficient. Perhaps not less than fifteen minutes 
■were consumed in this operation. At last it was happily ef- 
fected and the door was cautiously opened. 

Emerging as I did from utter darkness, the light admitted 
into three windows, produced, to my eyes, a considerable 
illumination. Objects which, on my first entrance into this 
apartment, were invisible, were now clearly discerned. The 
bed was shrowded by curtains, yet I shrunk back into my 
covert, fearful of being seen. To facilitate my escape I put 
off my shoes. My mind was so full of objects of more ur- 
gent moment that the propriety of taking them along with 
me never occurred. I left them in the closet. 

I now glided across the apartment to the door. I was not 
a little discouraged by observing that the key was wanting. 
My whole hope depended on the omission to lock it. In my 
haste to ascertain this point, I made some noise which again 
roused one of the sleepers. He started and cried "Who is 
there?" 

I now regarded my case as desperate and detection as ine- 
vitable. My apprehensions, rather than my caution, kept 
me mute. I shrunk to the wall, and waited in a kind of agony 
for the moment that should decide my fate. 

The lady was again roused. Iri answer to her inquiries, 
her husband said that some one he believed was at the door, 
but there was no danger of their entering, for he had locked 
it and the key was in his pocket. 

My courage was completely annihilated by this piece of 
intelligence. My resources were now at an end. I could only 
remain in this spot, till the morning light, which could be at 
no great distance, should discover me. My inexperience disa- 
bled me from estimating all the perils of my situation. Per- 
haps I had no more than temporaiy inconveniences to dread. 
My intention was innocent, and I had been betraved into my 

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41 ARTHUR MERVVN. 

present situation, not by my own wickedness but the wick- 
edness of others. 

I was deeply impressed • with the ambiguousness which 
would necessarily rest upon my motives, and the scrutiny to 
"which they would be subjected. I shuddered at the bare pos- 
sibility of being ranked with thieves. These reflections again 
gave edge to my ingenuity In search of the means of escape. 
I had carefully attended to the circumstances of their en- 
trance. Possibly the act of locking had been unnoticed ; but, 
■was it not likewise possible that this person had been mista- 
ken ? The key was gone. Would this have been the case if 
the door were unlocked? 

My fears, rather tlian my hopes, impelled me to make the 
experiment. I drew back the latch and, to my unspeakable 
joy, the door opened. 

I passed through and explored my way to the stair-case. I 
descended till I reached the bottom. I could not recollect with 
Accuracy the position of the door leading into the court, but 
by carefully feeling along the wall with my hands, 1 at 
length discovered it. It was fastened by several bolts and a 
lock. The bolts were easily withdrawn, but the key was re- 
moved. I knew not where it was deposited. I thought I had 
reached the threshold of liberty, but here was an impediment 
that threatened to be insurmountable. 

But if doors could not be passed, windows might be unbar- 
red. I remembered that my companion had gone into a door 
on the left himd, in search of a light. I searched for this 
door. Fortunately it was fastened only by a bolt. It admit- 
ted me into a room which I carefully explored till I reached 
a window. I will not dwell on my efforts to unbar this en- 
trance. SufRce it to say that, after much exertion and fre- 
quent mistakes, I at length found my way into the yard, and 
thence passed into the court. 



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ARTHUR MERVYN. 



CHAPTER V. 



Now I vras once more on public ground. By 
So many anxious efforts had I disengaged myself from the 
perilous precincts of private property. As many stratagems 
as arc usually made to enter an house, had been employed by 
me to get out of it. I was urged to the use of them by my 
fears ; yet so far from carrying off spoil, I had escaped with 
the loss of an essential part of my dress. 

I had now leisure to reflect. I seated myself on the ground 
and reviewed the scenes through which I had just passed. I 
began to think that my industry had been misemployed. 
Suppose I had met the person on his first entrance into his 
chamber? Was the truth so utterly wild as not to have found 
credit? Since the door was locked, and there was no other ave- 
nue ; what other statement but the true one would account 
for my being found there ? This deportment had been worthy 
of an honest puqaose. My betrayer probably expected that 
this would be the issue of his jest. My rustic simplicity, 
he might think, would suggest no more ambiguous or elabo- 
rate expedient. He might likewise have predetermined to 
interfere if my safety had been really endangered. 

On the morrow the two doors of the chamber and the 
"window below would be found unclosed. They will sus- 
pect a design to pillage, but their searches will terminate 
in nothing but in the discovery of a pair of clumsy and 
dusty shoes io the closet. Now that I was safe I could iiot 



44 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

help smiling at the picture which my fancy drew of their 
anxiety and wonder. These thoughts, however, gave place 
to more momentous considerations. 

I could not image to myself a more perfect example of 
indigence than I now exhibited. There was no being in the 
v'lty on whose kindness I had any claim. Money I had none, 
and what I then wore comprised my whole stock of movea- 
bles. I had just lost my shoes, and this loss rendered my 
stockings of no use. My dignity remonstrated against a 
bare-foot pilgrimage, but to this, necessity now reconciled 
me. I threw my stockings between the bars of a stable win- 
dow, belonging, as I thought, to the mansion I had just 
left. These, together with my shoes, I left to pay the cost 
of my entertainment. 

I saw that the city was no place for me. The end that I 
had had in view, of procuring some mechanical employment, 
could only be obtained by the use of means, but what means 
to pursue I knew not. This night's perils and deceptions gave 
me a distaste to a city life, and my ancient occupations rose 
to my view enhanced by a thousand imaginary charms. I re- 
solved forthwith to strike into the country. 

The day began now to dawn. It was Sunday, and I was 
desirous of eluding observation. I was somewhat recruited 
by rest though the languors of sleeplessness oppressed me. 
I meant to throw myself on the first lap of verdure I should 
meet, and indulge in sleep that I so much wanted. I knew not 
the direction of the streets ; but followed that which I first 
entered from the court, trusting that, by adheri.ng steadily to 
one course, I should sometime reach the fields. This street, as 
I afterwards found, tended to Schuylkill, and soon extricated 
me from houses. I could not cross this river without payment 
of toll. It was requisite to cross it in order to reach that jiart 
of the country whither I was desirous of going, but how 
should I effect my passage? I knewof no ford, jlnd the smallest 
cxpence exceeded my capacity. Ten thousand guineas and a 
farthing were equally remote from nothing, and nothing was 
the portion allotted to me. 



ARTHUR MERV\'N. 45- 

While my mind was thus occupied, I turned up one of the 
streets which tend northward. It was, for some length, unin- 
habited and unpavcd. Presently I reached a pavement, and 
a painted fence, along which a row of poplars was planted. 
It bounded a garden into which a knot-hole permitted me to 
pr)'. The inclosure was a charming green, which I saw ap- 
pended to an house of the loftiest and most stately order. It 
seemed like a recent erection, had all the gloss of novelty, and 
exhibited, to my unpractised eyes, the magnificence of pala- 
ces. My father's dwelling did not equal the height of one sto- 
r}-, and might be easily comprised in one fourth of those build- 
dings which here were designed to accommodate the menials. 
My heart dictated the comparison between my own condition 
and that uf the proprietors of this domain. How wide and 
how impassible was the gulf by which we were separated! 
This fair inheritance had fallen to one who, perhaps, would 
only abuse it to the purposes of luxur)', whde I, with inte«- 
tions worthy of the friend of mankind, was doomed to wield 
the fiail and the mattock. 

I ha4 been intirely unaccustomed to this strain of reflec- 
tion. My books had taught me the dignity and safety of the 
middle path, and my darling writer abounded with encomiums 
on rural life. At a distance from luxury and pomp I viewed 
them, perhaps, in a just light. A nearer scrutiny confirm.cd 
my early prepossessions, but at the distance at which I novr 
stood, the lefty edifices, the splendid furniture, and the copi- 
ous accommodations of the rich, excited my admiratioa and 
my envy. 

I relinquished my station and proceeded, in an heartless 
mood, along the fence. I now came to the mansion itself. 
The principal door was entered by a stair-case of marble. I 
had never seen the stone of Carrara, and wildly supposed this 
to have been dug from Italian quarries. The beauty of the 
poplars, the coolness exhaled froj^the dew-besprent bricks, 
the commodiousness of the seat which these steps afforded, 
an^ the uncertainty into which I was plunged respecting mj 



46 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

future conduct^ all combined to make me pause. I sat dowi 

on the lower step and began to meditate. 

By some transition it occurred to me that the supply of 
my most urgent wants might be found in some inhabitant of 
this house. I needed at present a few cents ; and what were 
a few cents to the tenant of a mansion like this. I had an 
invincible aversion to the calling of a beggar, but I regarded 
■with still more antipathy the vocation of a thief; to this alter- 
native, however, I was now reduced. I must either steal or 
beg; unless, indeed, assistance could be procured under the 
notion of a loan. Would a stranger refuse to lend the pit- 
tance that I wanted? Surely not, when the urgency of my 
wants were explained. 

I recollected other obstacles. To summon the master of 
the house from his bed, perhaps, for the sake of such an appli- 
cation, would be preposterous. I should be in more danger of 
provoking his anger than exciting his benevolence. This re- 
quest might, surely, with more propriety be preferred to a 
passenger. I should, probably, meet several before I should 
arrive at Schuylkill. 

A servant just then appeared at the door, with bucket and 
brush. This obliged me, much sooner than I intended, to 
decamp. With some reluctance I rose and proceeded. — This 
house occupied the corner of the street, and I now turned 
this corner towards the country. A person, at some distance 
before me, was approaching in an opposite direction. 

" Why," said I, " may I not make my demand of the first 
man I meet? This person exhibits tokens of ability to lend. 
There is nothing chilling or austere in his demeanour." 

'J'he resolution to address this passenger was almost form- 
ed; but the nearer he advanced, my resolves grew less firm. 
He noticed me not till he came within a few paces. He 
seemed busy in reflection, and had not my figure caught his 
eye; or had he merely bestowed a passing glance upon me, 
I should not have been sufficiently courageous to have de- 
tahied him. The event however was widely differe^it. 



ARTHUR JrERVYN. 47 

He looked at me and started. For an instant, as it were, 
and till he had time to dart at me a second glance, he checked 
his pace. This behaviour decided mine, and he stopped on 
perceiving tokens of a desire to address him. I spoke, but my 
accents and air sufficiently denoted my embarrassments. 

*' I am going to solicit a favour, which my situation makes 
of tlie highest importance to me, and which I hope it will 
be easy for you, Sir, to grant. It is not an ahus but a loan 
that I seek; a loan ihat I will repay the moment I am able 
to do It. I am going to the country, but have not wherewith 
to pay my passage over Schuyikiil, or to buy a morsel of 
bread. May I venture to request of you. Sir, the loan of six 
pence? As I told you, it is my intention to repay it." 

I delivered this address, not without some faltering, but 
with great earnestness. I laid particular stress upon my inten- 
tion to refund the money. He listened with a most inqui- 
sitive air. His eye perused me from head to foot. 

After some pause, he said, in a very emphatic manner. 
" Why into tlie country? Have you family? Kindred? 
Friends?" 

" No," answered I, " I have neither. I go in search of 
the m.eans ol subsistence. I have passed my life upon a 
farm, and propose to die in the same condition.'^ 

" Whence have you come ?" 

*' I came yesterday from the country, with a view to earn 
my bread in some way, but have changed my plan and propose 
now to return." 

" Why have you changed it? In what way are you capa- 
ble of earning your bread?" 

" I hardly know," said I. <' I can, as yet, manage no tool, 
that can be managed in the city, but the pen. My habits 
have, in some small degree, qualified me for a writer. I 
would willingly accept employment of that kind." 

He fixed his eyes upon the earth, and was silent for some 
miiiutes. At length, recovering himself, he said, " Follovr 



48 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

me to my house. Perhaps something may be done for you. 

If not, 1 will lend you six-pence." 

It may be supposed that I eagerly complied with the invi- 
tation. My companion said no more, his air bespeaking him 
to be absorbed by his own thoughts, till he reached his house, 
which proved to be that at the door of which I had been 
seated. We entered a parlour together. 

Uniess you can assume my ignorance and my simplicity, 
you will be unable to conceive the impressions that were 
xiade by the size and ornaments of this apartment. I shall 
omit these impressions, which, indeed, no descriptions could 
adequately convey, and dwell on incidents of greater moment. 
He asked me to give him a specimen of my penmanship. I 
told you that I had bestowed very great attention upon this 
art. Implements were brought and I sat down to the task. 
By some inexplicable connection a line in Shakspeare occur- 
red to me, and I wrote 

" My poverty, but not my will consents." 
The sentiment conveyed in this line powerfully affected 
him, but in a way which I could not then comprehend. I col- 
lected from subsequent events that the inference was not 
unfavourable to my understanding or my morals. He ques- 
tioned me as to my history. I related my origin and my 
inducements to desert my father's house. With respect to 
hist night's adventures I was silent. I saw no useful purpose 
that could be answered by disclosure, and I half suspected 
that my companion would refuse credit to my talc. 

There were frequent intervals of abstraction and reflection 
between his questions. My examination lasted not much 
less than an hour. At length he said, " I want an amanu- 
ensis or copyist: On what terms will you live with me?" 

I answered that I knew not how to estimate the value of 
my services. I knew not whether these services were agreea- 
bfle or healthful. My life liial hitlierto been active. My 
coriStitution was predisposed to discai»cs of ilic lungs and the 



ARTHUR MERVYN. 4^ 

change might be hurtful. I was willing, however, to tr}-and 
to content myself for a month or a year, ulth so much as 
would furnish me with food, clothing, and lodging. 

" 'Tis well," said he, " You remain with me as long and 
no longer than both of us please. You shall lodge and eat in 
this house. I will supply you with clothing, and your task 
will be to write what I dictate. Your person, I see, has not 
shared much of your attention. It is in my power to equip 
you instantly in the manner which becomes a resident in this 
house. Come with me." 

He led the way into the court behind and thence into a neat 
building, which contained large wooden vessels and a pump: 
" There," said he, " you may wash yourself, and when that 
is done, I will conduct you to your chamber and your ward- 
robe." 

This was speedily performed, and he accordingly led the 
way to the chamber. It was an apartment in the third story, 
finished and furnished in the same costly and superb style 
with the rest of the house. He opened closets and drawers 
which overflowed with clothes and linen of all and of the best 
kinds. " These are yours," said he, " as long as you stay with 
me. Dress yourself as likes you best. Here is every thing 
your nakedness requires. When dressed you may descend t« 
breakfast." With these words he left me. 

The clothes were all in the French style, as I afterwards, 
by comparing my garb with that of others, discovered. They 
were fitted to my shape with the nicest precision. I bedecked 
myself with all my care. I remembered the style of dress 
used by my beloved Clavcring. My locks were of shining 
auburn, flowing and suiooth like his. Having wrung the wet 
from them, and combed, I tied them carelessly in a black 
riband. Thus equipped I surveyed myself in a mirror. 

You may imagine, if you can, the sensations which this 
instantaneous transformation produced. Appearances arc 
wonderfully influenced by dress. Check shirt, buttoned at 
tiie neck, an awkward fustian coat, check trowsers and bare 



5» ARTHUR MERVYN. 

feet were now supplanted by linen and muslin, nankeen coat 
striped with green, a white silk waistcoat elegantly needle- 
wrought, casimer pantaloons, stockings of variegated silk, 
and shoes that in their softness, pliancy, and polished surface 
vied with sattin. I could scarcely forbear looking back to 
see whether the image in the glass, so well proportioned, so 
galant, and so graceful, did not belong to another. I could 
scarcely recognize any lineaments of my own. I walked to 
the Window. " Twenty minutes ago," said I, " I was tra- 
versing that path a barefoot beggar ; now I am thus." Again 
I surveyed mvself. " Surely some insanity has fastened on 
my understanding. My senses are the sport of dreams. Some 
magic that disdains the cumbrousness of nature's progress, 
has v/rought this change." 1 was roused froiu these doubts 
by a summons to breakfast, obsequiously delivered by a black 
servant. 

I found Welbeck, (for I shall henceforth call him by his 
true name) at the breakfast table. A superb equipage of 
silver and china was before him. He was startled at my 
entrance. The change in my dress seemed for a moment to 
have deceived him. His eye was frequently fixed upon me 
with unusual steadfastness. At these times there was inquie- 
tude and wonder in his features. 

I had now an opportunity of examining my host. There 
was nicety but no ornament in his dress. His form was of 
the middle height, spare, but vigorous and grac^^ful. His face 
was cast, I lliought, in a foreign mould. His forehead reced- 
ed beyond the usual degree in visages which I had seen. His 
eyes large and prominent, but imparting no marks of bewignity 
and habitual joy. The rest of his face forcibly suggested the 
idea of a convex edge. His whole figure impressed me with 
emotions of veneration and awe. A gravity that ahuost 
amounted to saunccs invariably attended liim when we were 
alone together. 

He whisper:d the servant that v/aited, wlio immediately 
retired. He t'.icn iaid, turning to me, ^' A lady will enter 



ARTHUR MERVYN. 51 

presently, whom you are to treat with the respect due to me 
daughter. You must not notice any emotion she may betray 
at the sightof you, nor expect her to converse with you; for 
she does not understand your language." He had scarcely 
spoken when she entered. I was seized with certain misgiv- 
ings and flutterings which a clownish education may account 
for. I so far conquered my timidity, however, as to snatch 
a look at her. I was not born to execute her portrait. Perhaps 
the turban that wreathed her head, the brilliant texture and 
inimitable folds of her drapery, and nymphlikc port, more 
than the essential attributes of her person, gave splendour to 
the celestial vision. Perhaps it was her snowy hues and the 
cast, rather than the position of her features, that were so 
proline of enchantment : or perhaps the wonder originated 
only in my own ignorance. 

She did not immediately notice me. When she did she 
almost shrieked with surprise. She held up her hands, and 
gazing upon me, uttered various exclamations which I could 
not understand. I could only remark that her accents wer« 
thrillingly musical. Her perturbations refused to be stilled. 
It was with difficulty that she withdrew her regards from me. 
Much conversation passed between her and Welbeck, but I 
could com.prehend no part of it. 1 was at liberty to animad- 
vert on the visible part of their intercourse. I diverted some 
part of my attention from my own embarrassments, and fixed 
it on their looks. 

In this art, as in most others, I was an unpractised simple- 
ton. In the countenance of Welbeck, there was somewhat 
else than sympathy with the astonishment and distress of th« 
lady; but I could not interpret these additional tokens. 
When Ijer attention was engrossed by Welbeck, her eyex 
were frequently vagrant or downcast; her cheeks contracted 
a deeper hue ; and her breathing was almost prolonged int® 
a sigh. These were marks on which 1 made no comment! 
at the time. !My own situation was calculated to breed con- 
iusion in my thoughts and awkwardness in my gestures^ 



5 a ARTHUR ^^ERVYN. 

Breakfast being finished, the lady, apparently at the request 

of Welbcck, sat down to a piano forte. 

Here again I must be silent. I was not wholly destitute 
,pf musical practice and musical taste. I had that degree of 
Jcnowledge which enabled me to estimate the transcendent 
pkill of this performer. As if the pathos of her touch were 
insufficient, I found after some time that the lawless jarrings 
of the keys were chastened by her own more liquid notes. 
She played without a book, and though her base might be 
preconcerted, it was plain that her right-hand notes were 
momentary and spontaneous inspirations. Meanwhile Wel- 
beck stood, leaning his arms on the back of a chair near her, 
•with his eyes fixed on her face. His features were fraught 
with a meaning which I was eager to interpret but unable. 

I have read of transitions effected by magic: I have read 
of palaces and deserts which were subject to the dominion of 
spells: Poets may sport with their power, but I am certain 
that no transition was ever conceived more marvellous and 
more beyond the reach of foresight, than that which I had 
just experienced. Heaths vexed by a midnight storm may 
be changed into an hall of choral nymphs and regal banquet- 
ing; forest glades may give sudden place to colonnades and 
carnivals, but he whose senses are deluded finds himself still 
on his natal earth. These miracles are conteminible when 
compared with that which placed me under this roof and gave 
me to partake in this audience. I know that my emotions 
are in danger of being regarded as ludicrous by those who 
cannot figure to themselves the consequences of a limitted and 
rustic education. 



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ARTHUR MERVYN. 



CHAPTER VI. 



In a short time the lady reilred. I naturally ex- 
pected t.hat some comments would be made on her behaviour, 
and that the cause of her surprise and distress on seeing me, 
would be explained, but Welbeck said nothing on that sub- 
ject. When she had gone, he went to the window and stood 
for some time occupied, as it seemed, with his own thoughts. 
Then he turned to me and, calling me by my name, desired 
me to accompany him up stairs. There was neither cheerful- 
ness nor mildness in his address, but neither was there any 
thing domineering or arrogant. 

We entered an apartment on the same floor with my 
chamber, but separated from it by a spacious entry. It was 
supplied with bureaus, cabinets, and book-cases. " This," 
said he, " is your room and mine; but we must enter it and 
leave it together. I mean to act not as your master but your 
friend. My maimed hand" so saying he shewed me his right 
hand, the forefinger of which was wanting, " will not allow 
me to write accurately or copiously. For this reason I have 
required your aid, in a work of some moment. Much haste 
will not be requisite, and as to the hours and duration of em- 
ployment, these will be seasonable and sliort. 

" Your present situation is new to you and we w'll there- 
fore defer entering on our business. Meanwhile you may 
amuse yourself in what manner you please. ConslJtir this 
house as your home and make yourself familiar with it. Stay 



54 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

within or go out, be busy or be idle, as your fancy shall 
prompt : Only you will conform to our domestic system as to 
eating and sleep: the servants will inform you of this. Next 
week we will enter on the task for which I designed you. 
You may now withdraw." 

I obeyed this mandate with some awkwardness and hesita- 
tion. I went into my own chamber not displeased with an 
opportunity of loneliness. I threw myself on a chair and 
resigned myself to those thoughts which would naturally 
arise in this situation. I speculated on the character and 
■views of Welbeck. I saw that he was embosomed in tranqui- 
lity and grandeur. Riches, therefore, were his ; but in what 
did his opulence consist, and whence did it arise ? What were 
the limits by which it was confined, and what its degree of 
permanence? I was unhabituated to ideas of floating or trans- 
ferable wealth. The rent of houses and lands was the only 
species of property which was, as yet, perfectly intelligible: 
My previous ideas led me to regard Welbeck as the proprietor 
of this dwelling and of numerous houses and farVns. By the 
same cause 1 was fain to suppose him enriched by inheritance, 
and that his life had been uniform. 

I next adverted to his social condition. This mansion ap- 
peared to have but two inhabitants beside servants. Who was 
the nymph who had hovered for a moment in my sight? Had 
he not called her his daughter? The apparent difference in 
their ages would justify this relation; but her guise, her fea- 
tures, and her accents were foreign. Her language I sus- 
pected strongly to be that of Italy. How should he be the 
father of an Italian? But were there not some foreign linea- 
ments in his countenance ? 

This idea seemed to open a new world to my view. I had 
gained from my books, confused ideas of European govern- 
ments and manners. I knew that the present was a period 
of revolution and hostility. Might not these be illustrious 
fugitives from Provence or the Milanese? Their portable 
wealth, which may reasonably be supposed to be ^reat, they 



ARTHUR MERVYN. 55 

fiave transported hither. Thus may be explained the sorrow 
that veils their countenance. The loss of estates and hon- 
ours ; the untimely death of kindred, and perhaps of his wife, 
may furnish eternal food for regrets. Welbeck's utterance, 
though rapid and distinct, partook, as I conceived, in som» 
very slight degree of a foreign idiom. 

Such was the dream that haunted my undisciplined and 
unenlightened imagination. The more I revolved it the more 
plausible it seemed. On this supposition every appearance 
that I had witnessed was easily solved — unless it were their 
treatment of me. This, at first, was a source of hopeless per- 
plexity. Gradually, however, a clue seemed to be afforded. 
Welbeck had betrayed astonishment on my first appearance. 
The lady's wonder was mingled with distress. Perhaps they 
discovered a remarkable resemblance between me and one 
who stood in the relation of son to Welbeck and ef brother 
to the lady. This youth might have perished on the scaffold 
or in war. These, no doubt, were his clothes. This chamber 
might have been reserved for him, but his death left it to be 
appropriated to another. 

I had hitherto been unable to guess at the reason why all 
this kindness had been lavished on me. Will not this conjec- 
ture sufficiently account for it? No wonder that this resem- 
blance was enhanced by assuming his dress. 

Taking all circumstances into view, these ideas were not, 
perhaps, destitute of probability. Appearances naturally sug- 
gested them to me. They Avere, also, powerfully enforced by 
inclination. They threw me into transports of wonder and 
hope. When I dwelt upon the incidents of my past life, and 
traced the chain of events, from the death of my mother to 
the present moment, I almost acquiesced in the notion that 
some beneficent and ruling genius had prepared my path for 
me. Events which, when foreseen, would most ardently have 
been deprecated, and when they happened were accounted 
in the highest degree luckless, were now seen to be propiti- 



5^ ARTHtTR MERVTN. 

ous. Hence I inferred the infatuation of despair and the 

folly of precipitate coHchisions. 

But what was the fate reserved for me ? Perhaps Welbeck 
■would adopt me for his own son. Wealth has ever been capri- 
ciously distributed. The mere physical relation of birth is all 
that intitles us to manors and thrones. Identity itself fre- 
quently depends upon a casual likeness or an old nurse's im- 
posture. Nations have risen in arms, as in the case of the 
Stewarts, in the cause of one, the genuineness of wiiose birth 
has been denied and can never be proved. But if the cause 
be trivial and falacious, the effects are momentous and solid* 
It ascertains our portion of felicity and usefulness, and fixes 
our lot among peasants or princes. 

Something may depend upon my own department. Will 
it not behove me to cultivate all my virtues and eradicate all 
my defects? I see that the abilities of this man are venera- 
ble. Perhaps he will not lightly or hastily decide in my 
favour. He will be governed by the proofs that I shall give 
of discernment and integrity. I had always been exempt 
from temptation and was therefore undepraved, but this view 
of things had ^ wonderful tendency to invigorate my virtu- 
ous resolutions. All within me was exhilaration and joy. 

There was but one thing wanting to exalt me to a dizzy 
lieight and give me place among the stars of heaven. My 
resemblance to her brother had forcibly affected this lady: 
but I was not her brother: I was raised to a level with her 
and made a tenant of the same mansion. Some intercourse 
yrould take place between us: Time would lay level impedi- 
ments and establish familiarity, and this intercourse might 
foster love and terminate in — marriage.' 

These images were of a nature too glowing and expansive 
to allow me to be longer inactive. I sallied forth into the 
open air. This tumult of delicious thoughts in some time 
subsided and gave way to images reh'tive to my present situa- 
tion. My curlos.ty was awake. As yet I had seen little of 
the city, and this opportunity for observation was not to be 



ARTHUR JIERVYN. 57 

neglected. I therefore coursed through several streets, atteiv- 
tively examining the objects that successively presented 
themselves. 

At length, it occurred to me to search out the house in 
which I had lately been immured. I vvas not without hopes 
that at some future period I should be able to comprehend 
the allusions and brighten the obscurities that hung about 
the dialogue of last night. 

The house was easily discovered. I reconnoitred the court 
and gate through which I had passed. The mansion was of 
the first order in magnitude and decoration. This was not 
the bound of my present discovery, for I was gifted with that 
confidence which would make me set on foot inquiries in the 
neighbourhood. I looked around for a suitable medium of 
intelligence. The opposite and adjoining houses were small 
and apparently occupied by persons of an indigent class. At 
one of these was a sign denoting it to be the residence of a 
taylor. Seated on a bench at the door was a young man, 
with coarse uncombed locks, breeches knee-unbuttoned, stock- 
ings ungartered, shoes slip-shod and unbuckled, and a face 
unwashed, gazing stupidly from hollow eyes. His aspect was 
embellished with good nature though indicative of ignorance. 

This was the only person in sight. He might be able to 
say something concerning his opulent neighbour. To him, 
therefore, I resolved to apply. I went up to him and, point- 
ing to the house in question, asked him who lived there? 

He answered, " Mr. Mathews." 

" What is his profession: his way of life-'' 

" A gentleman. He does nothing but walk about." 

" How long has he been married?" 

" Married! He is not married as I know on. He never 
has been married. He is a batchelor." 

This intelligence was unexpected. It made me pause to 
reflect whether I had not mistaken the house. This, how- 
ever, seemed impossible. I renewed my questions. 

" A batchelor, say you? Are you not mistaken?" 



5S ARTHUR MERVYN. 

" No. It would be an odd thing if he was married. An 
old fellow, with one foot in the grave — Comical enough for 
him to git a vift',"^ 

" An old man? Does he live alone? what is his family?" 

" No he does not live alone. He has a niece that lives with 
him. She is married and her husband lives there too." 

" What is his name?" 

" 1 don't know: I never heard it as I know on." 

« What is his trade?" 

*' He's a marchant: he keeps a store somewhere or other; 
but I don't no where." 

" How long has he been married?" 

" About two years. They lost a child lately. The young 
woman was in a huge taking about it. They says she was 
quite crazy some days for the death of the child: And she is 
not quite out of tbe dumps yet. To be sure the child was a 
iweet little thing; but they need not make such a rout about 
it. I'll warn they'll have enough of them before they die." 

" What is the character of the young man? Where was 
he born and educated? Has he parents or brothers?" 

My companion was incapable of answering these questions, 
and I left him with little essential addition to the knowledge 
I already possessed. 



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ARTHUR MERVYN. 



CHAPTER VII. 



- /VFTER viewing various parts of the city; in- 
truding into ciiurches ; and diving into alleys, I returned. 
The rest of the day I spent chietly in my chamber, reflecting 
on my new condition ; surveying ftiy apartment, its presses 
and closets; and conjecturing the causes of appearances. 

At dinner and supper I was alone. Venturing to inquire 
of the servant where his master and mistress were, I was 
answered that they were engaged. I did not qu.'stion him 
as to the nature of their engagement, though it was a fertile 
lource of curiosity. 

. Next morning, at breakfast, I again met Welbeck and the 
lady. The incidents were nearly those of the preceding 
morning, if it were not that the lady exhibited tokens of 
somewhat greater uneasiness. AVhen she left us Welbeck 
sank into apparent meditation. I was at a loss whether to 
retire or remain where I was. At last, however, I was on 
the point of leaving the room, when he broke iilence and 
began a conversation with me. 

He put questions to me, the obvious scope of which was 
to know my sentiments on moral topics. I had no motives 
to conceal my opinions, and therefore delivered them with 
frankness. At length he introduced allusions to my own his- 
tory, and made more particular inquiries on that head. Here 
I was not equally frank: yet I did not fiiin any thing, but 
merely dealt in generals. I had ac(^uired notions of propriety 



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«o AP.THUR MERVYN. 

on this head, perhaps somewhat fastidious. Minute details, 
respecting our own concerns, are apt to weary all but the 
narrator himself. I said thus much and the truth of my 
remark was eagerly assented to. 

With some marks of hesitation and after various prelimi- 
naries, my companion hinted that my own interest, as well 
as his, enjoined upon me silence to all but himself, on the 
subject of my birth and early adventures. It was not likely, 
that while in his service, my circle of acquaintance would be 
large or my intercourse^ with the world frequent; but in my 
communication with others he requested me to speak rather 
of others than of myself. This request, he said, might appear 
•ingular to me, but he had his reasons for making it, which 
it was not necessary, at present, to disclose, though, when I 
should know them, I should readily acknowledge their vali- 
dity. 

I scarcely knew what answer to make. I was willing to 
oblige him. I was far from expecting that any exigence 
would occur, making disclosure my duty. The employment 
was productive of pain more than of pleasure, and the curio- 
sity that would uselessly seek a knowledge of my past life, 
was no less impertinent than the loquacity that would use- 
lessly communicate that knowledge. I readily promised, 
therefore, to adhere to his advice. 

This assurance afforded him evident satisfaction ; yet it 
did not seem to amount to quite as much as he wished. He 
repeated in stronger terms, the necessity there was for cau- 
tion. He wJis far from suspecting me to possess an imperti- 
nent and talkative disposition, or that in my eagerness to 
expatiate on my own concerns, I should overstep the limit* 
of politeness: But this was not enough. I was to govern 
myself by a persuasion that the interests of my friend and 
myself would be materially uffected by my conduct. 

Perhaps I ought to liave allowed these insinuations to breed 
suspicion in my mind: but conscious as 1 was of the benefits 
which 1 had received from this man; prone, from my inex- 



ARTHUR MERVYN. . (Tr 

pcrlencc, to rely upon professions and conSde in appearances ; 
and unaware that I could be placed in any condition, in 
which mere silence respecting myself could be injurious or 
criminal, I made no scruple to promise compliance with his 
Avishes. Nay, I went farther than this: I desired to be accu- 
rately informed as to what it was proper to conceal. He 
nnswered that my silence might extend to every thing ante- 
rior to my arrival in the city, and my being incorporated 
■with his family. Here our conversation ended and I retired 
to ruminate on \vhat had passed. 

I derived little satisfaction from my reflections. I began 
now to perceive inconveniencics that might arise from this 
precipitate promise. Whatever should happen in consequence 
of my being immured in the chamber, and of the loss of 
my clothes and of the portrait of my friend, I had bound my- 
self to silence. These inquietudes, however, were transient. 
I trusted that these events would operate auspiciqpsly ; but 
my curiosity was now avvakened as to the motives which 
Welbeck could have for exacting from me this conceahnent ? 
To act under the guidance of another, and to wander in the 
dark, ignorant whither my path tended, and what effects 
might flov/ from my agency, was a new and irksome situation. 
From these thoughts I was recalled by a message from 
Welbeck. He gave me a folded paper which he requested 

me to carry to No South Fourth Street, " Inquire," said 

he, " for T^Irs. Wentworth, in order merely to ascertain the 
house, for you need not ask to see her: merely give the letter 
to the servant and retire. Excuse me for imposing this ser- 
vice upon you. It is of too great moment to be trusted to a 
common messenger: I usually perform it myself, but am at 
present otherwise engaged." 

I took the letter and set out to deliver it. This was a 
trifling circumstance, yet my mind was full of reflections on 
the consequences that might flow from it. I remembered the 
directions that were given, but construed them in a manner 
diffeP^nt, perhaps, from Welbeck's e:ipcctailcns or wishes:* 



62 • ARTHUR MERVYN. 

He had charged me to leave the billet with the servant who 
happened to answer my summons ; but had he not said that 
the message was Important, Insomuch that it could not be 
intrusted to commoii hands? He had permitted, rather than 
enjoined, me to dispense with seeing the lady, and this per- 
mission I conceived to be dictated merely by regard to my 
convenience. It was incumibcnt on me, therefore, to take 
some pains to deliver the script into her own hands. 

I arrived at the house and knocked. A female servant 
appeared. " Her mistress was up stairs: she would tell her if 
I wished to see her," and meanwhile invited me to enter the 
parlour: I did so; and the girl retired to inform her mistress 
that one waited for her. — I ought to mention that my depar- 
ture from the directions which I had received was, in some 
degree, owing to an inquisitive temper: I w^as eager after 
knowledge, and was disposed to profit by every opportunity 
to -survey the interior of dwellings and converse with their 
inhabitants. 

I scanned the walls, the furniture, the. pictures. Over 
the fire-place was a ix>rtralt in oil of a female. She was 
elderly and matron-like. Perhaps she was the mistress of 
this habitation, and the person to whom I should immediately 
be introduced. Was it a casual suggestion, or was there an 
actual resemblance between the strokes of the pencil which 
executed this portrait and that of Claverlng? However that 
be, the eight of this picture revived the memory of my 
friend and called up a fugitive suspicicn that this was ti.e 
production of his skill. 

. I was busily revolving this idea when the lady herself 
entered. It was the same whose portrait I had been examin- 
ing. She fixed scrutinizing and pov/erful eyes upon me. 
She looked at the superscription of tlie letter which I pre- 
sented, and immediately resumed her examination of me. 
I was somewhat abashed by the closeness of her observation 
and gave tokens of this state of mind which did not pass 
Unobserved. They seemed instantly to remind her that she 



ARTHUR MERVYN. 63 

behaved with too little regard to civility. She recovered 
herself and began to peruse the letter. Having done this, 
her attention was once more fixed upon me. She was 
evidently desirous of entering into some conversation, but 
seemed at a loss in what manner to begin. This situation 
■was new to me and was productive of no small embarrass- 
ment. 1 was preparing to take my leave when she spoke, 
though not without considerable hesitation. 

" This letter is from j\Ir. Welbeck — you are his friend — 
1 presume — perhaps — a relation?" 

I was conscious that I had no claim to either of these 
titles, and that I was no more than his servant. My pride 
would not allow me to acknowledge this, and I merely said — 
'^ I live with him at present Madam." 

I imagined that this answer did not perfectly satisfy her; 
yet she received it with a certain ^ir of acquiescence. She 
was silent for a few minutes, and then, rising, said — -^' Ex- 
cuse me, Sir, for a few minutes. I will write a few words 
to Mr. Welbeck." — So sayings he withdrew. 

I returned to the contemplation of the picture. From 
this, however, my attention was quickly diverted by a paper 
that lay on the mantle. A single glance was sufficient to 
put my blooi into motion. I started and laid my hand upon 
the well-known pacquet. . It v/as that which inclosed the 
portrait of Claverhigl 

I unfolded and examined it with eagerness. By v.-hat 
miracle came it hither? It was found, together with my 
bundle, two nights before. I had despaired of ever seeinr 
it again, and yet, here was the same portrait inclosed in the 
self-same paper 1 I have forborne to dwell upon the regret, 
amounting to grief, v/ith which I was affected in conse- 
quence of the loss of this precious relique. My joy on thus 
speedily and unexpectedly regaining it, is not easil/ des- 
cribed. 

For a time I did not reflect that to hold it thns in my 
band was not sulTicient to intitle me to repossession. I 



44 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

must acquaint this lady with the historj^ of this picture, and 
convince her of my ownership. But how was this to be clone ? 
Was she connected in any way, by friendship or by consan- 
guinity, with that unfortunate youth. If she were, some 
information as to his destiny would be anxiously sought. I 
did not, just then, perceive any impropriety in impartinr^ it. 
If it caine into her hands by accident still it will be neces- 
sary to relate the mode in which it was lost in order to prove 
my title to it. 

I now heard her descending footsteps and hastily replaced 
the picture on the mantle. She entered, and presenting me 
a letter, desired me to deliver it to Mr. Welbeck. I had 
no pretext for deferring my departure ; but was unwilling to 
go without obtaining possession of the portrait. An inter- 
val of silence and irresolution succeeded. I cast significant 
glances at the spot where it lay and at length, mustered up 
my strength of mind, and pointing to the paper — " Madam," 
said I, " there is something which I recognize to be mine— 
I know not how it came into your possession, but so lately 
as the day before yesterday, it was in mine. I lost it by a 
strange accident, and as I deem it of inestimable value, I 
hope you will have no objection to restore it." — 

During this speech the lady's countenance exhibited markt 
of the utmost perturbation — " Your picture !" she exclaimed, 
" You lost it! How? Where? Did you know that person ? 
What has become of him ?" — 

" I knew him well," said I. "That picture was executed 
by hims'jlf. He gave it to me with his own hands; and, 
till the moment I unfortunately lost it, it was my dear and 
perpetual companion." 

" Good Heaven 1" she exclaimed with increasing vehe- 
mence, " where did you meet with him ? What has become 
of him? Is he dead or alive ?" 

These appearances suiHciently shewed me that Clavering 

and this lady were connected by some ties of tenderness. I 

nswered that Uc was dead ; that my mother and myself were 



ARTHUR MER^^^^^ 65 

his attendants and nurses, and that this portrait was his 
legacy to me. 

This intelligence melted her into tears, and it was some 
time before she recovered strength enough to resume the 
conversation. She then inquired " When and where was it 
that he died ? How did you lose this portrait? It was found 
wrapt in some coarse clothes, lying in a stall in the market- 
house, on Saturday evening. Two negro women, servants 
of one of my friends, strolling through the market, found it 
and brought it to their mistress, who, recognizing the por- 
trait, sent it to me. To whom did that bundle belong? 
Was it yours?" 

These questions reminded me of the painful predicament 
in which I now stood. I had promised Welbeck to conceal 
from every one my former condition : but to explain in what 
manner this bundle was lost, and how my intercourse with 
Clavering had taken place was to violate this promise. It 
was possible, perhaps, to escape the confession of the truth 
by equivocation. Falsehoods were easily invented, and 
might lead her far away from my true condition : but I was 
wholly unused to equivocation. Never yet had a lie pol- 
luted my lips. I was not weak enough to be ashamed of 
my origin. This lady had an interest in the fate of Cla- 
vering, and might justly claim all the information which I 
was able to impart. Yet to forget the compact which I had 
so lately made, and an adherence to which might possibly be, 
in the kighest degree, beneficial to me and to Welbeck — 
I was willing to adhere to it, provided falsehood could be 
avoided. 

These thoughts rendered me silent. The pain of my 
embarrassment amounted almost to agony. I felt t'.ie keen- 
est regret at my own precipitation in claiming the picture. 
Its value to me was altogether imaginary. The affection 
which this lady" had borne the original, whatever was the 
source of that afr<;ction, would prompt her to cherish tlie 

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i6 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

copy, and, however precious it was in my eyes, I should 

cheerfully resign it to her. 

In the confusion of my thoughts an expedient suggested 

itself sufficiently inartificial and bold — ^" It is true, Madam ; 

what I have said. I saw him breathe his last. This is his 

only legacy. If you wish it 1 willingly resign it ; but this 

is all that I can now disclose. I am placed in circumstances 

which render it improper to say more." 

Tliese words were uttered not very distinctly, and the 

lady's vehemence hindered her from noticing them. She 

again repeated her interrogations, to which I returned the 
same answer. 

At first she exppressed the utmost surprise at my conduct. 
From this she descended to some degree of asperity. She 
made rapid allusions to the history of Clavering. He was 
the son of the gentleman who owned the house in which 
Welbeck resided. He was the object of immeasurable 
fondness and indulgence. He had sought permission to 
travel, and this being refused by the absurd timidity of his 
parents, he had twice been frustrated in attempting to embark 
for Europe clandestinely. They ascribed his disappearance 
to a third and successful attempt of this kind, and had exer- 
cised anxious and unwearied diligence in endeavouring to 
trace his footsteps. All their effo ts had failed. One motive 
for their returning to Europe was the hope of discovering 
some traces of him, as they entertained no doubt of his 
having crossed the ocean. The vehemence of Mrs. Went- 
worth's curiosity as to those partlcul irs of his life and death 
may be easily conceived. My refusal only heightened this 
passion. 

Finding me refractory to all her efforts she at length dis- 
iiiiij^.ed mc in anger. 



[ 6j ] 



ARTHUR MERVYK 



CHAPTER VIII. 



1 HIS extraordinary interview was now passed. 
Pleasure as well as pain attended my reflections on it. I 
adhered to the promise I had improvidently given to Welbeck, 
but had excited displeasure, and perhaps suspicion in the lady. 
She would find it hard to account for my silence. She would 
probably impute it to perverseness, or imagine it to flow from 
some incident connected with the death of Clavering, calcu- 
lated to give a new edge to her curiosity. 

It was plain that some connection subsisted between her 
and Welbeck. Would sh« drop the subject at the point 
which it had now attained? Would she cease to exert her- 
self to extract from me the desired information, or would 
she not rather make Welbeck a party in the cause, and pre- 
judice my new friend against me? This was an evil proper, 
by all lawful means, to avoid. I knew of no other expedient 
than to confess to him the truth, with regard to Claverino-, 
and explain to him the dilemma in which my adherence to 
my promise had involved me. 

I found him on my return home and delivered him the 
letter with which I was charged. At the sight of it sur- 
prise, mingled with some uneasiness appeared in his looks. 
*' Whatl" said he, in a tone of disappointment, *' you thea 
saw the lady?" 

I now remembered his direction-; to leave my message at 
the door, and apologized for my neglecting them by tcllinff 



68 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

my reasons. His chagrin vanished, but not" without an appa- 
rent effort, and he said that all was well; the affair was of 
no moment. 

After a pause of preparation, I intreated his attention to 
something which I had to relate. I then detailed the history 
of Clavering and of my late embarrassments. As I went on 
his countenance betokened increasing solicitude. His emo- 
tion was particularly strong when I came to the interrogato- 
ries of Mrs. Wentworth in relation, to Clavering; but this 
emotion gave way to profound surprise when I related the 
manner in which I had eluded her inquiries. I concluded 
"with observing, that when I promised forbearance on the 
subject of my own adventures, I had not foreseen any exi- 
gence which would make an adherence to my promise diffi- 
cult or inconvenient: that, if h^ interest was promoted by 
my silence, 1 N\as still willing to maintain it and requested his- 
directions how to conduct myself on this occasion. 

He appeared to ponder deeply and with much perplexity 
on what I had said. When he spoke there was hesitation 
in his manner and circuity in his expressions, that proved him 
to have something in his thoughts which he knew not how 
to communicate. He^frequently paused; but my answers 
and remarks, occasionally given, appeared to deter hiwi from 
the revelation of his purpose. Our discourse ended, for the 
present, by his desiring me to persist in my present plan ; I 
should suffer no Inconveniencies from it, since it would be 
m.y own fault if an interview again took place between th« 
lady and me; meanwhile he should see her and effectually 
silence her inquiries. 

I ruminated not superficially or briefly on this dialogue. 
By what means would he silence her inquiries ? He surely 
meant not to mislead her by fallacious representations ? Some 
inquietude now crept into my thoughts. I began to form 
conjectures as to the- nature of the scheme to which my sup- 
pression of the truth was to be thus made subservient. It 
s;;enied as if I.vrcre walking in tlie dark and might rush into 



ARTHUR MERVYN. <5f 

snares or drop into pits before I was aware of my danger. 
Each moment accumulated my doubts and I cherished a 
Sfcret foreboding that the event would prove my new situa- 
tion to be far less fortunate than I liad, at first, fondly 
believed. The question now occurred, with painful repetition, 
Who and what was Welbeck? What was his relation to 
this foreign lady? What was the service for which I was to 
be emxployed? 

I could not be contented without a solution of these mys- 
teries. Why should I not lay my soul open before my new 
friend? Considering my situation, would he regard my fears 
and my surmises as criminal? I felt that they originated in 
laudable habits and views. My peace of mind depended on 
the favourable verdict which conscience should pass on my 
proceedings. I saw the em,p,tines3 of fame and luxury when 
put in the balance against the recompense of virtue. Never 
would I purchase the blandishments of adulation and the 
glare of opulence at the price of my honesty. 

Amidst these reflections the dinner-hour arrived. The 
lady and Welbeck were present. A new train of sentiments 
now occupied my mind. I regarded them both Avith inquisi- 
tive eyes. I cannot well account for the revolution which 
had taken place in my mind. Perhaps ^t was a proof of the 
capriciousness of my temper, or it was merely the fruit of 
my profound ignorance of life and manners. Whencever it 
arose, certain it is that I contemplated the scene before me 
with altered eyes. Its order and pomp was no longer the 
parent of tranquility and awe. My wild reveries of inherit- 
ing this splendour and appropriating the affections of this 
nymph, I now regarded as lunatic hope and childish folly. 
Education and nature had qualified me for a different scene. 
This might be the mask of misery and the structure of vice. 

My companions as well as myself were silent during the 
meal. The lady retired as soon as it was finished. My inex- 
plicable melancholy increased. It did not pass unnoticed by 
Welbeck, who inquired, with an air of kindiies?, into th« 



70 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

cause of my visible dejection. I am almost ashamed to 
relate to what extremes my folly transported me. Instead of 
answering him I was weak enough to shed tears. 

This excited afresh his surprise and his sympathy. He 
renewed his inquiries: my heart was full, but how to disbur- 
then it I knew not. At length, with some difficulty, I 
expressed my wishes to leave his house and return into the 
country, 

" What," he asked, " had occurred to suggest tliis new 
plan? What motive could incite me to bur) myself in rustic 
obscurity? How did I purpose to dispose of myself? Had 
some new friend sprung up more able or more willing to 
benefit me than he had been?" 

'' No," I answered, " I have no relation who would own 
me, or friend who would protect. If I went mto the country- 
it would be to the toilsome occupations of a day-labourer: 
but even that was better than my present situation." 

" This opinion," he observed, " must be newly formed. 
What was there irksome or offensive in my present mode of 
life. 

That this man condescended to expostulate with me ; to 
dissuade me from my new plan ; and to enumerate the benefits 
•which he was v/illing to confer, penetrated my heart with 
gratitude. I could not but acknowledge that leisure and litera- 
ture, copious and elegant accommodation were valuable for 
their own sake: that all the delights of sensation and refine- 
ments of inteHiv,tnce were comprised within my present 
sphere ; and would be nearly wanting in that to which I was 
going ; I felt temporary compunction for my folly, and deter- 
mined to adopt a different deportment. I could not prevail 
upon my?elf to unfold the true cause of my dejection, and 
permitted him therefore to ascribe it to a kind of homesick- 
nt-ss; to inexperience; and to tli.it ignorance which, on being 
us1:ered into a new sc^ne, is oppressed with a sensntion of for- 
lornn:iss. He remarked that these chimeras would vanish 
before the influence of time, and company, and occupation. 



ARTHUR MERV\^. 71 

On the next week he would furnish me with employment; 
meanwhile he would Introduce me into company where intel- 
ligence and vivacity would combine to dispel my glooms. 

As soon as we separated, miy disquietudes returned. I con- 
tended with them in vain and finally resolved to abandon m.y 
present situation. When and how this purpose was to be 
effected I knew not. That was to be the theme of future 
deliberation. 

Evening having arrived, Welbeck proposed to me to 
accdm-pany him on a visit to one of his friends. I cheerfully 
accepted the invitation and went with him to your friend 
Mr. Wortley's. A numerous party was assembled, chiefly 
of the female sex. I was introduced by Welbeck by the 
title of a young friend of bis. Notwithstanding my embar- 
rassment I did not fall to attend to what passed on this occa- 
sion. I remarked that the utmost deference was paid to my 
companion, on whom his entrance into this company appeared 
to operate like magic. His eye sparkled; his features 
expanded into a benign serenity ; and his wonted reserve gave 
place to a torrent-like and overflowing elocution. 

I marked this change in his deportment with the utmost 
astonishment. So great was it, that I could hardly persuade 
myself that it was the same person. A mind thus suscep- 
tible of new impressions must be, I conceived, of a won- 
-iful texture. Nothing was further from my expectations 
than that tliis vivacity was mere dissimulation and would take 
its leave of him when he left the company: yet this I found 
to be the case. Ths door was no sooner closed after him than 
his accustomed solemnity returned. He spake little, and 
tliat little was delivered with emphatical and monosyllabic 
brevity. 

We returned home at a late hour, and I immediately 
retired to my chamber, not so much from the desire of repose 
as in order to enjoy and pursue my own reflections without 
interruption. 



71 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

The condition of my mind was considerably remote froi» 
happiness. I was placed in a scene that furnished fuel to 
my curiosity. This passion is a source of pleasure, provided 
its gratification be practicable. I had no reason, in my pre- 
sent circumstances, to despair of knowledge; yet suspicion 
and anxiety beset me. I thought upon the delay and toil 
which the removal of my ignorance would cost, and reaped 
only pain and fear from the reflection. 

The air was remarkably sultry. Lifted sashes and lofty 
ceilings were insufficient to attemper it. The perturbation 
of my thoughts affected my body, and the heat which op- 
pressed me, was aggravated, by my restlessness, almost into 
fever. Some hours were thus painfully past, when I recol- 
lected that the bath, erected in the court belov/, contained 
a sufficient antidote to the scorching influence of the atmos- 
phere. 

I rose, and descended the stairs softly, that I might not 
alarm Welbeck and the lady, who occupied the two room.s 
on the second floor. I proceeded to the bath, and filling the 
reservoir with water, speedily dissipated the heat that incom- 
moded me. Of all species of sensual gratification, that was 
the most delicious ; and I continued for a long time, laving 
my limbs and moistening my hair. In the midst of this 
amusement, I noticed the approach of day, and immediately 
saw the propriety of returning to my chamber. I returned 
with the same caution which I had used in descending; my 
feet were bare, so that it was ea?y to proceed unattended by 
the smallest signal of my progress. 

I had reached the carpetted staircase, and was slowly- 
ascending, when I heard, within the chamber that was occu- 
pied by the lady, a noise, as of some one moving. Though 
not concious of having acted improperly, yet I felt reluc- 
tance to be seen. There was no reason to suppose that this 
sound was connected with the detection of me, in this situa- 
tion ; yet I acted as if this reason existed, and made haste 
to pa^i the door and gain the second flight of steps. 



ARTHUR MERVYN. 73 

I was unable to accomplish my design, when the chamber 
door slowly opened, and Welbeck, with a light in his hand, 
came out. 1 was abashed and disconcerted at this Interview. 
He started at seeing me ; but discovering in an instant who 
it was, his face assumed an expression in which shame and 
anger were powerfully blended. He seemed on the point of 
opening his mouth to rebuke me; but suddenly checking 
himself, he said, in a tone of mildness, " How is this? — 
Whence come you?" 

His emotion seemed to communicate itself, with an elec- 
trical rapidity, to my heart. My tongue faltered while I 
made some answer. I said, " I had been seeking relief from 
the heat of the weather, in the bath." He heard my expla- 
nation in silence: and, after a moment's pause, passed into 
his own room, and shut himself in. I hastened to my cham- 
ber. 

A different observer might have found in these circumstan- 
ces no food for his suspicion or his wonder. To me, how- 
ever, they suggested vague ard tum.ultuous ideas. 

As I strode across the room I repeated, " This woman is 
his daughter. What proof have I of that? He once assert- 
ed it; and has frequently uttered allusions and hints from 
which no other inference could be drawn. The chamber 
from which he came, in an hour devoted to sleep, was hers. 
For what end could a visit like this be paid? A parent may- 
visit his child at all seasons, without a crim.e. On seeing 
me, methou^ht his features indicated more than surprise. 
A keen interpreter would be apt to suspect a conciousness of 
wrong. What if this woman be not his child 1 How sl:ail 
their relationship be ascertained?" 

I was summontd at the customary hour to breakfast. My 
mind was full of ideas connected with this incident. I was 
not endowed with sufficient firmness to propose the cocl and 
systematic observation of this man's deportment. I i(-At as 
if the state of my' mind could net but be evident to hi.;^; 
and experienced in myseif all th.e confusion which this uis- 

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74 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

covery was calculated to produce in him. 1 would liave 

■willingly excused myself from meeting him ; but that was 

impossible. 

At breakfast, after the usual salutations, nothing was said. 
For a time I scarcely lifted my eyes from the table. Steal- 
ing a glance at Welbeck, I discovered in his features nothing 
but his wonted gravity. He appeared occupied with thoughts 
that had no relation to last night's adventure. This encou- 
raged me; and I gradually recovered my composure. Their 
inattention to me allowed me occasionally to throw scrutiniz- 
ing and comparing glances at the face of each. 

The relationship of parent and child is commonly disco- 
verable in the visage; but the child may resemble eitlicr of 
its parents, yet have no feature in common with both. Here 
outlines, surfaces, and hues were in absolute contrariety. 
Tliat kindred subsisted between them was possible, notwitli- 
standlng this dissimilitude: but this circumstance contri- 
buted to envenom my suspicicns. 

Breakfast being finished, Welbeck cast an eye of invita- 
tion to th.e piano forte. The lady rose to conv,)ly with his 
request. My eye chanced to be, at that moment, fixed on her. 
In stepping to the instrument some motion or ajjpearance 
av/akened a thought in my mind, which affected my feelings 
like the shock of an eartl.quake. 

1 have too slight acquaintance with tlie history of the pas- 
sions to truly cxpUiin the emotion which now throbbed in my 
veins. 1 had bcrtn a stranger to what is called love. From 
subsequent reflection, I have contractetl a ;suspicion, thiat the 
sentiment with which 1 regarded this laciy was not untinctured 
from this source, and that h.ence arose the turbulence of Uiy 
feelings, on observing what I construed into maiks of preg- 
nancy. The evidence alTorlcd me was slight; yet it exer- 
cised an absolute swa; over my bckuf. 

It was well that this siispic on h id not b^-cn sooner excited. 
Now civility di i no r quire iry stay in ih • ;'];:irtmerit, and 
nothing but flight .ould conceii the state of ny mind.. I 



ARTHUR JfERVTX. 75 

hastened, therefore, to a distance, and shroaded myself in 
the friendly secrecy cf my own chamber. 

llie constitution of my mind is doubtless singidar and per- 
verse; yet that opinion, perhaps, is the fruit of n;y ignorance. 
It may by no means be uncommon for men to fashion their 
concIusicDs in opposition to evidence and probabiUtyj and so 
as to feed their malice and subvert their happiness. Thus it 
was, in an eminent degree, in my case. The simple fact was 
connected, in my mind, with a train cf the most hateful con- 
sequences. The depravit}^ of Welbeck was inferred from 
it. The charms cf this aiigeiic woman were tarnished and 
withered. I had formerly surveyed her as a precicirs and per- 
fect monument, but now it was a scene of ruin and bisst. 

This had been a source of sufficient anguish ; but this was 
not all. I recollected that the claims of a parent had been 
urged. Will you believe that these claims Avere now admit- 
ted, and that they heightened the iniquity of Welbeck into 
the blackest and most stupendous of all crimes? These ideas 
were necessarily transient. Conclusions more conformable 
Xr. sppcsrai;cc5 sVfCcrrtrrd. Tttts lady rr^ight nave been lately 
reduced to widowhood. The recent less of a beloved com- 
panion would sufficiently account for lier dejection, and make 
her present situation compatible with duty. 

By this new train cf ideas I was scmewh.at ccmfcrted. I 
•saw the folly of precipitate inferences, and the injustice cf my^ 
atrocious im.putaticns, and acquired some degree of patience 
in my present st?.te cf uncertainty. inIy heart was lightened 
ef i's wcnted burthen, and 1 laborrcd to irvent seme harm- 
h'ss e>;plication cf ihe scene that I had witnessed tee prcc^J- 
ing night. . 

At dinner Welbeck appeared as usual, but net the la.'y. 
I ascribed her absence to some casual indisp&sition, and ven- 
tured to inquire into the state of her health. My ccmpanioa 
said she was well, bat that she had left the c;ty fcr a mnntb 
or two, finding the heat of summer inconvenient where ■she 
was. Thii w;is no unplauslble reason for retii-emer-c. A 



7^ AUTITUR MERVYX. 

< aiiJ.id m:n:l would have HC(]U'Csced in this representation, and 
found in it nothlnj^- incons'.ittnt with a supposition respecting 
the cause of appeiirances favourable to her character ; but 
otiierwise was I afTected. The uneas'ness which had flown 
lor a moment returned, and I sunk into gloomy silence. 

From this I was rousftd by my patron, who requested me 
to deliver a billet, which he put into my hand, at the countin^;- 
liouse of Mr. Tiietford, and to bring him an answer. This 
message was speedily performed. 1 entered a large building 
by the river side. A spacious apartment presented itself, 
well furnished with pipes and hogsheads. In one corner was 
a smaller room, in v^hich a gentleman was busy at writing. I 
advanced to the door of the room, but was there met by a 
young person, who received my paper, and delivered it to him 
within. I stood still at the door; but was near enough to 
overhear what would pass betvv^cen them. 

The letter was laid upon the desk, and presently he that 
sat at it lifted his eyes, and glanced at the superscription. He 
scarcely spoke above a whisper, but his words, nevertheless, 
were clearly distin^^uisliable. I did not call to mind the sound 
of his voice, but his words called up a train of recollections. 

*' Lo!" said he, carelessly, " this from the Nabobs 

An incident so slight as this v/as sufficient to open a spa- 
cious scene of meditation. This little word, half whispered 
in a thoughtless mood, was a key to unlock an extensive cabi- 
net of secrets. Thetford was probably indlffv-'rcnt whether 
his pxcl.imation were overheard. Little did he think on the 
ijiftrejices which would be built upon it. 

*' The Nabob!" By this appi:llation had some one been 
dtnoted in the chaniber-dialoiiue, of which I had been an 
unsuspected auditor. The man who pretended poverty, and 
yet gave proofs of inordinate wealth ; whom it was pardona- 
ble to defraud of thirty thousand dollars; first, because the 
loss of that sum would be trivial to one opulent as he; and 
secondly, becaus-: he was imagined to have acquired this opu- 
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ARTHUR IVIERVYN. 77 

returning heme, I wandered into the fields, to indulge my- 
self in the new thoughts which were produced by this occur- 
rence. 

I entertained no doubt that the person alluded to was iry 
patron. No new light v/as thrown upon his character; unless 
something were deducible from the charge vaguely made, 
that his wealth Avas the fruit of illicit practices. He was 
opulent, and the sources of his wealth were unknown, if not 
to the rest of the community, at least to Thetford. But 
here had a plot been laid. Tiic fortune of Thetford's bro- 
ther was to rise from the success of artifices, of which the 
credulity of Welbeck was to be the victim. To detect 
and to counterwork this plot was obviously my duty. My 
interference might now indeed hz too late to be useful; but 
this was at least to be ascertained by experiment. 

How should my intention be effected ? I had hitherto con- 
cealed from Welbeck my adventures at Thetford's house. 
These it was now necessary to disclose, and to mention the 
recent occurrence. My deductions, in consequence of my 
ignorance, might be erroneous ; but of their truth his know- 
ledge of his ov»'n affairs would enable him to judge. It was 
possible that Thetford and he, whose chamber-conversation 
T had overheard, were different persons. I endeavoured in 
vain to ascertain their identity by a comparison of their 
voices. The words lately heard, my remembrance did not 
enable me certainly to pronounce to be uttered by the same 
organs. 

This uncertainty was of little moment. It sutHced that 
Welbeck was designated by this appellation, and that there- 
fore he v/as proved to be the subject of some fraudulent pro- 
ceeding. The information that I possessed it was my duty 
to communicate as expeditiously as possible. I was resolved 
to employ the first opportunity that offered for this end. 

My meditations had been ardently pursued, and, when I 
recalled my attention, I found myself bewildered among" 

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78 J^RTHUR MERVYN. 

fields :ind fences. It was late before I extricated myself 
from unknown paths, and reached home. 

I entered the parlour ; but Welbeck was not there. A 
table, with tea-equipage for one person v/as set; from which 
1 inferred that Welbeck was engaged abroad. This belief 
was confirmed by the report of the servant. He could not 
inform me where his master was, but merely that he should 
not take tea at home. 7'hls incident was a source of vexa- 
tion and impatience. 1 knew not but that delay would be of 
the utmost moment to the safety of my friend. Wholly 
unacquainted as I was with the nature of his contracts with 
Thittbrd, I could not decide whether a single hour would 
not avail to obviate the evils that threatened him. Had I 
known whither to trace his footsteps, I should certainly have 
sought an immediate interview; but, as it was, I was obliged 
to wait with v/hat patience I could collect for his return to 
his own house. 

I waited hour after hour in vain. The sun declined, and 
the shades of evening descended ; but Welbeck was still at 
a distance. 



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CHAPTER IZ. 



VV ELBECK did not return though hour succeeded 
hour till the clock struck ten. I inquired of the servants, 
who informed me that their master was not accustomed to 
stay out so late. I seated myself at a table, in the parlour, 
on which there stood a light, and listened for the signal of 
his coming, either by the sound of steps on the pavement 
without or by a peal from the bell. The silence vvas unin- 
terrupted and profound, and each minute added to my sum 
of impatience and anxiety. 

To relieve myself from the heat of the weather, which 
was aggravated by the condition of my thoughts, as well as 
to beguile this tormenting interval, it occurred to me to 
betake myself to the bath. I left the candle where it stood, 
and imagined that even in the bath, I should hear the sound 
of the bell which would be rung upon his arrival at the door. 

No such signal occurred, and, after taking this refresh- 
ment, I prepared to return to my- post. The parlour was 
still unoccupied, but this was not all: the candle I had left 
upon the table was gone. This was an inexplicVole circum- 
stance. On my promise to wait for their master, the ser- 
vants had retired to becK^ Ne signal of any one's entrance 
had been given. The street door was locked and the key 
hung at its customaiy place, upon the wall. What was I 
to think? It wr-s obvious to s'jppose that the candle h'id been 



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83 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

traced, and I v/as not sufficiently acquainted with the house 
to find the way, especially immersed in darkness, to their 
chamber. One measure, however, it was evidently proper 
to take, which was to supply myself, anew, with a light. 
This was instantly performed ; but what v>'as next to be done? 

I was weary of the perplexities in which I was embroiled. 
I saw no avenue to escape from them but that which led me 
to the bosom of nature and to my ancient occupations. For 
a moment I was tempted to resume my rustic garb, and, on 
that very hour, to desert this habitation. One thing only de- 
tained me;, the desire to apprize my patron of the treachery 
of Thetford. For this end I was anxious to obtain an 
interview; but 'now I reflected that this information, could, 
by other means be imparted. Was it not sufficient to write 
him briefly tiiese particulars, and leave him to profit by the 
Jinowledge? Thus, I might, likewise, acquaint him with 
my motives for thus abruptly and unseasonably deserting his 
service. 

To the execution of this scheme pen and paper were neces- 
sary. The business of writing was perf:5rmed in the chamber 
on the third story. I had been hitherto denied access to this 
room: In it was a show of papers and books. Here it wa^ 
that the task, for which I had been retained, was to be per- 
formed ; but I was to enter it and leave it only in company 
with Welbeck. For what reasons, I asked, was this pro- 
cedure to be adopted? 

The influence of proliibitions and an appearance of disguise 
in awakening curiosity, are well known. My mind fastened 
upon the idea of this room with an unusual degree of intense- 
ness. I had seen it but for a moment. Many of Welbeck's 
hours were spent in it. It was not to be inferred that they 
were consumed in idleness: What then was the nature of 
his cmploymt-nt over which a veil of such impenetrable 
secrecy was cast? 

Will you wonder that the design of cnterin,^' this recess 
•was insensibly formed? Posoibly it was locked, but its acces- 



ARTHUR :MERVYX. 8i 

sibleness was likewise possible. I meant not the commission 
of any crime. My principal purpose was to procure the 
implements of writing-, vvhich were elsewhere not to be found. 
I should neither unseal papers nor open drawers. I would 
merely take a survey of the volumes and attend to the objects 
that spontaneously presented themselves to my view. In 
this there surely was nothing criminal or blameworthy. 
Meanwhile I was not unrnindful of the sudden disappearance 
of the candle. This incident fdled my bosom with the in- 
quietudes of fear and the perturbations of wonder. 

Once more I paused to catch any sound that might arise 
from without. All was still. I seized the candle and pre- 
pared to mount the stairs. I had not reached the first land- 
ing when I called to mind my midnight meeting with Wel- 
beck at the door of his daughter's chamber. The chamber 
was now desolate: perhaps it was accessible: if so no injury 
■was done by entering it. ^ly curiosity was strong, but it 
pictured to itself no precise object. Three steps would 
bear me to the door. The trial, whether it was faslroed, 
lDi;;ht be made in a moment; and I readily imagined that 
something might be found within to reward the trouble of 
examination. The door yielded to my hand and I entered. 

No remarkable object was discoverable. The apartment 
was supplied v/ith the usual furniture. I bent my steps 
towards a table over which a mirror was suspended. My 
glances, which roved with svviftness from one object to ano- 
ther, shortly lighted on a miniature portrait that hung near. 
I scrutinized it with eagerness. It was impossible to over- 
look its resemBl^nce to my own visage. This was so great 
that, for a moment, I imagined myself to have been the 
original from which it had been drawn. This flattering con- 
ception yielded place to a belief merely of similitude between 
me and the genuine original. 

The thoughts which this opinion was fitted to produce 
were suspended by a new object. A small volume, that 
had, apparently, been much used, lay upon the toilet. I 



S2 ARTHUR IMERVYN. 

opened it, and found it to contain some of the Dramas of 
Apostoio Zeno. I turned over the leaves: a Avritten paper 
•aluted ray sight. A single glance informed me that it was 
English. For the present I was insensible to all motives 
that would command me to forbear. I seized the paper with 
an intention to peruse it. 

At that moment a stunning report was heard. It was loud 
enough to shake the. walls of the apartment, and abrupt 
enough to throw me into tremours. I dropped the book 
and yielded for a moment to confusion and surprise. From 
•what quarter it came, I was unable accurately to determine : 
but there could be no doubt, from its loudness, that it was 
near, and even in the house. It was no less manifest that 
the sound arose from the discharge of a pistol. Some hand 
must have drawn the trigger. I recollected the disappearance 
of the candle from the room below. Instantly a supposition 
darted into my mind which made my hair rise and my teeth 
chatter. 

^This," I said, " is the deed of Welbeck. He entered 
•while I was absent from the roomj he bled to his chamber; 
and, prompted by some unknown instigation, has inflicted 
on himself death!" This idea had a tendency to palsy my 
limbs and my thoughts. Some time past in painful and 
tumultuous fiuctuatlcn. My aversion to this catastrophe, 
rather than a belief of being, by that means, able to pre- 
vent or repair tlie evil, induced me to attempt to enter his 
chamber. It was possible that my conjectures were erro- 
neous. 

The door of his room was locked. I knocked: I dc» 
inaniied entr:ince in a low voice : I put my eye and m.y car 
to the key-hole and the crevices: nothing could be heard or 
atcn. It v/as unavoidable to conclude that no one was 
within; yet the eliiuvia of gun-powder was perceptible. 

Pt.rhai;s the room above had been the scene of this catas- 
trophe. I ascended the second flight of stairs. I approcvhed 
tl.v,' dpor. No iicund could be caught by ujy most vigilant 



ARTHUR MERVYN. 85 

attention. I put out the light tliat I carried, and was then 
able to perceive that there was light within the room. I 
scarcely knew how to act. For some minutes 1 paused at 
the door. I spoke, and requested permission to enter. My 
words were succeeded by a death-like stillness. At length I 
ventured softly to withdraw the bolt; to open and to advance 
within tlis room. Nothmg could exceed the horror of my 
expectation ; yet I was startled by the scene that I beheld. 

In a chair, w^hose back was placed against the front wall, 
sat Welbeck. My entrance alarmed him not, nor roused 
him from the stupor into which he was plunged. He rested 
his hands upon his knees, and his eyes were rivetted to some- 
thing that lay, at the distance of a few feet before him, on 
the tioor. A second glance was sufiicient to inform me of 
what nature this object was. It was the body of a man, 
bleeding, ghastly, and still exhibiting the marks of convul- 
sion and agony 1 

I shall omit to describe the shock which a spectacle like 
this communicated to mr unpractised senses. I was ^j^ly 
as panic-struck and povverlcss as Welbeck himself. I gazed, 
without power of speech, at one time, at Vv''elbeck : Then 
I fixed terrified eyes on the distorted features of the dead. 
At length, Wt.'lb-ck, recovering from his reverie, looked 
up, as if to see who it was that had entered. No surprise, 
no alarm, was betrayed by him on seeing me. He mani- 
fested no desire or intention to interrupt the fearful silence. 

My thoughts \y?n:lered in confusion and terror. Tj^ 
first impulse was to fly from the scene; bat I could not ?|)e 
long Insensible to the exigencies of the m.oment. I saw 
that affairs must not be suffered to remain in tb.eir oreseiit 
situation. The insensibility or despair of Welbeck required 
consolation and succour. How to communicate my thoughts, 
or offer my assistance, I knew not. What led to tiiis mur- 
derous catastrophe ; who it was whose breathless corpse was 
before me; what concern Welbeck hud in producing his 
death ; were as yet unknown. 



84 ARTHUR JIERVYN. 

At length he rose from his seat, and strode at first with 
faltering, and then with more steadfast steps, across the 
floor. This motion seemed to put him in possession of him- 
self. He seemed now, for the first time, to recognize my 
presence. He turned to me and said in a tone of* severity: 

" How now! What brings you here?" 

This rebuke was unexpected. 1 stammered out in reply, 
that the report of the pistol had alarmed me, and that I 
came to discover the cause of it. 

He noticed not my answer, but resumed his perturbed 
steps, and his anxious, but abstracted looks. Suddenly he 
checked himself, and glancing a furious eye at the corse, he 
muttered, " Yes, the die is cast. This worthless and mise- 
rable scene shall last no longer. I will at once get rid of 
life and all its humiliations." 

Here succeeded a new pause. The course of his thoughts 
seemed now to become once more tranquil. Sadness, rather 
th anjfu rv, overspread his features; and his accent, when he 
spcjBRo me, was not faltering, but solenm. 

" Mervyn," said he, " you comprehend not this scene. 
Your youth and inexperience make you a stranger to a deceit- 
ful and flagitious world. You know me not. It is time 
that this ignorance should vanish. The knowledge of me 
and of my actions may be of use to you. It may teach you 
to avoid the shoals on which my virtue and my peace have 
been wrecked; but to the rest of mankind it can be of no 
use. 'I'he ruin of my fame is, perhaps, irretrievable ; but the 
hciglit of my iniquity need not be known. I perceive in you 
a rectitude and firmness worthy to be trusted; promise me, 
therefore, that not a syllable of what I tell you shall ever 
pass your lips." 

I had lately experienced the inconvenience of a promise; 
but I was now confused, embarrassed, ardently inquisitive 
as to the nature of this scene, and unapprized of the motives 
that mi^^ht afttrw.u-Js occur, persuuulii'; or compelling me 



ARTHUR MERVYN. «5 

to disclosure. The promise which he exacted was given. 
He resumed: 

" I have detained you in my service, partly for your own 
benefit, but chiefly for mine. I intended to inflict upon you 
injury, and to do you good. Neither of these ends can I 
now accomplish, unless the lessons which my example may 
inculcate shall inspire you with fortitude, and arm you with 
caution. 

" What it was that made me thus, I know not. I am 
not destitute of understanding. My thirst of knowledge, 
though irregular, is ardent. I can talk and can feel as vir- 
tue and justice prescribe; yet the tenor of my actions has 
been uniform. One tissue of Iniquity and folly has been my 
life ; while my thoughts have been familiar with enlightened 
and disinterested principles. Scorn and detestation I have 
heaped upon myself. Yesterday is remembered with remorse. 
To-morrow is contemplated with anguish and fear; yet every 
day is productive of the same crimes and of the same follies. 

" I was left, by the insolvency of my father (a tra4|pDf 
Liverpool,) without any means of support, but such as 
labour should aflford me. Whatever could generate pride, 
and the love of independence, was my portion. Whatever 
can incite to diligence was the growth of my condition ; yet 
my indolence was a cureless disease ; and there were no arts 
too sordid for me to practise. 

" 1 was content to live on the bounty of a kinsman. His 
family was numerous, and his revenue small. He forebore 
to upbraid me, or even to insinuate the propriety of provid- 
ing for myself; but he empowered me to pursue any liberal 
or mechanical profession which might suit my taste. I was 
insensible to every generous motive. I laboured to forget 
my dependent and disgraceful condition, because the remem- 
brance was a source of anguish, without being able to inspire 
me with a steady resolution to change it. 

*^ I contracted an acquaintance with a woman who was 
Miichaste, perverse and malignant. Me, however, she found 



S6 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

It no difficult task to deceive. My nncle remonstrated 
against the union. He took infinite pains to unveil my 
error, and to convince me that wedlock was improper for 
one destitute, as I was, of the means of support, even if 
tlie object of my choice were personally unexceptionable. 

" His representations were listened to with an ^er. That 
he thwarted my will, in this respect, even by aiFectionate 
expostulation, cancelled all that debt of gratitude which I 
owed to him. I rewarded him for all his kindness by invec- 
tive and disdam, and hastened to complete my ill-omened 
marriaoe. 1 had deceived the woman's father by assertions 
of possessing secret resources. To gratify my passion I 
descended to dissimulation and falsehood. He admitted me 
into his family, as the husband of his child; but the charac- 
ter of my wife and the fallacy of my assertions were quickly 
discovered. He denied me accommodation under his roof, 
and I was turned forth to the world to endure the penalty of 
myrashness and my indolence. 

^j^emptation would have moulded me into any villainous 
shape. My virtuous theories and comprehejisive erudition 
would not have saved me from the basest of crimes. Luckily 
for me,'^i was, for the present, exempted from temptation. 
1 had formed an acquaintance with a young American cap- 
tain. On being partially iniVrmed of my situation, he 
invited me to embark with him for his own country. My 
passage was gratuitous. I arrived, in a short time, at 
CTiiWeston, which was the place of his abode. 

" He introduced me to his family, every member of which 
was, like hl'ihself, imbued with affection and benevolence. 
I was treated like their son and brother. I was hospitably 
cntertaiiied until I sliould be able to select some path of 
lucrative indiistiy. Such was my incurable depravity, that 

made no haste to select my pursuit. An interval of inoccu- 
pation succeeded, which I applied to the worst purposes. 

" My friend had a sister, who was married; but, during 
■:he absence of her husband resided with her family. Hence 



ARTHUR :^IERVYX. 87 

originated our acquaintance. The purest of human hearts 
and the most vigorous understanding were ht-rs. She idolized 
her husbar.d, who well deserved to be the object of her ado- 
ration. Her aifection for him, and her general principles, 
appeared to be confirmed beyond the power to be shaken. I 
sought her intercourse without illicit vievv^s: 1 delighted in 
the effusions of her candour and the flashes of her intelli- 
gence : I conformed, by a kind of instinctive hypocrisy, to 
her views: I spoke and felt from the influence of immediate 
and momentary conviction. She imagined she had found in 
me a friend worthy to partake in all her sympathies, and for- 
ward all her wishes. We were mutually deceived. She 
was the victim of self-delusion ; but I must charge myself 
with practising deceit both upon myself and her. 

" I reflect with astonishment and horror on the steps which 
led to her degradation and to my calamity. In the high 
career of passion all consequences were overlooked. She was 
the dupe of the most audacious sophistry and the grossest 
delusion. I was the slave of sensual impulses and vol^^ary 
blindness. The effect may be easily cor.ceived. Not till 
symptoms of pregnancy began to appear were our eyes opened 
to the ruin wh"ch impended over us. 

'' Then I begm to revolve the conseq lences, which the 
mist of passion had hitherto concealed. I was tormented by 
the pangs of remorse, and pursued by tlie phantom of ingra- 
titude. To complete my despair, this unfortunate lady v.'as 
apprised of my marriage with another woman ; a circumstance 
which I had anxiously concealed from her. She fitd from 
her father's house at a time when her husband and brother 
were hourly exp^rcted. What became of her I kn^w not. 
She left behind her a letter to her father, in which the melan- 
choly truth was told. 

" Shame and remorse had no power over my life. To 
elude the storm of invective and upbraiding; to quiet tlie 
uproar of my mind, I did not betake myself to voluntary 
death. My pusillanimity still clung to this wretched exis- 



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S« ARTHUR MERVYK 

tence. I abruptly retired from the scene, and, repairing to 
the port, embarked in the first vessel \vhich appeared. The 
ship chanced to belong to Wilmington, in Delaware, and 
here I sou^iiL out an obscure and cheap abode. 

" I possessed no means of subsistence. I was unknown to 
my neighbours, and desired to remain unknown. 1 was unqua- 
lilicd for manual labour by all the habits of my life ; but tiiere 
was no choice between penury and diligence — between honest 
labour and crim nal inactivity, I mused incessantly on the 
forlornncss of my condition. Hour after hour passed, and 
tiie horrors of want benan to encomr^ass me. I souo;ht with 

d 1 O 

eagerness for an avenue by which I might escape from it. 
The pervcrsness of my nature led me on from one guilty 
thought to anotlicr. I took rtfuge in my customary sophis- 
tries, and recoiicikd m}self at length to a scheme cf--/cr- 



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ARTHUR MERVYN, 



CHAPTER X. 



XXAVING ascertained my purpose, It was requi- 
site to search out the means by which I might effect it. 
These were not clearly or readily suggested. The more I 
contemplated my project, the more numerous and arduous 
its difficulties appeared. I had no associates in my under- 
taking. A due regard to my safety and the unextinguished 
sense of honour deterred me from seeking auxiliaries aflH co- 
agents. The esteem of mankind was the spring of all my 
activity, the parent of all my virtue and all my vice. To 
preserve this, it was necessary that my guilty projects should 
have neither witness nor partaker 

I quickly discovered that to execute this scheme demanded 
time, application and money, none of which my present situ- 
ation would permit me to devote to it. At first, it appeared 
that an attainable degree of skill and circumspection would 
enable me to arrive, by means of counterfeit bills, to the 
phinacle of affluence and honour. My error was detected 
by a closer scrutiny, and I, finally, saw nothing in this path 
but enormous perils and insurmountable impediments. 

Yet what alternative was offered me. To maintain myself 
by the labour of my hands, to perform any toilsome or pre- 
scribed task, was incompatible with my nature. My habits 
debarred me from countr}^ occupations. My pride regarded 
as vile and ignominous drudgery any employment which the 

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90 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

town could aiFord. Meanwhile, my wants were as urgent as. 
ever and my funds were exhausted. 

There are few, perhaps, whose external situation resem- 
bled mine, who would have found in it any thing but incite- 
ments to industry and invention. A thousand methods of 
subsistence, honest but laborious, were at my command, but 
to these I entertained an irreconcilable aversion. Ease and 
the respect attendpnt upon opulence I was willing to purchase 
at the price of ever- wakeful suspicion and eternal remorse ; 
but, even at this price, the purchase was impossible. 

The desparateness of my condition became hourly more 
apparent. The further I extended my view, the darker grew 
the clouds which hung over futurity. Anguish and infamy 
appeared to be the inseparable conditions of my existence. 
There was one mode of evading the evils that impended. To 
free myself from self-upbraiding and to shun the persecutions 
of my fortune was possible only by shaking off life itself. 

One evening, as I traversed the bank of the creek, these 
dismal meditations were uncommonly intense. They at 
length terminated in a resolution to throw myself into the 
stream. The first impulse was to rush instantly to my death, 
but the remembrance of papers, lying at my lodgings, which 
might unfold more than I desired to the curiosity of survi- 
vors, induced me to postpone this catastrophe till the next 
morning. 

My purpose being formed, I found my heart lightened of 
its usual weight. By you it will be thought strange, bwt it 
is nevertheless true, that I derived from this new prospect, 
not only tranquility but cheerfulness. I hastened home. 
As soon as I entered, my land-lord informed me that a per- 
son had been searching for me in my absence. This was an 
unexampled incident and forboded me no good. I was 
strongly persuaded that my visitant had been led hither not 
by friendly, but hostile purposes. This persuasion was con- 
firmed by the description of the stranger's guize and demea- 
»9.ur given by my land-lord. My feara instantly recognized 



ARTHUR MERVYN. 91 

the image of Watson, the man by whom I had been so emi- 
nently benefitted, and whose kindness I had compensated by 
the ruin of his sister and the confusion of his family. 

An interview with this man was less to be endured than to 
look upon the face of an avenging deity. I was determined to 
avoid this interview, and for this end, to execute my fatal 
purpose within the hour. My papers v/ere collected with a 
tremulous hand, and consigned to the flames. I then bade my 
land-lord inform all visitants that I should not return till the 
next day, and once more hastened towards the river. 

My way led past the Inn where one of the stages from 
Baltimore was accustomed to stop. I was not unaware that 
Watson had possibly been brought in the coach which had 
recently arrived, and which now siood before the door of the 
Inn. The danger of my being descried or encountered by 
him as I passed did not fail to occur. This was to be eluded 
by deviating from the main street. 

Scarcely had I turned a corner for this purpose when I 
was accosted by a young man whom I knew to be an inhabi 
tant of the town, but with whom I had hitherto had no 
intercourse but what consisted in a transient salutation. He 
apologized for the liberty of addressing me, and, at the same 
time, inquired if I understood the French language. 

Being answered in the affirmative, he proceeded to tell me, 
that in the stage, just arrived, had come a passenger, a youth 
who appeared to be French, who was wholly unacquainted 
with our language, and who had been seized with a violent 
disease. 

My informant had felt compassion for the forlorn condi- 
tion of the stranger, and had just been seeking me at my lodg- 
ings, in hope that my knowledge of French would enable me to 
converse with the sick man, and obtain from him a knowledge 
of his situation and views. 

The apprehensions I had precipitately formed, were thus 
removed and I readily consented to perform this service. 
The youth was, indeed, in a deplorable condition. Besides 



r- ARTHUR MERVYN. 

the pains of his disease, he was overpowered by dejection. 
The inn-keeper, was extremely anxious for the removal of 
his guest. He was by no means willing- to sustain the trouble 
and expense of a sick or a dying man, for which it was, 
scarcely probable that he should ever be reimbursed. The 
traveller had no baggage and his dress betokened the pressure 
of many wants. 

My compassion for this stranger was powerfully awakened. 
I was in possession of a suitable apartment, for which I had 
no power to pay the rent that was accruing, but my inability 
in this respect was unknown, and I might enjoy my lodgings 
unmolested for some weeks. The fate of this youth would 
be speedily decided, and I should be left at liberty to execute 
my first intentions before my embarrassments should be visl- 
l^ly Increased. 

After a moment's pause, I conducted the stranger to my 
home, placed him in my own bed, and became his nurse. 
His malady was such as is known in the tropical islands, by 
the name of the Yellow or Malignant Fever, and the physi- 
cian who was called, speedily pronounced his case desperate. 
It was my duty to warn him of the death that was hasten- 
ing, and to promise the fulfillment of any of his wishes, not 
inconsistent with my present situation. He received my 
intelligence with fortitude, and appeared anxious to commu- 
nicate some information respecting his own state. His pangs 
and his weakness scarcely allowed him to be intelligible. 
From his feeble efforts and broken narrative I collected thus 
much concerning his family and fortune. 

His father's name was Vincentio Lodi. From a Merchant 
at Leghorn, he had changed himself into a planter in the 
Island of Guadaloupe. His Son, had been sent, at an early 
age, for the benefits of education to Europe. The young 
Vincentio was, at length, informed by his father, that, being 
weary of his present mode of existence, he had determined 
to sell Ills property, and transport himself to the United States. 
The son was directed to hasten home, that he might embark, 
with his father, on this voyage. 



ARTHUR MERVYN. 93 

The summons was cheerfully obeyed. The youth on his 
arrival at the Island found preparation making for the funeral 
of his father. It appeared that the elder Lodi had flattered 
one of his slaves with the prospect of his freedom, but had, 
nevertheless, included this slave in the sale that he had made 
of his estate. Actuated by revenge, the slave assassinated 
Lodi in the open street and resigned himself, without a strug- 
gle, to the punishment which the law, had provided for such a 
deed. 

Tlie property had been recently tran?ferred, and the price 
was now presented to young Vincentio by the purchaser. 
Ke was, by no means, inclined to adopt his father's project, 
and was impatient, to return with his inheritance, to France. 
Before this could be done, the conduct of h'.s father had ren- 
dered a voyage to the continent indispensable. 

Lodi had a daughter, wiiom, a few weeks previous to his 
death, he had intrusted to an American Captain, for whom, he 
had contracted a friendship. The vessel was bound to Phila- 
delphia, but the conduct she was to pursue, and the abode 
she was to select, on her arrival, were known only to the 
father, whose untimely death involved the son in considerable* 
uncertainty, with regard to his sister's fate. His anxiety on 
this account induced him to seize the first conveyance that 
offered. In a short time he landed at Baltimore. 

As soon as he recovered from the fatigues of his voyage, 
he prepared to go to Philadelphia. Thither his baggage 
■was immediately sent under the protection of a passenger 
and countryman. His money consisted in Portuguese gold, 
■which, in pursuance of advice, he had changed into Bank- 
notes. He besought me, in pathetic terms, to search out 
his sister, whose youth and poverty and ignorance of the 
language and manners of the country might expose her to 
innumerable hardships. At the same time, he put a pocket- 
book and small volume into my hand, indicating, by his 
countenance and gestures, his desire that I would deliver 
them to his sister. 



5>4 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

His obsequies being decently performed, I had leisure t® 
reflect upon the change in my condition which this incident 
had produced. In the pocket-book were found bills to tlie 
amount of twenty tlious-:ind dollars. The volume proved to 
be a manuscript, written by the elder Lodi in Italian, and 
contained memoirs of the Ducal house of Vlsconti, from 
whom the writer believed himself to have lineally descended. 

Thus had I arrived, by an avenue so much beyond my 
foresight, at the possession of wealth. The evil whicii im- 
pelled me to the brink of suicide, and which was the- source, 
though not of all, yet of the larger portion of my anguish, was 
now removed. What claims to honour or to ease were con- 
sequent on riches, were, by an extraordinary fortune, now 
conferred upon me. 

Such, for a time, were my new born but transitory rap- 
tures. I forgot that this money was not mine. That it had been 
received under every sanction of fidelity, for another's use. 
To retain it was equivalent to robbery. The sister of the 
deceased was the rightful claimant: it was my duty to search 
her out, and perform my tacit, but sacred obligations, by put- 
ing the whole into her possession. 

This conclusion was too adverse to my wishes, not to be 
strenuously combatted. I asked, what it was that gave man 
the power of ascertaining the successor to his property ? Dur- 
ing his life, he might transfer the actual possession, but if 
vacant at his death, he, into whose hands accident should 
cast it, was the genuine proprietor. It is true, tliat the law 
had sometimes otherwise decreed, but in lav/, there was no 
validity, further than it was able by investigation and pun- 
ishment, to enforce its decrees; But would the law extort 
this money from me|? 

It was rather by gesture than by words that the will of 
Lodi was imparted. It was the topic of remote inferences 
and vague conjecture rather than of explicit and unerring 
declarations. Besides if the lady were found, would not 
prudence dictate the reservation of her fortune to be admini- 



ARTHUR JIERVYN. 95 

stered by me, for her benefit? Of this her age and education 
had disqualified hcrscli*. It Wds sufiicient for the mainte- 
nance oi" both. Slie would regard me as her benefactor and 
proirc tor. By supplying all her wants and watching- over her 
safety witnou: apprizai^- lier of the means, by which 1 shall 
be en.ibled to do this, 1 shall lay irresistible claims to her love 
and her gratitude. 

Such were the sophistries by which reason was seduced 
and my integrity annihilated. I hastened away from my 
preicat abode. I easily traced the bagg-age of the deceased 
to an inn, and gained poss-ss;on of it. It contained nothing 
but clothes and books. I then instituted the most diligent 
search afcer the young lady. For a time, my exertions were 
fi'ultless. 

Meanwhile, the possessor of this house th.ought proper to 
embark with bis family for Europe. The sum which he 
demanded for his furniture, though enormous, was precipi- 
tately paid by roe. His servants were continued in their for- 
mer stations, and in the day, at which he relinquished the 
mansion, I entered ow possession. 

There was no diificuity m persuading the world that Wel- 
beck was a personage of opulence and rank. My birth and 
previous adventures it was proper to conceal. The facility 
.With which man:;lnd are misled in their estimate of charac- 
ters, their proneness to multiply inferences and conjectures 
will not be readily conceived by one destitute of my experi- 
ence. My sudden appearance on the stage, my stately 
reserve, my splendid habitation and my circumspect deport- 
ment were sufficient to intitle me to homage. The artifices 
that were used to unveil the truth, and the guesses that were 
current respecting me, were adapted to gratify my ruling 
passion. 

I did not remit my diligence to discover the retreat of 
Mademoiselle Lodi, I found her, at length, in the family of 
a kinsman of the Captain under whose care she had came to 
America. Her situation was irksome and perilous. She had 



9<5 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

already experienced the evils of being protectorless and indi- 
gent, and my seasonable interference snatched her from im- 
pending and less supportable ills. 

I could safely unfold all that I knew of her brother's his- 
tory, except the legacy which he had left. I ascribed the 
diligence with which I had sought her to his death-bed 
injunctions, and prevailed upon her to accept from me the 
treatment which she would have received from her brother, 
if he had continued to live, and if his power to benefit had 
been equal to my own. 

Though less can be said in praise of the understanding, 
than of the sensibilities of this woman, she is one, whom, no 
one could refriin from loving, though placed in situations 
far less favourable to the generation of that sentiment, than 
mine. In habits of domestic and incessant intercourse, in 
the perpetual contemplation of features animated by bound- 
less gratitude and ineffable sympathies, it could not be ex- 
pected that either she or I should escape enchantment. 

The poison was too sweet not to be swallowed with avi- 
dity by me. Too late I remembered that I was already 
enslaved by inextricable obligations. It was easy to have 
hidden this impediment from the eyes of my companion, but 
here my integrity refused to yield. I can, indeed, lay claim 
to little merit on account of this forbearance. If there had 
been no alternutive between deceit and the frustration of my 
hopes, I should doubtless have dissembled the truth with as 
little scruple on this, as on a different occasion, but I could 
not be blind to the weakness of her with whom I had to 
contend. 



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ARTHUR MERVYN. 



CHAPTER XI. 



Meanwhile large deductions had been 
made from my stock of money, ^nd the remnant would be 
speedily consumed by my present mode of life. My expen- 
ces far exceeded my previous expectations. In no long time 
I should be reduced to my ancient poverty, which the luxu- 
rious existence that I now enjoyed, and the regard due to 
my beloved and helpless companion, would render more irk- 
some than ever. Some scheme to rescue me from this fate, 
•was indispensable ; but my aversion to labour, to any pursuit, 
the end oV srJiich was merely gain, and which would require 
application and atter.Uo;? continued undiminished. 

I was plunged anew into dejection and perplexity. From 
this I was somewhat relieved by a plan suggested by Mr. 
Thetford. I thought I had experience of his knowledge and 
integrity, and the scheme that he proposed seemed liable to 
no possibility of miscarriage. A ship was to be purchased, 
supplied v/ith a suitable cargo, and" dispatched to a port in the 
West-Indies. Loss from storms and enemies was to be pre- 
cluded by insurance. Every hazard was to be enumerated, 
and the ship and cargo valued at the highest rate. Should 
the voyage be safely performed, the profits would be double 
the original expense. Should the ship be taken or wrecked, 
the insurers would have bound themselves to make ample, 
speedy, and certain indemnification — Thetford's brother, a 
wary and experienced trader, was to be the supercargo. 

K 



98 ARTHUR MERVl'N. 

All my money was laid out upon this scheme. Scarcely- 
enough was reserved to supply domestic and personal wants. 
Large debts were likewise incurred. Our caution had, as we 
conceived, annihilated every chance of failure. Too much 
could not be expended on a project so infallible ; and the ves- 
sel, amply fitted and freighted, departed on her veyage. 

An interval, not devoid of suspense and anxiety, succeeded. 
My mercantile inexperience made me distrust the clearness 
of my own discernment, and I could not but remember, that 
my utter and irretrievable destruction was connected with the 
failure of my scheme. Time added to my distrust aad appre- 
hensions. The time, at which tidings of the ship w*re to be 
expected, elapsed without affording any information of her 
destiny. My anxieties, however, were to be carefully hidden 
from the world. I had taught mankind to believe, that this 
project had been adopted more for amusement than gain ; and 
the debts which I had contracted, seemed to arise from wil- 
lingness to adhere to established maxims, more than from the 
pressure of necessity. 

Month succeeded month, and mtelligence was still with- 
held. The notes which I had given for one third of the cargo, 
and for the premium of insurance, would shortly become due. 
For the payment of the former, and the cancelling of the 
latter, 1 had relied upon the expeditious return, or the 
demonstrated loss of the vessel. Neither of these events had 
taken place. 

My cares were augmented from another quarter. My 
companion's situation now appeared to be such, as» if our 
intercourse had been sanctified by wedlock, would have been 
regarded with delight. As it was, no symptoms were equally 
to be dc pi ored. Consequences, as long as they were involved 
in uncertainty, were extenuated or overlooked; but now, 
■when they became apparent and inevitable, were fertile of 
distress and upbraiding. 

Indefinable fears, and a desire to monopolize all the medi- 
tAuons anJ^afTcctions of this being, had induced me to per- 



ARTHUR MERVYN. 99 

peluate lier irnorance of any but her native language, and 
debar her from all intercourse with the world. My friends 
were of course inquisitive respecting her character, adven- 
tures, and particularly her relation to me. The conscious- 
ness how much the truth redounded to my dishonour, made 
me solicitous to lead conjecture astray. For this purpose I 
did not discountenance the conclusion that was adopted by 
soire, that she was my daughter. I reflected, that all dan- 
gerous surmizes would be effectually precluded by this belief. 
These precautions afforded me some consolation in my pre- 
sent difficulties. It was requisite to conceal the lady's 
condition from the world. If this should be ineffectual, it 
would not be difficult to divert suspicion from my person.- 
The secrecy that 1 had practised would be justified, in the 
apprehension of those to whom the personal condition of Gle- 
menza should be disclosed, by the feelings of a rather. 

Meanwhile, it was an obvious expedient to remove the 
unhappy lady to a distance from Impertinent observers. A 
rural retreat, lonely, and sequestered, was easily procured, and 
hither she consented to repair. This arrangement being con- 
certed, I had leisure to reflect upon the evils which every 
hour brought nearer, and which threatened to exterminate me. 
My inquietudes forbade me to sleep, and I was accustomed 
to rise before day, and seek some respite hi the fields. Re- 
turning from one of these unseasonable rambles, I chanced 
to meet you. Your resemblance to the deceased Lodi, in 
person and visage, is remarkable. When you first met my 
eye, ihis similitude startled me. Your subsequent appeal to 
my compassion was cloathed in such terms, as lOTmed a pow- 
erful contrast with your dress, and prepossessed me greatly 
in favour of your education and capacity. 

In my present hopeless condition, ever)- incidftit, however 
trivial, was attentively considered, with a Vieft to extract 
from it some means of escaping from my difficulties. My 
love for the Italian girl, in spite of all my efforts to keep it 
alive, had begun to languish. Marriage waftrnpcssible ; 



103 ARTITUR MERVYN. 

and had now, in some degree, ceased to be desirable. We are 
apt to judge of others by ourselves. The passion, I now 
found myself disposed to ascribe chiefly to fortuitous circum- 
stances; to the impulse of gratitude, and the exclusion of 
competitors; and believed that your resemblance to her 
brother, your age, and personal accomplishments, might, 
after a certain time, and in consequence of suitable contri- 
vances, on my part, give a new direction to her feelings. To 
gain your concunrence, 1 relied upon your simplicity, your 
gratitude, and your susceptibility, to the charms of this be- 
"wltching creature. 

I contemplated, likewise, another end. Mrs. Wentworth 
Is rich. A youth who was once her favourite, and designed 
to Inherit her fortunes, has disappeared, for some years, from 
the scene. His death is most probable, but of that there is 
no satisfactory Information. The life of this person, whose 
name is Clavering, is an obstacle to some designs which had 
occurred to mc in relation to this woman. My purposes were 
crude and scarcely formed. I need not swell the catalogue 
of my errors by expatiating upon them. Suffice it to say, 
that the peculiar circum^.tances of your introduction to me, 
led me to reflections on the use that mlgkt be made of your 
agency, in procuring this lady's acquiescence in my schemes. 
You were to be ultimacely persuaded to confirm in her the 
belief that her nephew was dead. To this consummation it 
was indispensible to lead you by slow degrees, and circuitous 
paths. Me:ai\vhile, a profound silence, witli regard to your 
genuine hlsj^jj^^, was to be observed ; and to this forbearance, 
your coniQfR was obtained with more readiness than I 
expected. 

There was an additional motive for the treatment you 
received fr^ mc.. My personal projects and cares had 
hitherto prAentei me from reading Lodi's manuscript; a 
slight inspeC.til^n, however, was suflicient to prove that the 
work was ])rofound and eloquent. My ambition has panted, 
with equal^'idity, after the reputation of literature and 



ARTHUR MERVYN. loi 

opulence. To claim the authorship of this work was too 
harmless and specious a stratagem, not to be readily sug- 
gested. I meant to translate it into English, and to enlarge 
U by enterprising incidents of my own invention. My scru- 
ples to assume the merit of the original composer, might thus 
be removed. For this end, your assistance as an amanuensis 
would be necessary. 

You will perceive, that all these projects depended on 

the seasonable arrival of intelligence from «. The 

delay of another week would seal my destruction. The 
silence might arise from the foundering of the ship, and the 
destruction of all on board. In this case, the insurance was 
not forfeited, but payment could not be obtained within a 
year. Meanwhile, the premium and other debts must be 
immediately discharged, and this was beyond my power. 
Meanwhile I was to live in a manner that would not belie 
my pretensions ; but my coffers were empty. 

I cannot adequately paint the anxieties with which I have 
been haunted. Each hour has added to the burthen of my 
existence, till, in consequence of the events of this day, it has 
become altogether insupportable. Some hours ago, I was 
summoned by Thecford to his house. The messenger 
informed me that tidings had been received of my ship. In 
answer to my eager interrogations, he could give no other 
information than that she had been captured by the Britisli. 
He was unable to relate particulars. 

News of her safe return would, indeed, have been far 
more acceptable ; but even this information was a source of 
infinite congratulation. It precluded the deflind of my 
insurers. The payment of other debts might be postponed 
for a month, and my situation be the same as before the 
adoption of this successless scheme. Hope and* joy were 
reinstated in my bosom, and I hasted to Thetfo^d's compt- 
ing house. .*. 

He received me with an air of gloomy dissatisfaction. I 
accounted for his sadness by supposing him a\'Ae to com- 

K2 



1 



Jo^ ARTHUR MERVYN. 

munlcate information, which was less favourable than our 
Avishes had dictated. He confirmed, with visible reluctance, 
the news of her capture; He had just received letters from 
his brother, acquainting him with all particulars, and con . 
taining the official documents of this transaction. 

This had no tendency to damp my satisfaction, and I 
proceeded to peruse with eagerness, the papers which he put 
into my hand. I had not proceeded far when my joyous hopes 
vanished. Two French mulattoes had, after much solicita- 
tion, and the most solemn promises to cany with them no 
articles which the laws of war decree to be contraband, 
obtained a passage in the vessel. She was speedily encoun- 
tered by a privateer, by whom every receptacle was ransacked. 
In a chest, belonging to the Frenchmen, and whichthey had 
affirmed to contain nothing but their clothes, were found 
tv;o sabres, and other accoutrements of an officer of cavalry. 
Under this pretence, the vessel was captured and condemned, 
and this was a cause of forfeiture, which had not been pro- 
vided against in the contract of insurance. 

By this untoward event my hopes were irreparably blasted, 
^he utmost efforts were demanded to conceal my thoughts 
from my companion. The anguish that preyed upon my 
heart v/as endeavoured to be masked by looks of indifTerence. 
-I pretended to have been previously informed by the mes- 
senger, not only of the capture, but of the cause that led to 
it, and forbore to expatiate upon my loss, or to execrate the 
Authors of niy disappointment. My mind, however, was the 
theatre of discord and agony, and I waited with impatience 
for an opp(miuilty to leave him. 

For want of other topics, I asked by whom this informa- 
tion had been brought. He answered, that the bearer was 
Captain Amos Waison^ whose vessel had been forfeited, at 
the svime tiijie, under a different pretence. He added, that 
my name l^eing mentioned, accidentally, to Watson, the' 
latter had betrayed marks of great surprise, and been very 
earnest inSi3 inquiries respecting my situation. Having- 



ARTHUR MERVYN. 103 

obtained what knowledge Thetford was able to comiTmni- 
cate, the captain had departed, avowing a former acquaint- 
ance with me, and declaring his intention of paying mc 
a visit. 

These words operated on my frame like lightning. All 
within me was tumult and terror, and I rushed precipitately 
out of the honi^e. I went forward with unequal steps, and 
at random. Some instinct led me into the fields, and I wai 
not apprized of the direction of my steos, till, looking up, I 
found myself upon the shore of Schuylkill. 

Thus was I, a second time, ovf-rLcrne by hopeless and 
incurable evils. An interval of motley feelings, of spe- 
cious artifice, and contemptible imposture, had elapsed since 
my meeting with the stranger at Wilmington. Then mr 
forlorn state had led me to the brink of suicide. A brief 
and feverish respite had been afforded me, but now was I 
transported to the verge of the same abyss. 

Amos Watson was the brother of the angel whom I had 
degraded and destroyed. What but fiery indignation and 
unappeasable vengeance, could lead him into m^y presence? 
Vv''ith what heart could I listen to his Invectives ? How coald- 
I endure to bok upon the face of one, whom I had loaded 
with such atrocious and intolerable injuries? 

I was acquainted with his loftiness of mind: his detesta- 
tion of injustice, and the whirl-wind passions that ingratitude 
and, villainy like mine were qualified to awaken in his bosom. 
I dreaded not his violence. The death that he might be 
prompted to inflict, was no object of aversion. It was 
poverty and disgrace, the detection of my crimes, the looks 
and voice of malediction and upbraiding, from which ray 
cowardice shrunk. 

Why should I live? I must vanish from that stage which 
1 had lately trodden. My fli^iht must be instant and preci- 
pitate. To be a fugitive from exasperated creditors, and 
from the industrious revenge of Watson, was an ggsy under- 
taking; but whither could I fiy, where I should^not be pur- 



I04 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

sued by the phantoms of remorse, by the dread of hourly 
detection, by the necessities of hunger and thirst? In what 
scene should I be exempt from servitude and drudgery? 
Was my existence embellished with enjoyments that would 
justify my holding it, encumbered with hardships, and im- 
mersed in obscurity? 

There was no room for hesitation. To rush into tlie stream 
before me, and to put an end at once to my life and the mise- 
ries inseparably linked with it, was the only proceeding which 
fiite had left to my choice. My muscles were already exerted 
for this end, when the helpless condition of Clemenza was 
remembered. What provision could I make against the evils 
that threatened her? Should I leave her utterly forlorn and 
friendless? Mrs. Wentworth's temper was forgiving and 
compassionate. Adversity had taught her to participate, and 
her wealth enabled her to relieve distress. Who was there 
by whom such powerful claims to succour and protection 
could be urged as by this desolate girl ? Might I not state 
Ker situation in a letter to this lady, and urge irresistible 
pleas for the extension of her kindness to this object? 

These thoughts made me suspend my steps. I determined 
to seek my habitation once more, and having written and 
deposited this letter, to return to the execution of my fatal 
purpose. I had scarcely >*eached my own door, when some 
one approached along tli^ pavement. 'J'he form, at first, was 
undistinguishable, but by coming, at length, within the illu- 
mination of a lamp, it was perfectly recognized. 

To avoid this detested interview was now impossible. 
Watson approached and accosted me. In this conflict of 
tumultuous feelings 1 was still able to maintain un air of in- 
trepidity. His demeanour was that of a man who struggles 
with his rage. His accents were hurried, ahd scarcely arti- 
culate. 1 have ten words to say to you, said he: lead ti.o 
the hou5e, and to some privi'.te room. My busmcss Wit' 
you will be dispatched in a breath. 



ARTHUR MERVYN. 195 

I inadc him no ans\ver, but led the way into my house, and 
to my study. On ent,.i'jig this room, I put the li^-ht upon 
the table, and turnlii^b my visitant, prepared, silently to 
hear, what he had to unFoli. He struck: his clenched hand 
against the table with violence. His motion was of tha't 
tempestuous kind, as to overwhelm the power of utterance, 
and found it easier to vent itself in gesticulations than in 
words. At length, he exclaimed, 

It is well. Now has the hour, so long, and so impatiently 
demanded by my vengeance, arrived. Welbeckl Would 
that my first words could strike thee dead 1 They will so, if 
thou hast any title to the name of man. 

My sister is dead: dead of anguish and a broken heart. 
Remote from her friends ; in a hovel ; the abode of indigence 
and misery. 

Her husband is no more. He returned after long absence, 
a tedious navigation, and vicissitudes of hardships. He flew 
to the bosom of his love ; of his wife. She was gone ; lost 
to him, and to virtue. In a fit of desperation, he retired to 
his chamber, and dispatched himself. This is the instrument 
with which the deed was performed. 

Saying this, Watson took a pistol ft-om his pocket, and 
held it to my head. I lifted not my hand to turn aside the 
weapon. I did not shudder at the spectacle, or shrink from 
his approaching hand. With fingers clasped together, and 
eyes fixed upon the floor, 1 waited till his fury was exhausted. 
He continued: 

All passed in a fev/ hours. The elopement of his daugh- 
ter — the death of his son. O! my father 1 Most loved, and 
most venerable of nienl To see thee changed into a maniac 1 
Haggard and wild! Deterred from outrage on thyself and 
those around thee, by fetters and stripes! What was it 
that saved me from a like fate? To view this hideous ruin, 
and to think by whom it was occasioned ! Yet not to become 
frantic like thee, my father; or not destroy myfelf like thee 
my brother ! Lly friend ! — 



io6 ARTHUR AreRVYN. 

No. For this hour was I reserved : to avenge your wrongs 
and mine in the blood of this ungrateful villain. 

There, continued he, producing a second pistol, and tender- 
ing it to me, there is thy defence. Take we opposite sides 
of this table, and fire at the same instant. 

During this address I was motionless. He tendered the 
pistol, but I unclasped not my hands to receive it. 

Whydoyou heslt.ite? resumed he. Let the chance between 
us be equal, or fire you first. 

No, said I, I am ready to die bj your hand. I wish it. 
It will preclude the necessity of performing the ofiice for 
myself. I have injured you, and merit all that your venge- 
ance can inflict. I know your nature too well, to btlicve 
that my death will be perfect expiation. When the gust of 
indignation is past, the remembrance of your deed will only 
add to your sum of misery : yet I do not love you well enough 
to wish that you would forbear. I desire to die, and to die 
by another's hand rather than my own. 

Coward 1 exclaimed Watson, with augmented vehemence. 
You know me too well, to believe me capable of assassina- 
tion. Vile subterfuge I Contemptible pleal Take the pistol 
and defend yourself. You want not the power or the will; 
but, knowing that I spurn at murder, you think your safety 
will be found in passiveness. Your refusal will avail you 
little. Your fame, if not your life, is at my mercy. If you 
fauiter now, I will allow you to live, but only till I have 
stabbed your reputation. 

1 now fixed my eyes stedfastly upon him, and spoke: How 
mucli a stranger are you to tlie feelings of Welbeck! How 
poor a judge of his cowardice ! I take your pistol, and con- 
sent to your conditions. 

We took opposite sides of the table. Are you ready ? he 
cried, fire 1 

Both triggers were drawn at the same instant. Both pistols 
were discharged. Mine was negligently raised. Such is 
the untoward chance that presides over human affairs; such 



ARTHUR MERVYN. 107 

is the malignant destiny by which iny steps have ever been 
pursued. The bullet whistled harmlessly by me. Levelled 
by an eye that never before failed, and with so small an inter- 
val between us. I escaped, but my blind and random shot 
took place in his heart. 

There is the fruit of this disastrous meeting. The cata- 
logue of death is thus completed. Thou sleepest Watson 1 
Thy sister is at rest, and so art thou. Thy vows of venge- 
ance are at an end. It was not reserved for thee to be thy 
own and thy sister's avenger. Welbeck's measure of trans- 
gressions is now full, and his own hand must execute the 
justice that is due to him. 



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ATHUR MERVYN. 



CiiAPlER XII. 



Such was Welbeck's tale listened to by me -with 
an eagerness in which every faculty wi'.s absorbed. How 
adverse to my dreams were the incidents that had just been 
related 1 The curtain was lifted, and a scene of guilt and igno- 
miny disclosed where my rash and inexperienced youth had 
suspected nothing but loftiness and magnanimity. 

For a while the wondrousness of this tale kept me from 
contemplating the consequences that awaited us. My un- 
fledged fancy had not liithcrto soared to this pitch. All was 
astounding by its novelty, or tcrrif.c by its horror. The very 
scene of these offences partook, to my rustic apprehension, of 
fairy splendour, and magical abruptness. My understand- 
ing was bemazed, and my senses were taught to distrust 
their own testimony. 

From this musing state I was recalled by my companion, 
■who said to me in solemn accents. Mervyn ! I have but 
two requests to make. Assist me to bury these remains, 
and then accompiiny me accross the river. I have no power 
to compel your silence on the acts that you hcve witnessed. 
J have meditated to berefit, as v/ell as to injure you ; but I 
do not desire that your demeanour should conform to any 
other standard than justice. You have promised, and to 
that promise I trust. 

^^f you chuse to fly from this scene, to v/itdraw yourself 
from what you may conceive to be a theatre of guilt or peril, 



ARTHUR MERVYN. icp 

the avenues are open ; retire unmolested and in silence. If 
you have a man-like spirit, if you are grateful for the bene- 
fits bestowed upon you, if your discernment enables you to 
see that complidfice Vith my request will intangle you in no 
guilt, and betray you into no danger, stay, and aid me in 
hiding these remains from human scrutiny. 

Watson is beyond the reach of further injur)'-. I never 
Intended him harm, though I have torn from him his sister 
and friend, and have brought his life to an untimely close. 
To provide him a grave, is a duty that I owe to the dead and 
to the living. I shall quickly place myself beyond the reach 
of inquisitors and judges, but would willingly rescue from 
molestation or suspicion those whom I shall leave behind. 

What would have been the fruit of delibei-ation, if I had 
had the time or power to deliberate, I know not. My thoughts 
flowed with tumult and rapidity. To shut this spectacle 
from my view was the first impulse ; but to desert this man, 
in a time of so much need, appeared a thankless and dast- 
ardly deportment. To remain where I was, to conform im- 
plicitly to his direction, required no effort. Some fear was 
connected with his presence, and with that of the dead ; but, 
in the tremulous confusion of my present thoughts, solitude 
■would conjure up a thousand phantoms. 

I made no preparation to depart. I did not verballv 
assent to his proposal. He interpreted my silence into acqui- 
escence. He wrapt the body in the carpet, and then lifting 
one end, cast at me a look which indicated his expectations, 
that I would aid him in lifting this ghastly burthen. During 
this process, the silence was unbroken. 

I knew not whither he intended to convey the corpse. He 
had talked of burial, but no receptacle had been provided. 
How far safety might depend upon his conduct in this parti- 
cular, I was unable to estimate. I was in too heartless a 
mood to utter my doubts. I followed his example in raising 
the corpse from the floor. 

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He led the way into the passage and down stairs. Having 
reached the first floor, he unbolted a door which led into the 
cellar. The stairs and passage were illuminated by lamps, 
that hung from the ceiling, and were accustomed to burn 
during the night. Now, however, we were entering dark- 
some and murky recesses. 

Return, said he, in a tone of command, and fetch the light. 
I will wait for you. 

1 obeyed. As I returned with the light, a suspicion stole 
into my mind, that Welbeck had taken this opportunity to 
fly; and that on regaining the foot of the stairs, I should 
find the spot deserted by all but the dead. My blood was 
chilled by this Image. The momentary resolution it inspired 
was to follow the example of the fugitive, and leave the persons, 
whom the ensuing day might convene on this spot, to form 
their own conjectures as to the cause of this catastrophe. 

Meanwhile, I cast anxious eyes forward. Welbeck was 
discovered in the same place and posture in which he had 
been left, lifting the corpse and its shroud in his arms he 
directed me to follow him. The vaults beneath were lofty 
and spacious. He passed from one to the other till wc 
reached a small and remote cell. Here he cast his burthen 
on the ground. In the fall, the face of Watson chanced to 
be disengaged from its covering. Its closed eyes and sunken 
muscles were rendered, in a tenfold degree, ghastly and 
rueful by the feeble light which the candle shed upon it. 

This object did not escape the attention of Welbeck. 
He leaned against the wall and folding his arms resigned him- 
self to reverie. He gazed upon the countenance of Watson 
but his looks denoted his attention to be elsewhere employed. 

As to me, my state will not be easily described. My 
eye roved fearfully from one object to another. By turns it 
was fixed upon the murdered person and the murderer. The 
narrow cell in which we stood, its. rudely fashioned wulls and 
arches, destitute of communication with the external air, 
aivd Its palpable dark scarcely penetrated by the rays of a 



ARTHUR MERVYN. iii 

Jolltary candle, added to the silence Avliich was deep and 
universrd, produced an impression on my fancy which no 
time will obliterate. 

Perhaps my imagination was distempered by terror. The 
incident which I am going to relate may appear to have 
existed only in my fancy. Be that as it may, 1 experienced 
all the eff.:cts which the fullest belief is adapted to produce, 
glancing vaguely at the countenance of Watson, my atten- 
tion was arrested by a convulsive motion in the eye-lids. This 
motion increased, till, at length the eyes opened, and a 
glajice, languid but wild, was thrown aroun.i. Instantly 
they closed, and the tremulous appearance vanished. 

I started from my place and was on the point of uttering 
some involuntary exclamation. At the same moment. 
Welbeck seemed to recover from his reverie. 

How is this! said he. Why do we linger here? Every 
moment is precious. We cannot dig for him a grave with 
our hands. Wait here, while 1 go in search of a spade. 

Saying this, he snat h?d the candle from my hand, and 
hasted away. My eye followed the lijht as its gleams shifted 
their place upon the walls and ceilin^-^^s, and gradually van- 
ishing, gave place to unrespited gloom. This proceeding- 
was so unexpected and abrupt, that I had no time to remon- 
strate against it. Before I retreived the power of reticction, 
the light had disappeared and the foot-steps were no longer to 
be heard. *• 

I was not, on ordinary occas'ons, destitute of eqmnimitv, 
but, perhaps the imagination of man is naturally abhorrent 
of death, until tutored into indifference by hub t. Every 
circumst nee combined to fili me with shuddcrin^^- and panick. 
For a while, I was enabled to endure my situation by the 
exertions of my reason. That the lifeless remains of an 
human being are powerless to injure or benefit, I was tho- 
roughly persu.ided. 1 suinmoned this belief to my aid, and 
was abi^, if not to subdue, yet to curb my fears. I listened 



112 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

to catch the sound of the returning foot-steps of Welbeck, and 
hoped that every new moment would terminate my solitude. 
No signal of his coming was afforded. At length it occur- 
red to me that Welbeck had gone with no intention to 
return: That his malice had seduced me hither, to encounter 
the consequences of his deed. He had fled and barred every 
door behind him. This suspicion may well be supposed to 
overpower my courage, and to call forth desperate efforts 
for my deliverance. 

I extended my hands and went forward. I had been too 
little attentive to the situation and direction of these vaults 
and passages, to go forward with undeviating accuracy. My 
fears likewise tended to confuse my perceptions and bewilder 
my steps. Notwithstanding the danger of encountering 
obstructions. I rushed towards the entrance with precipi- 
tation. 

My temerity was quickly punished. In a moment, I was 
repelled by a jutting angle of the wall, with such force that 
I staggered backward and fell. The blow was stunning, and 
•when I recovered my senses, I perceived that a torrent of 
blood v/as gusliing from my nostrils. My clothes were mois- 
tened with tills unwelcome effus'on, and I could not but 
reflect on tlie hazard which I should incur by being detected 
in this recess, covered by these accusing stains. 

This reflection once more set me on my feet, and incited 
my exertions. I now proceeded with greater Vaiiness and 
caution. I had lost all distinct notions of my way. My mo- 
tions were at random. All my labour was to shun obstruc- 
tions and to advance whenever the vacuity would permit. 
By this means, the entrance was at length found, and after 
various efforts, I arrived, beyond my hopes, at the foot of 
the stair-case. 

• I ascended, but quickly encountered an infuperable impe- 
diment. The door at the stair-head, was closed and barred. 
My utmost strength was exerted in vain, to break the lock or 
the hinges. Tlius were my direst apprehensions fulfilled. 



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Wclbeck had left me to sustain the charc^e of murder: to 
obviate suspicions the most atrocious and plausible that 
the course of human events is capable of producing. 

Here I must remain till the morrow : till some one can 
be made to overhear my calls and come to my deliverance. 
What effects will my appearance produce on the spectator! 
Terrified by phantoms and stained with blood shall I not 
exhibit the tokens of a maniac as well as an assass'n? 

The corpse of Watson will quickly be discovered. If 
previous to this disclosure I should change my blood- 
stained garments and withdraw into the country, shall I not 
be pursued by the most vehement suspicions and, perhaps, 
hunted to my obscurest retreat by the ministers of justice? 
I am innocent, but my tale however circumstantial or true, 
will scarcely sufiice for my vim'icat'on. My flight will be 
construed into a proef of incontestable guilt. 

While harassed by these thoughts my attention was 
attracted by a faint gleam cast upon the bottom of the ftair- 
case. It grew stronger, hovered for a moment in my sight, 
and then disappeared. That it proceeded from a lamp or 
candle, borne by some one along the passages was no unte- 
nable opinion, but was far less probable than that the efful- 
gence was meteorous. I confided in the latter supposition and 
fortified myself anew against the dread of preternatural 
dangers. iMy thoughts reverted to the contemplntion of 
the hazards and suspicions which flowed from my continu- 
ance in this spot. 

In the midst of my perturbed musing, my attention was 
again recalled by an illumination like the former. Instead 
of hovcrlni^- and vanishing, it was permanent. No ray could 
be more feeble, but the tangible obscurity to which it suc- 
ceeded rendered it conspicuous as an electrical flash. For a 
while I eyed it without moving from my place, and in 
momentary expectation of its disappearance. 

Remarking its stability, the propriety of scrutinizing it 
more nearly, and of ascertaining the source whence it flowed, 
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114 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

was at length su^-gested. Hope, as well as curiosity, was the 
parent of my conduct. I'hough utterly at a loss to assign 
the cause of this appearance, I was willing to believe some 
connection between that cause and the means of my delive- 
rance. 

I had scarcely formed the resolution of descending the 
stair, when my hope was extinguished by the recollection 
that the cellar had narrow and grated windows, through 
which light from the street might possibly have found access. 
A second recollection supplanted this belief, for in my way 
to this stair-case, my attention would have been solicited, 
and my steps, in some degree, been guided by light coming 
through these avenues. 

Having returned to the bottom of the stair, I perceived 
ever)' part of the long drawn passage illuminated. I threw 
a glance forward, to the quarter whence the rays seemed to 
proceed, and beheld, at a considerable distance, Welbeck in 
the cell which I had left, turning up the earth with a spade. 

After a pause of astonishment, the nature of the error 
which 1 had committed, rushed upon apprehension. I now 
perceived that the darkness had misled me to a diiferent 
stair-case from that which I had originally descended. It was 
apparent that Welbeck intended me no evil, but had really 
^-•one in search of the instrument which he had mentioned. 

This discovery overwhelmed me with contrition and shame, 
though it freed from the terrors of imprisonment and accu- 
sation. To return to the cell which I had left, and where 
"Welbeck was employed in his disastrous office, was the 
expedient which regards to my own safety unavoidably sug- 
gested. 

Welbeck paused at my approach, and betrayed a momen- 
tary consternation at the sight of my ensanguined visage. 
The blood, by some inexplicable process of nature, perhaps 
by the counteracting influence of fear, had quickly ceased 
to flow. Whether the cause of my evasion, and of my flux 
•f blood, was guessed, or whether his attention was with 



ARTHUR ME R VYN. 1 1 5 

arawn, by more momentous objects, from my condition, he 
proceeded in his task in silence. 

A shallow bed, and a slight covering of clay was provided 
for the hapless Watson. Welbeck's movements were hurried 
and tremulous. His countenance betokened a mind en- 
grossed by a single purpose, in some degree, foreign to the 
scene before him. An intensity and fixedness of features, that 
conspicuous, were led me to suspect the subversion of his 
reason. 

Having finished the task, he threw aside his impliment. 
He then put into my hand a pocket-book, saying it belonged 
to Watson, and might contain something serviceable to the 
living. I might make what use of it I thought proper. He 
then remounted the stairs and, placing the candle on a table 
in the hall, opened the principal door and went forth. 1 was 
driven, by a sort of mechanical impulse, in his foots-teps. I 
followed him because it w^as agreeable to him and because I 
knew not whither else to direct my steps. 

The streets were desolate and silent. The watchmnn's 
call remotely and faintly heard, added to the general solem- 
nity. I followed my companion in a state of mind not easily 
described. I had no spirit even to inquire whither he was 
going. It was not till we arrived at the water's edge that I 
persuaded myself to break silence. I then began to rehect 
on the degree in which his present schemes might endanger 
Welbeck or myself. I had acted long enough a servile 
and mechanical part; and been guided by blind and foreign 
impulses. It was time to lay aside my fetters, and demand 
to know whither the path tended in which I was importuned 
to walk. 

Meanwhile I found myself intanglsd among boats and 
shipping. I am unable to describe the spot by any indispu- 
table tokens. I know merely that it was the termination of 
one of the principal streets. Here Welbeck selected a boat 
and prepared to enter it. For a moment I hesitated to comply 
•with his apparent invitation. I stammered out an interroga- 



Ti6 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

tion. Why is this? Why should we cross tlie river? Wh?t 
service can I do for you? I ought to know the purpose of my 
voyage before I enter it. 

He checked himself and surveyed mc for a minute in 
silence. What do you fear? said he. Have I not explained 
my wishes? Merely cross the river with me, for T cannot 
navigate a boat by myself. Is there any thing arduous or 
mysterious in this undertaking? we part on the Jersey shore, 
and I shall leave you to your destiny. All 1 siiall ask from 
you will be silencej and to hide from mankind what you know 
concerning me. 

He now entered the boat and urged me to follow his exam- 
-ple. I reluctantly complied. I perceived that the boat con- 
tained but one oar and that was a small one. He seemed 
startled and thrown into great perplexity by this discovery. 
It will be impossible, said he, in a tone of panic and vexa- 
tion, to procure another at this hour; what is to be done? 

This impediment was by no means insuperable. I had 
sinewy arms and knew well how to use an oar for the double 
purpose of oar and ruddtr. I took my station at the stem, 
and quickly extricated the boat from its neighbours and from 
the wharves. I was wholly unacquainted with the river. 
The bar, by which it was incumbered, 1 knew to exist, but 
in what direction and to what extent it existed, and how it 
might be avoided in the present state of the tide I knew not. 
It was probable, therefore, unknowing as I was of the proper 
tract, that our boat would speedily have grounded. 

My attention, meanwhile, was fixed upon the oar. My com- 
panion sat at the prow and was in a considerable degree 
unnoticed. 1 cast eyes occasionally at the scene which I 
had left. Its novelty, joined with the incidents of my con- 
dition, threw me into a state of suspense and wonder which 
frequently slackened my hand, and left the vessel to be driven 
by the downward current. Lights were sparingly seen, and 
these were perpetually fluctuating, as masts, yards, and hulls 
were interposed, and passed before them. In proportion as 



ARTHUR MERVYN. ii- 

we receded from the shore, the clamours seemed to multiply, 
and the suggestion that the city was involved in confusion 
and uproar, did not easily give way to maturer thoughts. 
Twelve was the hour cried, and this ascended at once from 
all quarters, and was mingled with the baying of dogs, so as 
to produce trepidation and alarm. 

From this state of magnificent and awful feeling, I was 
suddenly called by the conduct of Welbeck. We had 
scarcely moved two hund-red yards from the shore, when he 
plunged into the water. The first conception was that some 
implement or part of the boat had fallen overboard. I 
looked back and perceived that his seat was vacant. In my 
first astonishment I loosened my hold of the oar, and it 
floated away. The surface was smooth as glass and the eddy 
occasioned by his sinking was scarcely visible. I had not 
time to determine whether this was designed or accidental. 
Its suddenness deprived me of the power to exert myself for 
his succour. I wildly gazed around me in hopes of seeing 
him rise. After some time my attention was drawn, by the 
sound of agitation in the water, to a considerable distance. 

It was too dark for any thing to be distinctly seen. There 
was no cry for help. The noise was like that of one vigo- 
rously struggling for a moment, and then finking to the bot- 
tom. I listened with painful eagerness, but was unable to 
distinguish a third signal. He sunk to rise no more. 

I was, for a time, inattentive to my own situation. The 
dreadfulness, and unexpectedness of this catastrophe occupied 
me wholly. The quick motion of the lights upon the shore, 
shewed me that I was borne rapidly along with the tide* 
How to help myself, how to impede my course, or to regahi 
either shore, since I had lost the oar, I was unable to tell. I 
■was no less at a loss to conjecture whither the current, if 
suffered to control my vehicle, would finally transport me. 

The disappearance of lights and buildings, and the dimi- 
nution of the noises, acquainted me that I had passed the 
td^^ It was impossible longer to hesitate. The shore was 



jt5 ARTHUR MERVYTf. 

to be reg-ained by one way only, which was swimming. 
To any exploit of this kind, my strength and my skill were 
adequate. I threw away my loose gown; put the pocket- 
book ot" the unfortunate Watson in my mouth, to pre- 
serve it from being injured by moisture ; and committed my- 
self to the stream. 

I landed in a spot incommoded with mud and reeds. I 
sunk knee-deep into the former, and was exhausted by the 
fatigue of extricating myself. At length I recovered firm 
ground, and threw myself on the turf to repair my wasted 
strength, and to reHect on the measures which my future, 
welfare enjoined me to pursue. 

What condition was ever parallel to mine? The transac- 
tions of the last three days, resemblsd the monstrous creations 
of delirium. They were painted with vivid hues on my me- 
mory; but so rapid and incongruous were these transitions, 
that I almost denied belief to their reality. They exercised 
a bewildering and stupefying influence on my mind, from 
which the meditations of an hour were scarcely sufficient to 
relieve me. Gradually I recovered the power of arranging 
my ideas, and forming conclusions. 

Welbeck was dead. His property was swallowed up, and 
his creditors left to wonder at his disappearance. All that 
was left, was the furniture of his house, to which Mrs.Went- 
worxh •would lay claim, in discharge of the unpaid rent. 
What now was the destiny that awaited the lost and friend- 
less Mademoiselle Lodi. Where was Ihe concealed? Wel- 
bttk had dropped no intimation by which 1 might be led to 
suspect the place of her abode. If my power, in other 
respects, could have contributed aught to her relief, my igno- 
rance of her asylum had utterly disabled me. 

But what of the murdtred person? He had suddenly van- 
ished from the face of the earth.. H's fate and the place of 
his interment would brobably be suspected and ascertained. 
Was 1 sure to escape from the consequences of this deed? 
WaUoii had relatives and friends. What influence oi^^r 



ARTHUR MERVYN. iif 

^tatc and happiness his untimely and mysterious fate would 
possess, it was obvious to inquire. This idea led me to the 
recollection of his pocket-book. Some papers might be there 
explanatory of his situation. 

T resumed my feet. 1 knew not where to direct my steps. 
I was dropping with wet, and shivering with the cold. I 
was destitute of habitation and friend. I had neither money, 
nor any valuable thing in my possession. I moved forward, 
mechanically and at random. Where I landed was at no 
great distance from the verge of the town. In a short time I 
discovered the glimmering of a distant lamp. To this I 
directed my steps, and here 1 paused to examine the contents 
of the pocket-book. 

1 found three bank-notes^ each of fifty dollars, inclosed in 
a piece of blank paper. Beside these were three letters, 
apparently written by his wife, and dated at Baltimore. 
They were brief, but composed in a strain of great tender- 
ness, and containing affecting allusions to their child. I 
could gather from their date and tenor, that they wxre 
received during his absence on his recent voyage; that her 
condition was considerably necessitous, and surrounded by 
wants which their prolonged separation had increased. 

The fourth letter was open, and seemed to have been very 
lately written. It was directed to Mrs. Mary Watson. He 
informed her in it of his arrival at Philadelphia from St. Do- 
mingo; of the loss of his ship and cargo; andof his intention 
to hasten home with all possible expedition. He told her that 
all was lost but one hundred and fifty dollars, the greater part 
of which he should bring with him, to relieve her more press- 
ing wants. The letter was signed, and folded, and sujier- 
scribcd, but unscaLed. 

A little consideration shewed me, in what manner it became 
me, on this occasion, to demean myself. I put the bank- 
notes in the letter, and sealed it with a wafer ; a few of which 
Avere found in tiie pocket-book. 1 hesitated sometime whe- 
tluj^ should add any thing to the information which the 



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J20 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

letter contained, by means of a pencil which offered itself to 
my view; but I concluded to forbear. 1 could select no suit- 
able terms in which to communicate the mournful truth. I 
resolved to deposit this letter at the post-office, where I knevr 
letters could be left at all hours. 

My reflections at length, reverted to my own condition, 
what was the fate reserved for me? How far my safety might 
be affected by remaining in the city, in consequence of the 
disappearance of Welbeck, and my known connection with 
the fugitive, it was impossible to foresee. My fears readily 
suggested innumerable embarrassments and inconvenien- 
ces which would flow from this source. Besides, on what 
pretence should I remain? To whom could I apply for pro- 
tection or em.ployment? All avenues, even to subsistence, 
were shut against me. The country was my sole asylum. 
Here, in exchange for my labour, I could at least purchase 
food, safety, and repose. But if my choice pointed to the 
country, there was no reason for a moment's delay. It 
would be prudent to regain the fields, and be faj- from this 
detested city before the rising of the sun. 

Meanwhile I was chilled and chaffed by the clothes that I 
wore. To change them for others, was absolutely necessary 
to my ease. The clothes which I wore were not my own, 
and were extremely unsuitable to my new condition. My 
rustic and homely garb was deposited in my chamber at 
Welbeck's. These thoughts suggested the design of return- 
ing thither. I considered, that, probably, the servants had 
not been alarmed. That the door was unfastened, and the 
house was accessible. It would be easy to enter and retire 
■without notice; and this, not without some waverings and 
misgivings, I presently determined to do. 

Havin(5 deposited my letter at the office, I proceeded to 
my late abode. I approached, and lifted the latch with 
caution. There were no appearances of any one having been 
disturbed. I procured a light in the kitchen, and hied softly 
and with dubious foot-steps to my chamber. There 



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ARTHUR MERVYN. 121 

robed, and resumed my check shirt, and trowsers, and fus- 
tian coat. This change being accomplished, nothing remained ^ 
but that I should strike into the country -n'ith the utmost 
expedition. 

In a momentary review which I took of the past, tt^ 
design for which Welbeck professed to have originally 
detained me in his service, occurred to my mind. I knew the 
danger of reasemng loosely on the subject of property. To 
any trinket, or piece of furniture in this house, J did not 
allow myself to question the right of Mrs. Wentworth; a 
right accruing to her in consequence of Welbe^Srs failure 
in the payment of his rent; but there was one tlni^g which 
I felt an irresistible desire, and na. scruples which should 
forbid me, to possess, and that was, the manuscript to which 
Welbeck had alluded, as having been written by the deceased 
Lodi. 

I was well instructed in Latin, and knew the Tuscan lan- 
guage to be nearly akin to it. I despaired not of being at some- 
time able to cultivate this language, and believed that the 
possession of this manuscript might essentially contribute ta 
this end, as well as to many others equally beneficial. It was 
easy to conjecture that the volume was to be found among 
his printed books, and it was scarcely less easy to ascertain 
the truth of this conjecture. I entered, not without tremu- 
lous sensations, into the apartment which had been the scene 
of the disastrous interview between Watson and Welbeck. 
At every step I almost dreaded to behold the spectre of the 
former rise before me. 

Numerous and splendid volumes were arranged on maho- 
gany shelves, and screened by doors of glass. I ran swiftly 
over their names, and was at length so fortunate as to light 
upon the book of which I was in search. I immediately 
secured it, and leaving the candle extinguished on a table 
in the parlour, I once more issued forth into the street. 
With light steps and palpitating heart I turned my face 
towards the country. My necessitous condition I believed 
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would justify me in passing without payment the Schuylkill 
bridge, and the eastern sky began to brighten with the dawn 
of morning not till I had gained the distance of nine mile* 
from the city. 

A Such is the tale which I proposed to relate to you. Such 
are the memorable incidents of five days of my life ; from 
which I have gathered more instruction than from the 
whole tissue of my previous existence. Such are the parti- 
culars of my knowledge respecting the crimes and misfor- 
tunes of Welbeck ; which the insinuations of Wortley, and 
my desire to retain your good opinion, have induced me t« 
unfold. 



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ARTHUR MERVYN. 



CHAPTER ZIII. 



JMeRVYN's pause allowed his auditors to reflect 
on the particulars of his narration, and to compare them 
■vs'ith the facts, with a knowledge of which, their own obser- 
vation had supplied them. My profession introduced me to 
the friendship of Mrs. Wentworth, by whom, after the dis- 
appearance of Welbeck, many circumstances respecting him 
had been mention. She particularly dwelt upon the deport- 
ment and appearance of this youth, at the single interview 
which took place between them, and her representations 
were perfectly conformable to those which Mervyn had hirai. 
self delivered. 

Previously to this interview Welbeck had insinuated to 
her that a recent event had put him in possession of the truth 
respecting the destiny of Clavering. A kinsman of his, 
had arrived from Portugal, by whom this intelligence had 
been brouglit. He dexterously eluded her intreaties to be 
furnished with minuter information, or to introduce this 
kinsman to her acquaintance. As soon as Mervyn was 
ushered into her presence, she suspected him to be the person 
to whom Welbeck had alluded, and this suspicion his con- 
versation had confirmed. She was at a loss to comprehend 
the reasons of the silence which he so pertinaciously main- 
tained. 

Her uneasiness, however, prompted her to renew her soli- 
citations. On the day, subsequent to the catastrophe related 



124 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

by Mervyn, she sent a messenger to Welbeck, with a request 
to see him. Gabriel, the black servant, informed the mes- 
senger that h:s,*master had gone into the country for a week. 
At the end of tiie week, a messenger was again dispatched 
■with the same errand. He called and knocked, but no one 
answered rf signals. He examined the entrance by the 
kitchen, But every avenue was closed. It appeared that the 
house was 'wholly deserted. 

These appearances naturally gave birth to curiosity and 
suspicion. The house was repeatedly examined, but the 
solitude and silence within continued the same. The credi- 
tors of Welbeck were alarmed by these appearances, and 
thtir claims to the property remaining in the house were pre- 
cluded by Mrs. Wentworth, who, as owner of the mansion, 
•was legally entitled to the furniture, in place of the rent 
"which Welbeck had suffered to accumulate. 

On examining the dwelling, all that was valuable and 
portable, p.irticularly linen and plate, was removed. The 
remainder was distrained, but the tumults of pestilence suc- 
ceeded, and hindered it from being sold. Things were allowed 
to continue in their former situation, and the house was care- 
fully secured. We had no leisure to form conjectures on 
tbe causes of this desertion. An explanation was afforded 
us by the narrative of this youth. It is probable that the 
servants, finding their master's absence continue, had pilla- 
ged the house and fled. 

Meanwhile, though our curiosity with regard to Welbeck 
v;as appeased, it was obvious to inquire by what series of 
inducements and events Mervyn was reconducted to the city 
and led to tlie spot where I first met with him. We inti- 
mated our wishes in this respect, and our young friend rea- 
dily consented to take up the thread of his story and bring 
it down to the point that was desired. For this purpose, 
the ensuing evening wa* selected. Having, at an early 
hour, shut ourselves up from all intruders and visitors, he 
continued as follows: 



ARTHUR MERVYN. 125 

1 have mcntioi;£d that, by sun-rise, I had gauied the dis- 
tance of many miles from the city. My purpose Avas to stop 
at the first farm-house, and seek employment as a day- 
labourer. The first person whom I observed was a man of 
placid mien and plain garb. Habitual benevol^e was appa- 
rent amidst the wrinkles of age. He was mversing his 
buck-wheat field and measuring, as it seemed, the harvest 
that was now nearly ripe. 

I accosted him with diffidence, and explained my wishes. 
He listened to my tale with complacency, inquired into my 
name and family, and into my qualifications for the office to 
which I aspired. My answers were candid and full. 

, Why, said he, I believe thou and I can make a bargain. 
We will, at least, try each other for a week or two. If it 
doe& not suit our mutual convenience we can change. The 
morning is damp and cool, and thy plight does not appear 
the most comfortable that can be imagined. Come to the 
house and eat some breakfast. 

The behaviour of this good man filled we with gratitude 
and joy. Methought I could embrace him as a father, and 
entrance into his house, appeared like return to a long-lost 
and much-loved home. My desolate and lonely condition 
appeared to be changed for paternal regards and the tender- 
ness of friendship. 

These em.otions were confirmed and heightened by every 
object that presented itself under this roof. The family 
consisted of Mrs. Hadwin, two simple and affectionate 
girls, his daughters, and sei-vants. The manners of this 
family, quiet, artless, and cordial, the occupations allotted, 
me, the land by which the dwelling was surrounded, its pure 
airs, romantic walks, and exhaustless fertility, constituted a 
powerful contrast to the scenes which I had left behind, a i 
were congenial with every dictate of my understanding aiid 
every sentiment that glowed in my heart. 

My youth, mental cultivation, and circumspect deportment 
fntitled me to deference and confidence, x-ucii hour coa- 
M a 



126 ARTHUR MERVVN. 

firmed me in the good opinion of Mr. Hadwin, and in the 
affections of his daughters. In the mind of my employer, 
the simplicity of the husbandman and the devotion of the 
Quaker, were blended with humanity and intelligence. The 
sisters, Susan and Eliza, were unacquainted with calamity 
and vice, tli^igh the medium of either observation or books. 
They were strangers to the benefits of an elaborate education, 
but they were endowed with curiosity and discernment, and 
had not suffered their slender means of instruction to remain 
unimproved. 

The sedateness of the elder formed an amusing contrast 
with the laughing eye and untamable vivacity of the younger: 
but they smiled and they wept in unison. They thought 
and acted in different but not discordant keys. On all mo- 
mentous occasions, they rc.isoned and felt alike. In ordinary 
cases, they separated, as it were, into different tracks ; but 
this diversity was productive, not of jarring, but of harmony. 

A romantic and untutored disposition like mine, may be 
supposed liable to strong impressions from perpetual converse 
with persons of their age and lex. The elder was soon dis- 
covered to have already disposed of her affections. The 
younger was free, and somewhat that is more easily con- 
ceived than named, stole insensibly upon my heart. The 
images that haunted me at home and abroad, in her absence 
aud her presence gradually coalesced into one shape, and 
gave birth to an incessant train of latent palpitations and 
indefinable hopes. My days were little else than uninter- 
rupted reveries, and night only called up phantoms more vivid 
and equally enchanting. 

The men)orable incidents which had lately happened 
scarcely counterpoised my new sensations or diverted my 
contemplations from the present. My views were gradually 
led to rest upon futurity, and in that I quickly found cause 
of circumspection and dread. My present labours were light 
and were sufficient for my subsistence in a single state; but 
wedlock was the parent of new wants and of new cares. 



ARTHUR MERVTN. 127 

Mr. Hadwin's possessions were adequate to his own frugal 
maintenance, but divided between his children would be too 
scanty for either. Besides this division could only take place 
at his death, and that was an event whose speedy occurrence 
was neither desirable nor probable. 

Another obstacle was now remembered. Ha'dwin was the 
consciencious member of a sect, which forbade the marriige 
of its votaries with those of a different communion. I had 
been trained in an opposite creed, and imagined it impossi- 
ble that I should ever become a proselyte to Quakerism. It 
only remained for me to feign conversion, or to root out the 
opinions of my friend, and win her consent to a secret mar- 
riage. Whether hypocrisy was eligible was no subject of 
deliberation. If the possession of all that ambition can con- 
ceive, were added to the transports of union with Eliza Had- 
win, and offered as the price of dissimulation, it would have 
been instantly rejected. My external goods were not abun- 
dant nor numerous, but the consciousness of rectitude was 
mine, and, in competition with this, the luxury of the heart 
and of the senses, the gratifications of boundless ambition and 
inexhaustible wealth were contemptible and frivolous. 

The conquest of Eliza's errors was easy ; but to introduce 
discord and sorrow into this family, was an act of the utmost 
ingratitude and profligacy. It was only requisite for my 
understanding clearly to discern, to be convinced of the insu- 
perability of this obstacle. It was manifest, therefore, that 
the point to which my wishes tended was placed beyond my 
reach. 

To foster my passion, was to foster a disease destructive 
either of my integrity or my existence. It was indispensa- 
ble to fix my thoughts upon a different object, and to debar 
myself even from her intercourse. To ponder on themes 
foreign to my darling image, and to seclude myself from her 
society, at hours which had usually been spent with her, 
■were difficult tasks. The latter was the least pract'.c?.ble. I 
had to contend with eyes, which alternately wondered ai^ 



128 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

and upbraided me for my unkindness. She was wholly una- 
ware of the nature of her own feelings, and this ignorance 
made her less scrupulous in the expression of her sentiments. 

Hitherto I had needed not employment beyond myself and 
my companions. Now my new motives made me eager 
to discover some means of controling and beguiling my 
thoughts. In this state, the manuscript of Lodi occurred 
to me. In my way hither, I had resolved to make the study 
of the language of this book, and the translation of its con- 
tents into Englifli, the business and solace of my leisure. 
Now this resolution was revived with new force. 

My project was perhaps singular. The ancient language 
of Italy possessed a strong affinity with the modern. My 
knowledge of the former, was my only means of gaining the 
latter. 1 had no grammar or vocabulary to explain how far 
the meanings and inflections of Tuscan words varied from 
the Roman dialect. I was to ponder on each sentence and 
phrase ; to select among different conjectures the most plau- 
sible, and to ascertain the true, by patient and repeated 
scrutiny. 

This undertaking, phantastlc and impracticable as it may 
seem, proved upon experiment, to be within the compass of 
my powers. TJie detail of my progress would be curious and 
instructive. What impediments, in the attainment of a 
darling purpose, human ingenuity and patience are able to 
surmount; how much maybe done by strenuous and solitary 
efforts; how the mind, unassisted, may draw forth the prin- 
clpltts of inflection and arrangement; may profit by remote, 
analagous, and latent similitudes, would be forcibly Illustrated 
by my example ; but the theme, however attractive, must, 
for the present, be omitted. 

My progress was slow; but the perception of hourly im- 
provement afforded me unspeakable pleasure. Having arrived 
near the last pages, 1 was able to pursue, with little inter* 
ruption, the thread of an eloquent narration. The triumph 
of a leader ©f out-laws over the popular enthusiasm of tht 



ARTHUR MERVYN. 129 

Milanese, and the claims of neighbouring potentates, were 
about to be depicted. The Condottiero Sforza, had taken 
refuge from his enemies in a tomb ; accidentally discovered 
amidst the ruins of a Roman fortress in the Appenine. He 
had sought this recess for the sake of concealment, but found 
in it a treasure, by which he would be enabled to secure the 
wavering and venal, faith of that crew of ruffians that fol- 
lowed his standard, provided he fell not into the hands of the 
enemies who were now in search of him. 

My tumultuous curiosity was suddenly checked by the 
following leaves being glewed together at the edges. To 
dissever them without injury to the written spaces, was by 
no means easy. I proceeded to the task, not without pre- 
cipitation. The edges were torn away, and the leaves 
parted. 

It may be thought that I took up the thread where it had 
been broken ; but no. The object that my eyes encountered, 
and which the cemented leaves had so long concealed, was 
beyond the power of the most capricious or lawless fancy to 
have prefigured ; yet it bore a shadowy resemblance to the 
images with which my imagination was previously occupied. 
I opened, and beheld — a bank-tiotel 

To the first transports of surprise, the conjecture succeeded 
that the remaining leaves, cemented together in the same 
manner, might inclose similar bills. They were hastily sepa- 
rated, and the conjecture v/as verified. My sensations, at 
this discov^ery, were of an inexplicable kind. I gazed at tlie 
notes in silence. I moved my finger over them; held them 
in different positions ; read and re-read the name of each sum, 
and the signature; added them together, and repeated to 
myself — Tiventj thousand dollars 1 They are mine, and 
by such means 1 

This sum wou^d have reedeemed the falling fortunes of 
Welbeck. The dying Lodi was unable to comm.unicate ail 
the contents of this inestimable volume. He had divided 
his treasure, with a view to its greater safety, between this 



13» . ARTHUR MERVYN. 

Tolume and his pocket-book. Death hasted upon hhn too 
suddenly to allow him to explain his precautions. Welbeck 
had placed the book in his collection, purposing sometime t» 
peruse it; but deterred by anxieties, which the perusal 
■would have dissipated, he rusJied to desperation and sui- 
cide, from which some evanescent contingency, by unfold- 
ing this treasure to his view, would have effectually rescued 
him. 

But was this event to be regretted? This sum, like the for- 
mer, would probably have been expended in the same perni- 
cious prodigality. His career would have continued some- 
time longer, but his inveterate habits would have finally 
conducted his existence to the same criminal and ignomini- 
ous close. 

Bu.t the destiny of Welbeck was accomplished. The 
money was placed, without guilt or artifice, in my possession. 
My fortune had been thus unexpectedly and wonderously 
propitious. How was I to profit by her favour? Would not 
this sum enable me to gather round me all the instrunjents 
of pleafure? Equipage, and palace, and a multitude oi ser- 
vants; polished mirrors, splendid hangings, banquets, and 
flatterers, were equally abhorrent to my taste, and my prin- 
ciples. The accumulation of knowledge, and the diffusion of 
happiness, in which riches may be rendered eminently instru- 
mental, were the only precepts of duty, and the only avenues 
to genuine felicity. 

But what, said I, is my title to this money? By retaining 
it, sliall I not be as culpable as Welbeck? It came into his 
possession as it came into mine, without a crime }i but my 
knov.lcdge of the true proprietor is equally certain, and the 
claims of the unfortunate stranger are as valid as ever. 
Indeed, if utility, and not law, be the measure of justice, her 
claim, desolate and indigent as slie is, unfitted, by her past 
life, by the softness and the prejudices of her education, for 
contending with calamity, is incontestible. 



ARTHUR MERVYN. 131 

As to mc, health and dUigence will give me, not only the 
competence which I seek, but the power of enjoying it. If 
my present condition be unchangeable, I shall not be unhappy. 
My occupations are salutary and meritorious ; I am a stranger 
to the cares as well as to the enjoyment of riches; abundant 
means of knowledge are possessed by me, as long as I have 
eyes to gaze at man and at nature, as they are exhibited in 
their original forms or in books. The precepts of my duty 
cannot be mistaken. The lady must be sought and the money 
be restored to her. 

Certain obstacles existed to the immediate execution of 
this scheme. How should I conduct my search? What 
apology should I make for withdrawing thus abruptly, and 
contrary to the terms of an agreement into which I had lately 
entered, from the family and service of my friend and bene- 
factor, Hadwin ? 

My thoughts were called away from pursuing these in- 
quiries by a rumour, which had gradually swelled to formi- 
dable dimensions ; and which, at length, reached us in our 
quiet retreats. The city, we were told, was involved in con- 
tusion and panick, for a pestilential disease had begun its 
destructive progress. Magistrates and citizens were flying 
to the country. The numbers of the sick multiplied beyond 
all example ; even in the pest affected cities of the Levant. 
The malady was malignant, and unsparing. 

The usual occupations and amusements of life were at an 
end. Terror had exterminated all the sentiments of nature. 
Wives were deserted by husbands, and children by parents. 
Some had shut themselves in their houses, and debarred 
themselves from all communication with the rest of man- 
kind. The consternation of others had destroyed their 
understanding, and their misguided steps hurried them into 
the midst of the danger which they had previously laboured 
to shun. Men were seized by this disease in the streets; 
passengers fled from them; entrance into their own dwell- 
ings was denied to them ; they perished in the public ways. 



13^ ARTHUR MERVYN. 

The chambers of disease were deserted, and the sick left 
to die of negligence. None could be fonnd to remove the 
lifeless bodies. Their remains, suffered to decay by piece- 
meal, filled the air with deadly exhalations, and added ten- 
fold to the devastation. 

Such was the tale, distorted and diversified a thousand 
■ways, by the credulity and exaggeration of the tellers. At 
first I listened to the story with indifference or mirth. Me- 
thought it was confuted by its own extravagance. The 
enormity and variety of such an evil made it unworthy to be 
believed. I expected that every new day would detect the 
absurdity and fallacy of such representations. Every new 
day, however, added to the number of witnesses, and the 
consistency of tlie tale, till, at length, it was not possible to 
withhold my faith. 



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ARTHUR MERVYN, 



CHAPTER XIV. 



1 HIS mmour was of a nature to absorb and sus- 
pend the whole soul. A certain subhmity is connected with 
enormous dangers, that imparts to our consternation or our 
pity, a tincture of the pleasing. This, at least, may be 
experienced by those who are beyond the verge of peril. My 
own person was exposed to no hazard. I had leisure lo con- 
jure up terrific images, and to personate the witnesses and 
sufferers of this calamity. This employment was not enjoined 
upon me by necessity, but was ardently pursued, and must 
therefore have been recommended by some nameless charm. 

Others were very differently affected. As often as the tale 
was embellished with new incidents, or inforced by new tes- 
timony, tlie hearer grew pale, his breath was stifled by 
inquietudes, his blood was chilled and his stomach was 
bereaved of its usual energies. A temporar)'^ indisposition 
was produced in many. Some were haunted by a melan- 
choly bordering upon madness, and some, in consequence of 
sleepless panics, for which no cause could be assigned, and 
for which no opiates could be found, were attacked by lin- 
j^-ering or mortal dis-ases. 

Mr. Hadwin was superior to groundless apprehensions. 
His daughters, however, partook in all the consternation 
which surrounded them. Tiie eldt-st had, indeed, abundrmt 
« ason for hvr terror. The youth to whom she was bctrotlied, 
resided in the city. A ye?r previous to this, he had left the 
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J 34 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

house of Mr. Hadwln, who was his uncle, unJ had removed 

to Philadelphia, in pursuit of fortune. 

He made himself clerk to a merchant, and by some mer- 
cantile adventures in which he had successfully engaged, 
began to flatter himself with being able, in no long time, to 
support a family. Meanwhile, a tender and constant corres- 
pondence was maintained between him and his beloved Susan. 
This girl was a soft enthusiast, in whose bosom devotion and 
love glowed with an ardour that has seldom been exceeded. 

The first tidings of the yellow fever, was heard by her with 
unspeakable perturbation. Wallace was interrogated, by 
letter, respecting its truth. For a time, he treated it as a 
vague report. At length, a confession was extorted from 
him that tliere existed a pestilential disease in the city, but, 
he added, that it was hitherto confined to one quarter, dis- 
tant from tlie place of his abode. 

The most pathetic intreaties, were urged by her that he 
would withdraw into the country. He declared his resolu- 
tion to comply when the street in which he lived should 
become infected, and his stay should be attended with real 
danger. He stated how nmch his interests depended upon 
the favour of his present employer, who had used the most 
powerful arguments to detain him, but declared that, when 
his situation should become, in the least degree, perillous, he 
would slight every consideration of gratitude and interest, 
and fly to Malverton. Meanwhile, he promised to commu- 
nicate tidings of his safety, by every opportunity. 

Belding, Mr. Hadwin's next neighbour, though net unin- 
fected by the general panic, persisted to visit the city daily 
with his market-cart. He set out by sun-rise, and usually 
returned by noon. By him a letter was punctually received 
by Susan. As the hour of Belding's return approached, her 
impatience and anxiety increased. The daily epistle was 
received and read, in a transport of eagerness. For a while, 
her emotion subsided, but returned with augmented vehe- 
mence at noon on the ensuing day. 



ARTI^UR MERVYN. 135 

These agitations were too vehement for a feeble constitu- 
tion like her's. She renewed her supplications to Wallace 
to quit the city. He repeated his assertions of being, 
hitherto, secure, and his promise of coming when the danger 
should be imminent. When Belding returned, and, instead 
of being accompanied by Wallace, merely brought a letter 
from him, the unhappy Susan would sink into fits of lamenta- 
tion and weeping, and repel every effort to console her with 
an obstinac) that partook of madness. It was, at length, 
manifest, that Wallace's delays would be fatally injurious to 
the health of his mistress. 

Mr. Hadwin had hitherto been passive. He conceived 
that the intreatics and remonstrances of his daughter were 
more likely to influence the conduct of Wallace, than any 
representations which he could make. Nov/, however, he wrote 
the contumacious Wallace a letter, in which he laid his 
commands upon him to return in company with Belding, and 
declared that by a longer delay, the youth would forfeit his 
favour. 

The malady had, at this time, made considerable progress. 
Belding's interest at length yielded to his fears, and this was 
the last journey which he proposed to make. Hence our 
impatience for the return of Wallace was augmented; since, 
if this opportunity were lost, no suitable conveyance might 
again be offered him. 

Belding set out, as usual, at the dawn of day. The cus- 
tomary interval between his departure and return, was spent 
by Susan, in a tunrailof hopes and fears. As noon approached 
her suspense arose to a pitch of wildntss and agony. Siie 
could scarcelv be restrained from runnin^: alon'.v the road, 
many miles, towards the city; that she might, by meeting 
Belding halfway, the sooner ascertain the fate of her lover. 
She stationed herself at a window which overlooked the road 
along which Belding was to pass. 

Her sister, and her father, th.ough less impatient, marked, 
with painful eagerness, the first ^oijnd of the approaching 



13^ ARTHUR MERVYN. 

vehicle. They snatched a look at it as soon as It appcnrcii 

in sight. Beldlng was without a companion. 

This confirmation of her fears, overwhelmed the unhappy 
Sus'in. She sunk into a fit, from which, for a lono- time, her 
recovery was hop-less. This was succeeded by paroxysms 
of a furious insanity, in which she attempted to snatch any 
p®iuted implement which lay within her reach, v/ith a view 
to destroy herself. These being carefully removed, or forci- 
bly wrested from her, she resigned herself to sobs and ex- 
clamations. 

Having interroq,ated Belding, he informed us tl:at he 
occupied his r.sual post in the market place; that heretofore, 
Wallace had duly sought him out, and exchanged letters; 
but, that on this morning, the young man had not made his 
appearance ; though Belding had been induced, by his wish 
to see him, to prolong his stay in the city, much beyond the 
usual period. 

Tliat some other cause than sickness had occasioned this 
omission, was barely possible. There was scarcely room for 
the most sanguine temper to indulge an hope. Wallace was 
without kindred, and probably without friends, in the city. 
The merchant, in whose service he had placed himself, was 
connected with him by no consideration but that of interest. 
What then must be his situation when seized with a malady 
"which all believed to be contagious ; and the fear of which, 
was able to dissolve the strongest ties that bind human being* 
together? 

I was personally a stranger to this youth, I had seen hig 
letters, and they bespoke, not indeed any great refinement or 
elevation of intelligence, but a frank and generous spirit, to 
•which I could not refuse my esteem; but his chief claim to 
my affection consisted in his consanguinity to Mr. Hadwin, 
and his place in the affections of Susan. His welfare was 
essential to the happiness of those, whose happiness had 
become essential to mine. I witnessed the outrages of des- 
pair in the daughter, and the symptoms of a deep, but less 



ARTHUR MERVVX. J37 

violent grief, In the sister and parent. Was it not possible 
for me to alleviate their pangs ? Could not the fate of Wal- 
lace be ascertained? 

This disease assailed men with different degrees of malig- 
nitv. In its worst form perhaps it was incurable; but in 
some of its modes, it was doubtless conquerable by the skill 
of physicians, and the fidelity of nurses. In its least formi- 
dable symptoms, negligence and solitude would render it 
fatal. 

Wallace might, perhaps, experience tlils pest in its most 
lenient degree: but the desertion of all mankind; the want, 
not'-only of medicines, but of food, would irrevocably seal his 
doom. My imagination was incessantly pursued by the 
image of this youth, perishing alone, and in obscurity; call- 
ing on the name of distant friends, or invoking, ineffectually, 
the succour of those who were near. 

Hitherto distress had been contemplated at a distance, and 
through the medium of a fancy delighting to be startled 
by the wonderful, or transported by sublimity. Now the 
calamity- had entered my own doors, imaginary evils were 
supplanted by real, and my heart was the seat of commi- 
seration and horror. 

I found myself unfit for recreation or employment. I 
shrouded myself in the gloom of the neighbouring forest, or 
lost myself in the maze of rocks and dells. I endeavoured, 
in vain, to shut out the phantoms of the dying Wallace, and 
to forget the spectacle of domestic woes. At length, it 
occurred to me to ask. May not this evil be obviated, and the 
felicity of the Hadwins re-established ? Wallace is friendless 
and succourlcss; but cannot I supply to hiiii the place of 
protector and nurse? Why not hasten to the city, search out 
his abode, and ascertain whether he be living or dead? If he 
still retain life, may I not, by consolation and atttndance, 
contribute to the restoration of his health, and conduct hici 
once more to the bosom of his family ? 



ijS ARTHUR MERVYN. 

With what transports will his iirrival be hailed? Hovr 
amply will their impatience and their sorrow be compensated 
by his return! In the spectacle of their joys, how rapturous 
and pure will be my delight 1 Do t!ie benefits which 1 have 
received from the Hadwins demand a less retribution than 
this? 

It is true, that my own life will be endangered; but my 
danger will be proportioned to the duration of my stay in this 
seat of infection. The death or the flight of Wallace may 
absolve me from the necessity of spending one night in the city. 
The rustics who dally frequent the market are, as experience 
proves, exempt from this disease; in consequence, perhaps, 
of limiting their continuance in the city to a few hours. 
May I not, in this respect, conform to their example, and 
tnjoy a similar exemption? 

My stay, however, may be longer than the day. I may be 
condemned to share in the common destiny. What then? 
Life is dependent on a thousand contingencies, not to be com- 
puted or foreseen. The seeds of an early and lingering death 
are sown in my constitution. It is vain to hope to escape tlie 
malady by which my mother and my brothers have died. We 
are a race, whose existence some inherent property has 
limited to the short space of twenty years. We are exposed, 
in common with the rest of mankind, to innumerable casual- 
ities; but if these be shunned, we are unalterably fated to- 
perish by consumption. Why then should I scruple to lay 
down my life in the cause of virtue and humanity? It is 
better to die, in the consciousness of having offered an 
heroic sacrifice; to die by a speedy stroke, than by the per- 
▼erseness of nature, in ignominious inactivity, and lingering 
agonies. 

These considerations determined mc to hasten to the city. 
To mention my purpose to the Hadwins would be useless or 
pernicious. It would only augment the sum of their present 
anxieties. I should meet with a thousand obstacles in the 
tenderness and terror of Eliza, and in the prudent affcctipn 



ARTHUR MERVVN. 13^ 

of her father. Their arguments I should be condemned to 
hear, but should not be able to confute; and sb.ould only- 
load myself with imputations of perverseness and temerity. 

But how else should I explain my absence ? I had hitherto 
preserved my lips untainted by prevarication or falsehood. 
Perhaps there was no occasion which would justify an un- 
truth ; but here, at least, it was superfluous or hurtful. My 
disappearance, if effected without notice or warning, will give 
birth to speculation and conjecture ; but my true motives 
•will never be suspected, and therefore will excite no fears. 
My conduct will not be charged with guilt. It will merely 
be thought upon with some regret, which will be alleviated 
by the opinion of my fafety, and the daily expectation of my 
return. 

But, since my purpose was to search out Wallace, I must 
be previously furnished with directions to the place of his 
abode, and a description of his person. Satisfaction ®n this 
head was easily obtained from Mr. Hadwin; who was 
prevented from suspecting the motives of my curiosity, by 
my questions being put in a manner apparently casual. He 
mentioned tse street, and the number of the house. 

I hstened with surprise. It was an house with which I was 
already familiar. He resided, it seems, with a merchant. Was 
it possible for me to be mistaken? 

What, I asked, was the merchant's name? 

Tbetford, 

This was a confirmation of my first conjecture. I recol- 
lected the extraordinary means by which I had gained access 
to the house and bed-chamber of this gentleman. 1 recal- 
led the person and appearance of the youth by whose artincet 
I had been intahgled in the snare. These artifices implied 
some domestic or confidential connection between Thetford 
and my guide. Wallace was a member of the fa'nily. 
Could it be he by whom I was betrayed? 

Suitable questions easily obtained from Hadwin a descrip- 
tion of the person and carnage of his nephew. Every cir- 



140 ARTHUR MERVYX. 

cumstance evlncecl the identity of their persons. Wallace, 
then, was the engaguig and sprightly youth whom I had en- 
countered at Lesher's; and who, for purposes not hitherto 
discoverable, had led me into a situation so romantic and 
perilous. 

I was far from suspecting that these purposes were crimi- 
nal. It was easy to infer that his conduct proceeded from 
juvenile wantonness, and a love of sport. My resolution was 
imaltcred by this disclosure ; and having obtained all the infor- 
mation which I needed, 1 secretly began my journey. 

My reflections, on the way, were sufRciently employed in 
tracing the consequences of my project; in computing the 
inconveniences and dangers to which I was preparing to sub- 
ject myself; in fortifying my courage against the influence 
of rueful sights and abrupt transitions; and in imagining 
the measures which it would be proper to pursue in every 
emergency. 

Connected as these views were with the family and cha- 
racter of Thetford, I could not but sometimes advert to those 
incidents v/hich formerly happened. The mercantile alliance 
between him and Welbeck was remembered; the allusions 
^vhich were made to the condition of the latter in the cham- 
ber conversation, of which I was an unsuspected auditor; and 
the relation which these allusions might possess with subse- 
quent occurrences. Welbeck's property was forfeited. It 
had been confided te the care of Thetford's brother. Had 
the case of this forfeiture been truly or thoroughly explained? 
Might not contraband articles have been admitted through 
the management, or under the ccnnivkuce of the brothers ; 
and might not the younger Thetford be furnished with the 
means of purchasing the captured vessel and lier cargo; 
which, as usual, would be sold by auction at a fifth or tenth 
of its real value? 

Welbeck was not alive to profit by the detection of this 
artifice, admitting these conclusions to be just. My know- 
ledge will be useless to the world; for by wUdt motives can 



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I be Infiuenced to publish the truth; or by whom will my 
smgle testimony be believed, in opposition to that plausible 
exterior, and, perhaps, to that general integrity which Thet- 
ford has nnlntained? To myself it will not be unprofitable. 
It is a lesson on the principles of human nature; on the delu- 
siveness of appearances ; on the perviousness of fraud ; and 
on the pov;er with which nature has invested human beings 
over the thoughts and actions of each other. 

Thetford and his frauds were dismissed from my thouglits, 
to give place to considerations relative to ClemeKza Lodi, 
ind the money which chance had thrown into my possession. 
Time had only confirmed my purpose to restore these bills to 
the rightful proprietor, and heightened my impatience to 
discover her retreat. I reflected, that the means of doing 
this were more likely to suggest themselves at the place to 
which I was going than elsewhere. I might, indeed, perish 
before my views, in this respect, could be accomplished. 
Against these evils, I had at present no power to provide. 
While I lived, I would bear perpetually about me the volume 
and its precious contents. If I died, a superior power must 
direct the course of this as of all other events. 



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ARTHUR IsIERVYN. 



CHAPTER XV. 



1 HESE meditations did not enfeeble my reso- 
lution, or slacken my pace. In proportion as I drew near the 
city, the tokens of its calamitous condition became more 
apparent. Every farm-house was filled with supernumerary 
tenants; fugitives from home; and haunting the skirts of 
the road, eager to detain every passenger with inquiries after 
news. The passengers were numerous; for the tide of emi- 
gration was by no means exhausted. Some were on foot, 
bearing in their countenances the tokens of their recent 
terror, and filled with mournful reflections on the forlorn- 
ness of their state. Few had secured to themselves an 
asylum ; some were without the m.eans of paying for victuals 
or lodging for the coming night; others, who were not 
thus destitute, yet knew not whither to apply for entertain- 
ment, every bouse being already over-stocked with inhabi- 
tants, or barring its inhospitable doors at their approach. 

Families of weeping mothers, and dismayed cliilJren, 
attended with a few pieces of indispensable furniture, were 
carried in vehicles of every form. The parent or husband 
had perisiied ; and the price of some moveable, or the pittance 
handed forth by public charity, had been expended to pur- 
chase the means of retiring from this theatre of disasters; 
though uncertain and hopeless of accommodation in the 
neighbouring districts. 



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Between these and the fuijitives whom curiosity had led 
to the road, dialogues frequently took place, to which I was 
suffered to listen. From every mouth the tale of sorrow was 
repeated with new aggravations. Pictures of their own dis- 
tress, or of that of their neighbours, were exhibited in all the 
hues which imagination can annex to pestilence and poverty. 

My preconceptions of the evil now appeared to have fallen 
short of the truth. The dangers into which I was rushing, 
seemed more numerous and imminent than 1 had previously 
imagined. I v/avercd not in my purpose. A panick crepe 
to my heart, which more vehement exertions were necessary 
to subdue or control; but I harboured not a momentary 
doubt that the course which I had taken was prescribed by 
duty. There was no difficulty or reluctance in proceeding. 
All for which my efforts were demanded, was to walk in this 
path without tumult or alarm. 

Various circumstances had hindered me from setting out 
upon this journey as early as was proper. My frequent pauses 
to listen to the narratives of travellers, contributed likewise 
to procrastination. The sun had nearly set before I reached 
the precincts of the city. I pursued the track which I had 
formerly taken, and entered High-street after night-fall. 
Instead of equipages and a throng of passengers, the voice of 
levity and glee, which I had formerly observed, and which 
the mildness of the season would, at other times, have pro- 
duced, I found nothing but a dreary solitude. 

The market-place, and each side of this magnificent ave- 
nue were illuminated, as before, by lamps; but between th« 
verge of Schuylkill and the heart of the city, I met not more 
than a dozen figures; and these were ghost-like, wrapt in 
cloaks, from, behind which theycastupon me glances of wonder 
and suspicion; and, as I approached, changed their course, to 
avoid touching me. Their clothes v/ere sprinkled with vine- 
gar; and their nostrils defended from contagion by soma 
powerful perfume. 



144 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

I cast a look upon the houses, which I recollected to haw 
formerly been, at this hour, brilliant with lights, resounding 
^vith lively voices, and thronged with busy faces. Now they 
■were closed, above and below ; dark, and without tokens of 
being inhabited. From the upper windows of some, a gleam 
sometimes fell upon the pavement I was traversing, and 
shewed that their tenants had not fled, but were secluded or 
disabled. 

These tokens were new, and awakened all my panicks. 
Death seemed to hover over this scene, and I dreaded that 
the floating pestilence had already lighted on my frame. I had 
scarcely overcome these tremors, when I approached an house, 
the door of which was open, and before w^hich stood a vehicle^ 
which I presently recognized to be an hearse. 

The driver was seated on it. I stood still to mark his 
visage, and to observe the course which he proposed to take. 
Presently a coffin, borne by two men, issued from the house. 
The driver was a negro, but his companions were white. Their 
features were marked by ferocious indifference to danger or 
pity. One of them as he assisted in thrusting the coffin into 
the cavity provided for it, said, I'll be damned if I think the 
^p.or.dog was quite dead. It wasn't X.\\t fever that ailed him, 
but the sight of the girl and her mother on the floor. I won- 
der how they all got into that room. What carried them 
there ? 

The other surlily muttered. Their legs to be sure. 

But what should they hug together in one room for? 

To save us trouble to be sure. 

And I thank them with all my heart; but damn it, It 
wisn't right to put him in his coffin before the breath was 
fairly gone. I thought the lust look he gave me, told me to 
st:iy a few minutes. 

Pshaw 1 lie could not live. The sooner dead the better 
for him; as well as for us. Did you mark how he eyed us, 
when we carried away his wife and daughter? I never cried 
in my life, s'.nce 1 was knee-higli, but curse me if I ever felt 



ARTHUR MERV7N. 145 

in i>f ttcr tunc for the business than just then. Hey ! conti- 
nued he, looking up, and observing me standing a few pacei 
distant, and listening to their discourse, What's wanted? 
Any body dead ? 

I stayed not to answer or parly, but hurried forward. My 
joints trembled, and cold drops stood on my forehead. I was 
ashamed of my own infirmity ; and by vigorous efforts of 
my reason, regained some degree of composure. The even- 
ing had now advanced, and it behoved me to procure accom- 
modation at some of the inns. 

These were easily distinguished by their signs, but many 
were without inhabitants. At length, I lighted upon one, 
the hall ©f which was open, and the windows lifted. After 
knocking for some time, a young girl appeared, with many 
marks of distress. In answer to my question, she answered 
that both her parents were sick, and that they could receive 
no one. I inquired, in vain, for any other tavern at which 
strangers might be accommodated. She knew of none such ; 
and left me, on some one's calling to her from above, in the 
midst of my embarrassment. After a moment's pause, I re* 
turned, discomforted and perplexed, to the street. 

I proceeded, in a considerable degree, at random. At 
length, I reached a spacious building, in Fourth-street, which 
the sign-post shewed me to be an inn. I knocked loudly and 
often at the door. At length, a female opened the window 
of the second story, an J, in a tone of peevishness, demanded 
•what I wanted? I told her that I wanted lodging. 

Go hunt for it somewhere else, said she ; you'll find none 
here. I began to expostulate ; but she shut the window with 
quickness, and left me to my own reflections. 

I began now to feel some regret at the journey I had 
taken. Never, in the depth of caverns or forests, was I 
equally conscious of loneliness. I was surrounded by the 
kabitations of men ; but I was destitute of associate or friend. 
I had money, but an horse shelter, or a morsel of food, 
could not be purchased. I came for the purpose of relieving 



146 ARTHUR lAIERVYN. 

others, but stood in the utmost need myself. Even In health 
my condition was helpless and forlorn ; but what would 
become of me, should this fatal malady be contracted. To 
hope that an asylum would be afforded to a sick man, which 
was denied to one in health, was unreasonable. 

The first impulse which flowed from these reflections, was 
to hasten back to Malverton; which, with sufficient dili- 
gence, I might hope to regain before the morning light. I 
could not, methought, return upon my steps with too much 
speed. I was prompted to run, as if the pest was rushing 
upon me, and could be eluded only by the most precipitate 
flight. 

This impulse was quickly counteracted by new ideas. I 
thought with indignation and shame on the imbecility of my 
proceeding. I called up the images of Susan Hadwin, and 
of Wallace. I reviewed the motives which had led me to 
the undertaking of this journey. Time had, by no means, 
diminished their force. 1 had, incleed, nearly arrived at the 
accomplishment of what I had intended. A few steps would 
carry me to Thetford's habitation. This might be the cri- 
tical moment, when succour was most needed, and would 
be most efficacious. 

1 had previously concluded to defer going thither till the 
enusing morning; but why should 1 allow myself a moment's 
delay? 1 might at least gain an external view of the house, 
and circumstances might arise, which would absolve me from 
the obligation of remaining an hour longer in the city. All 
for which 1 came might be performed; the destiny of Wal- 
lace be ascertained; and I be once more safe within tlie pre- 
cincts of Mjlverton before the return of day. 

I immediately directed my steps towards the habitation 
of Thctford. Carriages bearing the dead were frequently- 
discovered. A few passengers likewise occurred, whose 
hasty and perturbed steps, denoted their participation In the 
common distress. The house, of which I was in quost, 



ARTHUR MERVYN. ^147 

quickly appeared. Light, from an upper window, indicated 
that it was still inhabited. 

I paused a moment to reflect in what manner it became 
me to proceed. To ascertain the existence and condition of 
Wallace was the purpose of my journey. He had inhabited 
this house; and whether he remained in it, was now to be 
known. I felt repugnance to enter, since my safety might, 
by entering, be unawares and uselessly endangered. Most of 
the neighbouring houses were apparently deserted. In some 
there were various tokens of people being within. Might I 
not inquire, at one of these, respecting the condition of Thet- 
ford's family ? Yet why should I disturb them by inquiries so 
impertinent, at this unseasonable hour? To knock at Thet- 
ford's door, and put my questions to him who should obey 
the signal, was the obvious method. 

I knocked dubiously and lightly. No one cam?. I knocked 
again, and more loudly ; I likewise drew the bell. I distinctly 
heard its distant peals. If any were within, my signal could 
not fail to be noticed. I paused, and listened, but neither 
voice nor foot-steps could be heard. The light, though ob- 
scured by window curtains, which seemed to be drawn close, 
was still perceptible. 

I ruminated on the causes that might hinder my summons 
from being obeyed. I figured to myself nothing but the 
helplessness of disease, or the inserisibllity of death. Tliese 
images only urged me to persist in endeavouring to obtain 
admission. Without weighing the consequences of my act, 
I involuntarily lifted the latch. The door yielded to mj 
hand, and I put my feet within the passage. 

Once more I paused. The passage was of considerable 
extent, and at the end of it I perceived light as from a lam.p 
or candle. This impelled me to go forward, till I reached 
the foot of a stair-case. A candle stoocfupon the lowest step. 

This was a new proof that the house was not deserted. I 
struck my heel against the floor with some violence ; but this, 
like my former signals, was unnoticed. Having proceeded 



1^8 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

thus far, it would have been absurd to retire with my pur- 
pose uneffected. Taking the candle in my hand, I opened 
a door that was near. It led into a spacious parlour, furnished 
■with profusion and splendour. I walked to and fro, gazing 
at the objects which presented themselves; and involved in 
perplexity, I knocked with my heel louder than ever; but 

00 less ineffectually. 

Notwithstanding the lights which I had seen, it was pos- 
sible that the house was uninhabited. This 1 was resolved 
to ascertain, by proceeding to the chamber which I had 
observed, from without, to be illuminated. This chamber, 
as far as the comparison of circumstances would permit me 
to decide, I believed to be the same in which 1 had passed the 
ilrst ni-^ht of my late abode in the city. Now was I, a second 
time, in almostequal ignorance of my situation, andof the con- 
sequences which impended exploring my way to the same 
recess. 

I mounted the stair. As I approached the door of which 

1 was in search, a vapour, infectious and deadly, assailed my 
senses. It resembled nothing of which I had ever before 
been sensible. Many odours had been met with, even since 
my arrival in the city, less supportable than this. I seemed 
not so much to smell as to taste the element that now encom- 
passed me. 1 felt as if I had inhaled a poisonous and subtle 
fluids whose power instantly bereft my stomach of all vigour. 
Some fatal influence appeared to seize upon my vitals; and 
the work of corrosion and decomposition to be busily begun. 

For a moment, I doubted whether imagination had not 
fome share in producing my sensation ; but I had not been 
previously panick-struck; and even now I attended to my 
own sensations without mental discomposure. That I had 
imbibed this disease was not to be questioned. So far the 
chances in my favour were annihilated. The lot of sickness 
was drawn. 

Whether my case would be lenient or malignant; whe- 
ther I should recover or perish, was to be left to the decision 



ARTHUR MERVVN. 149 

of the future. This Incident, Instead of appnlling me, tended 
rather to invigorate my courage. The danger which 1 feared 
had come. I might enter with indifference, on this theatre 
of pestilence, I might execute without faultering, the duties 
that my circumstances might create. My state was no longer 
hazardous ; and my destiny would be totally uninfluenced by 
my future conduct. 

The pan^- with which I was first seized, and the momentary 
inclination to vomit, which it produced, presently subsided. 
My wholesome feelings, indeed, did not revisit me, but 
strength to proceed was restored to me. The enluvia became 
more sensible as 1 approached the door of the chamber. The 
door was ajar; and the light within was perceived. My 
belief, that those within were dead, was presently confuted 
by a sound, which I first supposed to be that of steps moving 
quickly and timorously across the floor. This ceased, and 
was succeeded by sounds of different, but inexplicable 
import. 

Having entered the apartment, I saw a candle on the 
hearth. A table was covered with vials and other apparatus 
of a sick chamber. A bed stood on one side, the curtain of 
which was dropped at the foot, so as to conceal any one 
within. I fixed my eyes upon this object. There were suf- 
ficient tokens that some one lay upon the bed. Breath, drawn 
at long intervals; mutterings scarcely audible; and a tremu- 
lous motion in the bedstead, were fearful and intelligible 
indications. 

If my heart faultered, it must not be supposed that my 
trepidations arose from any selfish considerations. Wallace 
only, the object of my search, was present to my fancy. 
Pervaded with remembrance of the Hadwin's; of the agonies 
which they had already endured ; of the despair which would 
overwhelm the unhappy Susan, when the death of her lover 
should be ascertained; observant of the lonely condition of 
this house, whence I could only infer that the iick had been 
denied suitable attendance; and reminded by the svmptoms 
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150 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

that appeared, that this being was struggling with the agonlci 
of death ; a sickness of the heart, more insupportable than 
that which I had just experienced stole upon me. 

My fancy readily depicted the progress and completion of 
this tragedy. Wallace was the first of the family on whom 
the pestilence had seized. Thetford had fled from his habi- 
tation. Perhaps, as a father and husband, to shun the danger 
attending his stay, was the injunction of his duty. It was 
questionless the conduct which selfish regards would dictate. 
Wallace was left to perish alone ; or, perhaps, which indeed 
was a supposition somewhat justified by appearances, he had 
been left to the tendence of mercenary wretches ; by whom, 
at this desperate moment he had been abandoned. 

I was not mindless of the possibility that these forebodings, 
specious as they were, might be false. The dying person 
might be some other than Wallace. The whispers of my 
hope were, indeed, faint; but they, at least, prompted me to 
snatch a look at the expiring man. For this purpose, I ac!- 
Tanced and thrust my head within the curtain. 



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ARTHUR MERVYN. 



CHAPTER XVI. 



1 HE features of one whom I had se;n so transiently 
as Wallace, may be imagined to be not easily recognized, 
especially when those features were tremulous and deathful. 
Here, however, the differences were too conspicuous to mis- 
lead me. I beheld one to whom I could recollect none that 
bore resemblance. Though ghastly and livid, the traces of 
intelligence and beaut)'^ were undefaced. The life of Wal- 
lace was of more value to a feeble individual, but surely the 
Ifeeing that was stretched before me and who was hastening to 
his last breath was precious to thousands. 

Was he not one in whose place I would willingly have 
died? The offering was too late. His extremities were 
already cold. A vapour, noisome and contagious, hovered 
over him. The fiutterings of his pulse had ceased. His exis- 
tence was about to close amidst convulsion and pangs. 

I withdrew my gaze from this object, and walked to a 
table. I was nearly unconscious of my movements. TiTy 
thoughts were occupied with contemplations of the train of 
horrors and disasters that pursue the race of man. My musings 
were quickly internjpted by the sight of a small cabinet the 
hinges of which were broken and the lid half-raised. In the 
present state of my thoughts, I wsls prone to suspect the 
worst. Here were traces of pillage. Some casual or mer- 
cenary attendant, had not only contributed to hasten the 
4cath of the patient, but had rifled his property and fled. 



152 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

This suspicion would, perhaps, have yielded to mature 
reflections, if I had been suffered to reflect. A moment 
scarcely elapsed, when some appearance in the mirror, which 
hung over the table, called my attention. It was a human 
figure, nothing could be briefer than the glance that I fixed 
upon this apparition, yet there was room enough for the 
vague conception to suggest itself, that the dying man had 
started from his bed and was approaching me. Tliis belief 
was, at the same instant, confuted, by the survey of his form 
and garb. One eye, a scar upon his cheek a tawny skin, a 
form grotesquely misproportioned, brawny as Hercules, and 
habited inlivery, composed, as it were, the parts of one view. 
To perceive, to fear, and to confront this apparition were 
blended into one sentiment. I turned towards him with the 
swiftness of lightning, but my speed was useless to my safety. 
A blow upon my temple was succeeded by an utter oblivion 
of thought and of feeling. I sunk upon the floor prostrate 
and senseless. 

My insensibility might be mistaken by observers for death, 
yet some part of this interval was haunted by a fearful dream. 
I conceived myself lying on the brink of a pit whose bottom 
the eye could not reach. My hands and legs were fettered, 
so as to disable me from resisting two grim and gigantic 
figures, who stooped to lift me from the earth. Their pur- 
pose methoHghc was to cast me into this abyss. My terrors 
were unspeakable, and I struggled with such force, that my 
bonds snapt and I found myself at liberty. At this moment 
my senses returned and 1 opened my eyes. 

The memory of recent events was, for a time, effaced by 
my visionary horrors. I was conscious of transition from 
one state of being to another, b it my imagination was still 
filled with images of danger. The bottomless gulf and my 
gigantic persecutors were still dreaded. I looked up with 
eagerness. Beside me [discovered three fit.;ures, whose cha- 
racter or ofllce were ex])l lined by ac^flin of pine-boards which 
lay upon the floor. One ^.tood with hammer and nails in his 



ARTHUR MERVYX. 153 

hand, as ready to replace and fasten the Ikl of the cofEn, as 
soon as its burthen should be received. 

I attempted to rise from the floor, but my head was dizzy 
and my sight confused. Perceiving me revive, one of the 
men, assisted me to regain my feet. The mist and confu- 
sion presently vanished, so as to allow me to stand unsup- 
ported and to move. I once more gazed at my attendants, 
and recognized the three men, whom I had met in High- 
street, and whose conversation I have mentioned that I over- 
heard. I looked again upon the cofiin. A wavering recol- 
lection of the incidents that led ine hither and of the stun- 
ning blow which I had received, occurred to me. I saw 
into what error, appearances had misled these men, and shud- 
dered to reflect, by what hair-breadth means I had escaped 
being buried alive. 

Before the men had time to interrogate me, or to comment 
upon my situation, one entered the apartment whose habit 
and mein tended to incourage me. The stranger was cha- 
racterised by an aspect full of composure and benignity, a 
face in which the serious lines of age were blended with the 
ruddiness and smoothness of youth, and a garb that bespoke 
that religious profession, with whose benevolent doctrines 
the example of Hadwin had rendered me familiar. 

On observing me on my feet, he betrayed marks of sur- 
pr'.se and Satisfaction. He addressed me in a tone of mild- 

Yo.mg man, said he, what is thy condition? Art thou 
sick t If tliou art, thou must consent to receive the best 
treatment which the times will afford. These men will 
convey thee to the hospital at Bush-Hill. 

The mention of that contagious and abhorred receptacle, 
inspired me with some degree of energy. No, said I, 1 am 
not sick, a violent blow reduced me to this situation. I shall 
presently recover strength enough to leave tliij spot, wltiiout 
assistance. 



154 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

He looked at me, with an Incredulous but compassionate 
air : I fear thou dost deceive tliyself or me. The necessity 
of going to the hospital is much to be regretted, but on the 
uhole it is best. Perhaps, indeed, thou hast kindred or 
friends who will take care of thee. 

No, said I ; neitlier kindred nor friends. I am a stranger 
in the city. I do not even know a single being. 

Alas ! returned the stranger with a sigh, thy state is sor- 
rowful — but how earnest thou hither? continued he, looking 
around him, and whence comest thou ? 

I came from the country. I reached the city, a few hours 
ago. I was in search of a friend who lived in this house. 

Thy undertaking was strangely hazardous and rash : but 
■who is the friend thou seekest ? Was it he who died in 
that bed, and whose corpse has just been removed? 

The men now betrayed some impatience ; and inquired of 
the last comer, whom they called Mr. Estwick, what they 
were to do. He turned to me, and asked if I were willing 
10 be conducted to the hospital ? 

I assured him that 1 was free from disease, and stood 
in no need of assistance ; adding, that my feeblenefs was 
owing to a stunning blow received from a ruffian on my 
temple. The marks of this blow were conspicuous, and 
after some hesitation he dismissed the men ; who, lifting 
the empty coffin on their flioulders, disappeared. 

He now invited me to descend into the parlour: for, said 
he, the air of this room is deadly. I feel already as it 1 
should have reason to repent of having entered it. 

He now inquired into the cause of those appearances which 
he had witnessed. I explained my situation as clearly and 
succinctly as I was able. 

After ponderilig, in silence, on my ftory : — I see how it 
is, said he : the person whom thou sawest in the agonies of 
death was a stranger. He was attended by his servant and 
an hired nurse. His master's death being certain, the nurse 
was dispatched by the servant to procure a coffin. He pro- 



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ARTHUR MERVYN. 155 

bjibly chose that opportunity to rifle his master's trunk, that 
stood upon the table. Thy unseasonable entrance interrupted 
him ; and he designed, by the blow which he gave thee, to 
secure his retreat before the arrival of an hearse. I knovr 
the man, and the apparition thou hast so well described, was 
his. Thou sayest that a friend of thine lived in this house— 
Thou hast come too late to be of service. The whole family 
have perished — Not one was suffered to escape. 

This intelligence was fatal to my hopes. It required some 
efforts to subdue my rising emotions. Compassion not only 
for Wallace, but for Thetford, his father, his wife and his 
child ; caused a passionate effusion of tears. 1 was ashamed 
of this useless and child-like sensibility; and attempted to 
apologize to my companion. The sympathy, however, had 
proved contagious, and the stranger turned away his face to 
hide his own tears. 

Niiy, said he, in answer to my excuses, there is no need 
to be ashamed of thy emotion. Merely to have known this 
family, and to have witnessed their deplorable fate, is suf- 
ficient to melt the moft obdurate heart. I suspect that thou 
wast united to some one of this family, by ties of tenderness 
like those which led the unfortunate Maravegli hither. 

This suggestion was attended, in relation to myself, with 
some degree of obscurity; but my curiosity was somewhat 
excited by the name that he had mentioned. I inquired into 
the character and situation of this person, and particularly 
respecting his connection with this family. 

Maravegli, answered he, was the lover of the eldest 
daughter and already betrothed to her. The whole family, 
consisting- of helpless females, had placed themselves under 
his peculiar guardianship. Mary Walpole and her children 
enjoyed in him an husband and a father. 

The name of Walpole, to which I was a stranger, sug- 
gested doubts which I hastened to communicate. I am 
in search, said I, not of a female friend, though not devoid 



15^ ARTHUR MERVYN. 

of interest in the welfare of Thetford and his family. My 

principal concera is for a youth, by name, Wallace. 

He looked at me with surprise. Thetford 1 this is not his 
abode. He changed his habitation some weeks previous to 
the fever. Those who last dwelt under this roof were an 
English woman, and seven daughters. 

This detection of my error somewhat consoled me. It 
was still possible that Wallace was alive and in safety. I 
eagerly inquired whither Thetford had removed, and whe- 
ther he had any knowledge of his present condition. 

They had removed to number , in Market-street. 

Concerning their state he knew nothing. His acquaintance 
with Thetford was imperfect. Whether he had left the city 
or had remained, he was wholly uninformed. 

It became me to ascertain the truth in these respects. I 
was preparing to offer my parting thanks to the person by 
whom I had been so highly benefitted ; since, as he now 
informed, it was by his interposition that I was hindered from 
being inclosed alive in a coffin. He was dubious of my true 
condition, and peremptorily commanded the followers of the 
hearse to desist. A delay of twenty minutes, and some 
medical application, would, he believed, determine whether 
my life was extinguished or suspended. At the end of this 
time, happily, my senses were reco^iered. 

Seeing my intention to depart he inquired why, and whither 
I was going? Having heard my answer. Thy design re- 
sumed he, is highly indiscrete and rash. Nothing will sooner 
generate this fever than fatigue and anxiety. Thou hast 
rxarccly recovered from the blow so lately received. Instead 
of being useful to others this precipitation will only disable 
t!)y:iL'If. Instead of roaming the streets and inhaling this 
unwholesome air, thou hadst better betake thyself to bed 
and try to obtain some sleep. In the morning, thou wilt be 
better qualified to a'.icertuln the f:ite of thy friend, and afford 
J^m the relief wliich he shkll want. 



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I could not but admit the reasonableness of these remon- 
strances, but where should a chamber and bed be sought? 
It was not likely that a new attempt to procure accommoda- 
tion at the Inns would succeed better than the former. 

Thy state, replied he, is sorrowful. I have no house to 
"which I can lead thee. I divide my chamber and even my 
bed with another, and my landlady could not be prevailed upon 
to admit a stranger. What thou wilt do, I know not. This 
house has no one to defend it. It was purchased and furnished 
by the last possessor, but the whole family, including mistress 
children and servants, were cut off in a single week. Per- 
haps, no one in America can claim the property. Meanwhile 
plunderers are numerous and active. An house thus totally 
deserted, and replenished with valuable furniture will, I fear, 
become their prey. To night, nothing can be done towards 
rendering it secure, but staying in it. Art thou willing to 
remain here till the morrow ? 

Every bed in the house has probably sustained a dead per- 
son. It would not be proper, therefore, to lie in any one of 
them. Perhaps, thou mayest find some repose upon this car- 
pet. It is, at least, better than the harder pavement, and 
the open air. 

This proposal, after some hesitation, I embraced. He was 
preparing to leave me, promising, if life were spared to him, 
to return early in the morning. My curiosity respecting the 
person whose dying agonies I had witnessed, prompted me to 
detain him a few minutes. 

Ahl said he, this perhaps, is the only one of many victims to 
this pestilence whose loss the remotest generations may have 
reason to deplore. He was the only dcsccndent of an illus- 
trious houfe of Venice. He has been devoted from his child- 
hood to the acquisition of knowledge and the practice of vir- 
tue. He came hither, as an enlightened observer, and after 
traversing the country, conversing with all the men in it 
eminent for their talents or their office; and collecting a 
fund of observations, whose solidity and justice have scl- 



158 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

dom been paralleled, he embarked, three months ago, for 

Europe. 

Previously to his departure, he formed a tender connection 
"with the eldest daughter of this family. The mother and 
her children had recently arrived from England. So many 
faultless women, both mentally and personally considered, it 
was not my fortune to meet with before. This youth well 
deserved to be adopted into this family. He proposed to 
return with the utmost expediroii to his native country, and 
after the settlement of his affairs, to hasten back to America, 
and ratify his contract with Fanny Walpole. 

The ship in which he embarked, had scaixely gone twenty- 
leagues to sea, before she was disabled by a storm, and oblig- 
ed to return to port. He posted to New- York, to gain a pas- 
sage in a packet shortly to sail. Meanwhile this malady 
prevailed among us. Mary Walpole was hindered by her 
ignorance of the nature of that evil which assailed us, and 
the counsel of injudicious friends, from taking the due pre- 
cautions for her safety. She hesitated to fly till flight was 
rtjulered impracticable. Here death added to the helplss- 
ness and distraction of the family. They were successively 
seized and destroyed *by the same pest. 

Maravrgli was apprised of their danger. He allowed the 
packet to depart without him, and hastened to the rescue of 
the Walpoles from the perils which encompassed them. He 
arrived in this city time enough to witness the interment of 
the last survivor. In the sanie hour lie was seized himself 
by this disease : the catastrophe is known to thee. 

I will now leave thee to thy repose. Sleep is no less need- 
ful to myself than to thee: for this is the second night which 
has past Without it — Saying this, my companion took his 
leave. 

1 now enjoyed leisure to review my situation, I experi- 
enced no inclination to sleep. I lay down tor a moment, 
but my comfortless sensations and restless contemplations 
would n^ permit me to rest. Before 1 entered this roof, I 



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I was tormented with hunger, bat my craving had given 
place to inquietude and loathing. I paced, in thoughtful and 
anxious mood, across the floor of the apartment. / 

I mused upon the incidents related by Estwick, upon the 
exterminating nature of this pestilence, and on the horrors 
of which it was productive. I compared the experience of 
the last hours, with those pictures which my imagination 
had drawn in the retirements of Ma\'ert?n, I wondered at 
the contrariety that exists between the scenes cf the city and 
the country; and festered with more zeal than ever, the 
resolution to avoid these seats of depravity and danger. 

Concerning my own destiny, however, I entertained no 
doubt. My nev>' sensations assured me that m,y stomach had 
received this cerosive poison. Whether I should die or live 
was easily decided. The sickness which assiduous atten- 
dence and powerful prescriptions might remove, would, by 
negligence and soliiude, be rendered fatal : but from whom 
could I expect medical or friendly treatment? 

I had indeed a roof over my head. I should not perish 
in the public wa\ : bat what was my ground for Japing to 
continue under this roof? My sickness being suspected, I 
should be dragged in a cart to the hospital; where should, 
indeed die ; but not with the consolation of loneliness and 
silence. Dying groans were the only music, and livid corpses 
were the only spectacle to which I should there be intro- 
duced. 

Immured in these dreary meditations, the night passed 
away. The li ^\\X. glancing through the window awakened 
in my bosnm a gleam of cheerfuln.^ss. Contrary to my 
expectations, my feelhi^s were not more d stemj^ered, not- 
withstanding my want of sleep, than on the 1 *st evening. 
This was a token that my state was far from being so des- 
perate as I suspected. It was possible, I thought, that this 
was the worst indisposition to which I was liable. 

Meanwhile the coming of Estwick was impatiently ex- 
pected. The sun arose, and the m.orning advanc^, but he 



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came not. I remembered that he talked of having reason to 
repent his visit to this house. Perhaps, he likewise, was 
sick, and that this was the cause of his delay. This man's 
kindness had even my love. If I had known the way to his 
dwelling, I should have hastened thither, to inquire into his 
condition, and to perform for him every office that humanity 
might enjoin, but he had not aiTorded me any information 
on that head. 



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ARTHUR MERVYN. 



CHAPTER ZVII. 



1 T v.-as now incunbent on me to seek the habi- 
tation of Thet/or.l. To leave this house accessible to every 
passcn;^er appeared to be imprudent. I had no key by 
which I might lock the principal door. I therefore bolted 
it on the iniide, and passed through a window, the shutters 
of whlcli 1 closed, though I could not fasten after me. Tliis 
led me into a spacious court, at the end of which was a brick 
wall; over which I leap^^d into the strcrt. This was the 
means by v,^hich I had fonncr'y escaped from the same 
precincts. 

The streets, as I passed, were desolate and silent. I 
The largest computation made the number of fugitives 
two-thirds of %ie whole people ; yet, judging by the 
universal desolation, it seemed, as if the solitude were 
nearly absolute. That so many of the houses were closed, 
I was obliged to ascribe to the cessation of traffic, 
which made the opening of their windows useless, and 
the terror of infection, which made the inhabitants seclude 
themselves from the observation of each other. 

I proceeded to search .out the house to wliich Estwjck had 
directed me, as the ubo.le of Thetford. What was my con- 
st^rnat'on when I found it to be the same, at the door of 
which the convers;ition took place, of which i had been an 
auditor on the kst evening-. 



1 62 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

I recalled the scene, of which a rude sketch had been given 
by the hearse-men. If such were the fate of the master of 
the family, abounding with money and friends, what could 
be hoped for the moneyless and friendless Wallace? The 
house appeared to be vacant and silent; but these tokens 
might deceive. There was little room for hope ; but cer- 
tainty was wanting, and might, perhaps, be obtained by enter- 
ing the house. In some of the upper rooms a wretched being- 
might be immured; by whom the information, so earnestly 
desired, might be imparted, and to whom my presence might 
bring relief; not only from pestilence, but famine. For a 
moment, I forgot my own necessitous condition ; and reflected 
not that abstinence had already undermined my strength. 

1 proceeded to knock at the door. That my signal was 
unnoticed, produced no surprize. The door was unlocked, 
and I opened. At this moment my attention Avas attracted 
by the opening of another door near me. I looked, and per- 
ceived a man issuing forth from an house at a small distance. 

It now occurred to me, that the information which I sought 
might possibly be gained from one of Thetford's neighbours. 
7'his person was aged, but seemed to have lost neither cheer- 
fulness nor vigour. He had an air of intrepidity and calm- 
ness. It soon appeared that I was the object of his curiosity. 
He had, probably, marked my deportment through some 
window of his dwelling, and had come forth to make inquiries 
into the motives of my conduct. 

He courteously saluted me. You seem, said he, to be In 
search of some one. If I can afford you the information you 
want, you will be welcome to it. 

Encouraged by this address, 1 mentioned the nameof Thet- 
ford ; and added my fears that he had not escaped the gene- 
ral calamity. 

It IS true, said he. Yesterday himself, his wife, and his child 
were in an hopeless condition. I saw them in the evening, 
and expected not to find them alive this morning. As soon 
ai it was light, however, I visited the house again ; but found 



ARTHUR MERVYN. 163 

it empty. 1 suppose they must have died, and been removed 
in the night. 

Though anxious to ascertain the destiny of Wallace, I 
was unwilling to put direct questions. shuddered, ^vhile I 
longed to know the truth. 

Why, said I, falteringly, did he not seasonably withdraw 
from the city ? Surely he had the means of purchasing an 
asylum in the country. 

I can scarcely tell you, he answered. Some infetuation 
appeared to have seized him. No one was more timorous; 
but he seemed to think himself safe, as long as he avoided 
contact with infected persons. He was likewise, I believe, 
detained by a regard to his interest. His flight would net 
have been more injurious to his affairs, than it was to those 
of others; but gain was, in his eyes, the supreme good. He 
intended ultimately to withdraw ; but his escape to-day, gave 
him new courage to encounter the perils of to-morrov/. He 
deferred his departure from day to day, till it ceased to be 
practicable. 

His family, said I, was numerous. It consisted of more 
than his wife and children. Perhaps these retired in sufncient 
season. 

Yes, said he ; his father left the house at an early psriod. 
One or two of the servants likewise forsook him. Oiic 
girl, more faithful and heroic than the rest, resisted the 
remonstrances of her parents and friends, and resolved to 
adhere to him in every fortune. She was anxious that tliC 
family should fly from danger, and would willingly have fled 
in their company; but while they stayed, it was her immova- 
ble resolution not to abandon them. 

Alas, poor girl 1 She knew not of what stuff the heart of 
Thetford was made. Unhappily, she was the first to become 
sick. I question much whether her disease was pestilential. 
It was, probably, a slight indisposition; which, in a few days, 
would have vanished of itself, or Lave reidily yielded to 
suitable treatment. 



i64 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

Thetford was transfixed with terror. Instead of summon- 
ing a physician, to ascertain the nature of Ijcr symptoms, he 
called a negro and his cart from Bush-hill. In vain the neigh- 
bours interceded for this unhappy victim. In vain she im- 
plored his clemency, and asserted the lightness of her indis- 
position. She besought him to allow her to send to her 
mother, who resided a few miles in the country, who would 
hasten to her succour, and relieve h';m and his faniily from 
the danger and trouble of nursing her. 

The man was lunatic with apprehension. He rejected her 
intreaties, though urged in a manner that would have sub- 
duei an heart of iVnt. The girl was innocent, and amiable, 
and courageous, but enterta'ned an unconquerable dread of 
the hospital. Finding intreaties ineffectual, she exerted all 
her strength in opposition to the man who lifted her into the 
cart. 

Finding that her strug^^les availed nothing, she resigned 
herself to despair. In going to the hospital, she believed her- 
self led to certain d^ath, and to the sulTjrance of every evil 
which the known inhumanity of its attendents could inflict. 
This state of mind, added to exposure to a noon-day sun, in 
an open vehicle ; moving, for a mlh, over a rugged pave- 
ment, was sufricient to destroy her. I was not surprised to 
hear that she died the next day. 

Th's proceeding was suiTiciently iniquitous ; yet it ^vas not 
the worst act of this man. The rank and education of the 
young woman, might be some apology for negligence ; but 
his clerk, a youth who seemed to enjoy his coniidencc, and 
to be treated by his family, on the footing of a brotlier or son, 
fell sick on the next night, and was treated in the same 
manner. 

These tidings struck me to the heart. A burst of indig- 
nation and sorrow filled my eves. I could scarcely stifle my 
emotion sufficiently toask, Of whom, sir, do you speak ? Was 
the name of the youth — his name — was — 



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■ ARTHUR MERVYIC. 165 

His name was Wallace. I see that you have some interest 
in his fate. He was one whom I loved. I would have given 
half my fortune to procure him accommodation under some 
hospitable roof. His attack was violent ; but still, his reco- 
very, if he had been suitably attended, was possible. That 
he should survive removal to the hospital, and the treatment 
he must receive when there, was not to be hoped. 

The conduct of Thetford was as absurd as it was wicV-ed. 
To imagine this disease to be contagious was the height of 
folly ; to suppose himself secure, merely by not permitting a 
sick man to remain under his roof, was no less stupid ; but 
Thetford's fears had subverted his understanding. He did 
not listen to arguments or supplications. His attention was 
incapable of straying from one object. To influence him by 
words was equivalent to reasoning with the deaf. 

Perhaps the wretch was more to be pitied than hated. The 
Victims of his implacable caution, could scarcely have endured 
agonies greater than those which his pusillanimity inflicted 
on himself. Whatever be the am.ount of his guilt, the retri- 
bution has been adequate. He witnessed the death of his 
wife and child, and last night was the close of his own exist- 
ence. Their sole attendent was a black woman; wliom, by 
frequent visits, I endeavoured, with little success, to make 
diligent in the performance of her duty. 

Such, then, was the catastrophe of Wallace. The end for 
-which I journeyed hither was accomplished. His destiny was 
ascertained; and all that remained was to fulfil the gloomy 
predictions of the lovely, but unhappy Susan. To tell them 
all the truth, would be needlesly to exasperate her sorrow. 
Time, aided by the tenderness and sympathy of friendship, 
may banish her despair, and relieve her from all but the 
witcheries of melancholy. 

Having disengaged my mind from these reflections, I 
explained to my companion in general terms, my reasons for 
visiting the city, and my curiosity respecting Thetford. He 
inquired into the particulars of my joiu-ney and, the time of 



J 66 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

my arrival. When informed that I had come in the preced- 
ing evening, and had passed the subsequent hours without 
sleep or food, he expressed astonls'iment and compassion. 

Your undertaking, said he, has certainly been hazardous. 
There is poison in every breath which you draw, but this 
hazard has been greatly increased by abstaining from food 
and sleep. My advice is to hasten back into the country; 
but you must first take some repose and some victuals. If you 
pass Schuylkill before night-fall, it will be sufficient. 

I mentioned the dliliculty of procuring accommodation on 
the road. It would be most prudent to set out upon my 
journey so as to reach Malvcrton at night. As to food and 
sleep they were not to be purchased in this city. 

True, answered my companion, \vith quickness, they are 
not to be bought, but I will furnish you with as much as 
you desire of both for nothing. That is my abode, con- 
tinued he, pointing to the house, which he had lately left. 
I reside with a widow lady and her daughter, who took my 
counsel, and fled in due season. I remain to moralize upon 
the scene, with only a faithful black, who makes my bed, 
prepares my coffee, and bakes my loaf. If I am sick, all that 
a physician can do, I will do for myself, and all that a nurse 
can perform, I expect to be performed by Austin* 

Come with me, drink some coffee, rest a while on my 
matrass, and then fly, with my benedictions on your head. 

These words were accompanied by features disembarrassed 
and benevolent. My temper is alive to social impulses, and 
I accepted his invitation, not so much because I wished to 
eat or to sleep, but because I felt reluctance to part so soon 
•with a being, who possessed so much fortitude and virtue. 

He was surrounded by neatness and plenty. Austin added 
dexterity to submlsslvencss. My companion, whose name I 
now found to be Medlicote, was prone to converse, and com- 
mented on the state of the city like one whose reading had 
been extensive and experience large. He combatted an 
opinion which I had casually formed, respecting the origin 



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ARTHUR MERVYN. 167 

•f this epidemic, and imputed it, not to infected substances 
imported from the east or west, but to a morbid constitution 
of the atmosphere, owing- wholly, or In part to filthy streets, 
airless habitations and squalid persons. 

As I talked with this man, the sense of danger was oblite- 
rated, I felt confidence revive in my heart, and energy revisit 
my stomach. Though far from my wonted health, my sen 
sation grew less comfortless, and I found myself to stand in 
no need of repose. 

Breakfast being finished, my friend pleaded his daily 
engagements as reasons for leaving me. He counselled mc 
to strive for some repose, but I was conscious of incapacity 
to sleep. I was desirous of escaping, as soon as possible, 
from this tainted atmosphere and reflected whether any thing 
remained to be done respecting Wallace. 

It now occurred to me that this youth must have left some 
clothes and papers, and, perhaps, books. The property of 
these was now vested in the Hadwins. I might deem my- 
self, without presumtlon, their representative or agent. 
Might I not take some measures for obtaining possession, 
or at least, for the security of these articles? 

The house and its furniture was tenantless and unprotected. 
It was liable to be ransacked and pillaged by those desperate 
ruffians, of whom many were said to be hunting for spoil, 
even at a time like this. If these should overlopk this dwell- 
ing, Thetford's unknown successor or heir might appropriate 
the whole. Numberless accidents might happen to occasion 
the destruction or embezzlement of what belonged to Wal- 
lace, which might be prevented by the conduct which I 
should now pursue. 

Immersed in these perplexities, I remained besvildered 
and motionless. I was at length roused by some one knock- 
ing at the door. Austin obeyed the signal, and instantly 
returned, leading in — Mr. Hadwinl 

I know not whether this unlooked-for interview excited on 
my part, most grief or sui-prize* The motive of his coming 



1^3 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

was easily divined. His journey was on two accounts super- 
fluous. He whom he sought was dead. The duty of ascer- 
taining his condition, I had assigned to myself. 

I now perceived and deplored the error of which I had been 
guilty, in concealing my intended journey from my patron. 
Ignorant of the part I had acted, he had rushed into the jaws 
of this pest, and endangered a life unspeakably valuable to 
his children and friends. I should doubtless have obtained his 
grateful consent to the project which I had conceived ; but 
my wretched policy had led me into this clandestine path. 
Secrecy may seldom be a crime. A virtuous intention may 
produce it; but surely it is always erroneous and pernicious. 
My friend's astonishment at the sight of me, was not infe- 
rior to my own. The causes which led to this unexpected 
interview were mutually explained. To soothe the agonies 
of his child, he consented to approach the city, and endea- 
vour to procure intelligence of Wallace. When he left his 
house, he intended to stop in the environs, and hire some emi- 
sary, whom an ample reward might tempt to enter the city, 
and procure the information which was needed. 

No one could be prevailed upon to execute so dangerous a 
service. Averse to return without performing his commis- 
sion, he concluded to examine for himself. Thetford's 
removal to this street was known to him ; but, being ignorant 
of my purpose, he had not mentioned this circumstance to 
me, durin^- our last conversation. 

I was sensible of the danger which Hadwin had incurred 
by entering the city. Perhaps, my knowledge or the inex- 
pressible importance of his life, to the happiness of his daugh- 
ters, made me agravate his danger. I knew that the longer 
he lingered in this tainted air, the hazard was increased. 
A moment's delay was unnecessary. Neither Wallace nor 
myself were capable of being benefitted by his presence. 

I mentioned the death of his nephew, as a reason for has- 
tening his departure. I urged him in the most vehement 
terms to remount his horse and to fly ; I tndeavcured to pre- 



ARTHUR MERVYN. 169 

elude all Inquiries respecting myself or Wallace ; promising 
to follow him immediately, and answer all his questions at 
Malverton, My importunities were inforced by his own fears, 
and after a moment's hesitation, he rode away. 

The emotions produced by this incident, were, in the pre- 
sent critical st»te of my frame, eminently hurtful. My 
morbid indications suddenly returned. I had reason to ascribe 
my condition to my visit to ihe chamber of Maravegli, but 
this, and its consequences, to myself, as well as the journey 
of Hadwin, were the fruits of my unhappy secrecy. 

I had always been accustomed to perform my journeys on 
foot. This, on ordinary' occasions, was the preferable method, 
but now I ought to have adopted the easiest and swiftest 
means. If Hadwin had been acquainted with my purpose 
he would not only have approved, but would have allowed 
me tlie use of an horse. These reflections were rendered 
less pungent by the recollection that my motives were bene- 
volent, and that I had endeavoured the benefit of others by 
means, which appeared to me most suitable. 

Meanwhile, how was I to proceed? What hindered me from 
pursuing the foot-steps of Hadwin with all the expedition 
which my uneasiness, of brain and stomach would allow? I con- 
ceived that to leave any thing undone, witli regard to Wallace, 
would be absurd. His property might be put under the care of 
my new friend. But how was it to be distinguished from the 
property of others? It was, probably, contained in trunks, 
which was designated by some label or mark. I was unac- 
quainted with his chamber, but, by passing from one to the 
other, I might finally discover it. Some token, directing 
my foot-steps, might occur, though at present unforeseen. 

Actuated by these considerations. I once more entered 
Thetford's habitation. I regretted that I had not procured 
the counsel or attendence of my new friend, but some engage- 
ments, the nature of which he did not explain, occasioned 
him to leave me as soon as breakfast was finished. 



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CHAPTER XVIII. 



I WANDERED over this deserted mansion, in a 
considerable degree, at random. Effluvia of a pestilential 
nature, assailed me fr®m every corner. In the front room of 
the s.icond story, I imagined that I discovered vestiges of 
that catastrophe which the past night had produced. The 
bed appeared as if some one had recently been dragged from 
it. The sheets were tinged with yellow, and with that sub- 
stance which is said to be characteristic of this disease, the 
gangrenous or black vomit. The floor exhibited similar 
ttains. 

There are many, who will regard my conduct as the last 
refinement of temerity, or of heroism. Nothing, indeed, more 
perplexes me than a review of my own conduct. Not, indeed, 
that death is an object always to be dreaded, or that my motive 
did not justify my actions; but of all dangers, those allied to 
pestilence, by being mysterious and unseen, are the most 
formidable. To disarm them of their terrors, requires the 
longest ia»niliarity. Nurses and physicians soonest become 
intrepid or indilFerent; but the rest of mankind recoil from 
the scene with unconquerable loathing. 

I was sust'iined, not by confidence of safety, and a belief 
of exemption from this malady, or by the influence of habit, 
•which inures us to all that is detestable or perilous, but by a 
belief ihat this was as eligible an avenue to death as any 
other J and that life is a trivial sacrifice in the cause of duty. 



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I passed from one roora to the other. A portmanteau, 
marked with the initials of Wallace's name, at length, 
attracted my notice. From this circumstance I inferred, that 
this apartment had been occupied by him. The room wai 
neatly arranged, and appeared as if no one had lately used it. 
There were trunks and drawers. That which I have men- 
tioned, was the only one that bore marks of Wallace's 
ownership. This I lifted in my arm.s with a view to remove 
it to Medlicote's house. 

At that moment, methought I beard a foots-tep slowly and 
lingerin^ly ascending the stair. I was disconcerted at this 
incident. The foot-step had in it a ghost-like solemnity and 
tardiness. This phantom vanished in a moment, and yielded 
place to more liumble conjectures. A human being approached, 
whose office and commission were inscrutable. That we were 
strangers to each other was easily imagined ; but how would 
my appearance, in this remote chamber, and loaded with 
another's property, be interpreted? Did he enter the house 
after me, or was he the tenant of some chamber hitherto 
imvisited; whom my entrance had awakened from his trance 
and called from his couch ? 

In the confusion of my mind, I still held my burthen 
uplifted. To have placed it on th.e floor, and encoun- 
tered ths visitant, without this equivocal token about me, 
was the obvious proceeding. Indeed, time only could dec idc 
whether these foot-steps tended to tliis, or to some otlicr 
apartment. 

My doubts were quickly dispelled. The door opened, and a 
figure glided in. The portmanteau dropped from my arms, 
and my heart's-blocd was chilled. Tf an apparition of the 
dead were possible, and that possibility I could not deny, 
this was such an appaniion. A hue, yellowish and livid; 
bones, uncovered with flesh ; eyes, ghastly, hollow, woe- 
begone, and fixed in an agony of wonder upon me; and 
locks, matted and negl'gent, constituted the image which 
I now bciield. My belief of somewhat preternatural in this 



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appearPiice, was conSrmed by recollection of resemblances 
between these features and those of one who was dead. In 
this shape and visage, shadowy and death-like as they v/ere, 
the lineaments of Vv'allace, of him who had misled my rustic 
simplicity on my first visit to this city, and whose death 
I had conceived to be incontestably ascertained, were forci- 
bly recognized. 

This recognitiQn, which at first alarmed my superstition, 
speedily led to more rational inferences. Wallace had been 
dragi-ed to the hospital. Nothing was less to be suspected 
than that he would return alive from that hideous receptacle, 
but this was by no means impossible. The figure that stood 
before me, had just risen from the bed of sickness, and from 
the brink of tlie grave. The crisis of his malady had passed, 
and he was once more entitled to be ranked among the 
living. 

This event, and the consequences which my imagination 
connected with it, filled me with the liveliest joy. I thought 
not of his ignorance of the causes of my satisfaction, of the 
doubts to which the circumstances of our interview would 
g'.ve birth, respecting the integrity of my purpose. ] forgot 
the artifices by which I had formerly been betrayed, and the 
embarrassments which a meeting with the victim of his arti- 
fices would excite in him ; I thought only of the happiness 
which his recovery would confer upon his uncle and his 
cousins. 

I advanced towards him with an air of congratulation, and 
offered him my hand. He shrunk back, and exclaimed in a 
feeble voice. Who are you? What business have you here? 

I am the friend of Wallace, if he will allow me to be so. 
I am a messenger from your uncle and cousins at Maherton. 
I came to know the cause of your silence, and to afford you 
any assistance in my power. 

He continued to regard me with an air of suspicion and 
doubt. These I endeavoured to remove by explaining the 
motives that led me hither. It was with difficulty that he 



ARTHUR MERVYN. 175 

seemed to credit my representations. When thoroughly 
convinced of the truth of my assertions, he inquired with 
great anxiety and tenderness concerning his relations; and 
expressed his hope that they were Ignorant of what had 
befallen him. 

I could not encourage his hopes, I regretted my own 
precipitation in adopting the belief of his death. This belief, 
had been uttered with confidence, and without stating my 
reasons for embracing it, to Mr. Hadwin. These tidings 
would be borne to his daughters, and their grief would be 
exasj:)erated to a deplorable, and, perhaps, to a fatal degree. 

There was but one m-ethod of repairing or eluding this mis- 
chief. Intelligence ought to be conveyed to them of his reco- 
very. But where was the messenger to be found? No one's 
attention could be found disengaged from his own concerns. 
Those who were able or willing to leave the city had suffi- 
cient motives for departure, in relation to themselves. If 
vehicle or horse were procurable for money, ought it not to 
be secured for the use of Wallace himiSelf, whose health 
required the easiest and £peeditst ccnveyar.ce from this thea- 
tre of death? 

My companion was powerless in mind as In limibs. He 
seemed unable to consult upon the means of escaping from 
the inconveniences by which he was surrounded. As soon as 
sufficient strength was regained, he had left the hospital. To 
repair to 3Ialverton was the measure wliich prudence obvi- 
ously dictated; but lie was hopeless of effi;cting it. The city 
was close at hand; this was his usual home; and hither 
his tottering, and almost involuntary steps had conducted 
him. 

He listened to my representations and councils, and 
acknowledged their propriety. He put himself under my 
protection and guidance, and prom'sed to confirm implicitly 
to my directions. His strength had sufficed tp bring him thus 
far, but was now utterly exhausted. The task of searching , 
for a carriage and horse devolved upon me. 



174 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

In cfFecting this purpose, I was obliged to rely upon my 
own ingenuity and diligence. Wallace, though so long a 
resident in the city, knew not to whom I could apply, or by 
■whom carriages were let to hire. My own reflections taught 
me, that this accommodation was most likely to he furnished 
by innkeepers, or that some of tliose might at least inform 
me of the best measures to be taken. I resolved to set out 
immediately on tiiis search. Meanwhile, Wallace was per- 
suaded to take refuge in Medlicote's apartments; and to 
make, by the assistance of Austin, the necessary preparation 
for his journey. 

The morning had now advanced. The rays of a sultry sun 
had a sickening and enfeebling influence, beyond any which I 
had ever experienced. The drought of unusual duration had 
bereft the air and the earth of every particle of moisture. 
The element which I breathed appeared to have stagnated 
into noxiousness and putrifaction. I was astonished at ob- 
serving the enormous diminution of my strength. My brows 
were heavy, my intellects benumbed, my sinews enfeebled, 
and my sensations universally unquiet. 

These prognostics were easily interpreted. What I chiefly 
dreaded was, that they would disable me from executing the 
task which 1 had undertaken. I summoned up all my resolu- 
tion, and cherished a disdain of yielding to this ignoble des- 
tiny. I reflected that the source of all energy, and even of 
life, is seated in thought; that nothing is arduous to human 
efforts; that the external frame will seldom languish, while 
actuated by an unconquerable soul. 

1 fought against mydreary feelings, which pulled me to the 
earth. I quickened my pace, raised my drooping eye-lids, 
and hummed a cheerful and favourite air. For all that I 
accomplished during this day, I believe myself indebted to the 
ttrenuousness and ardour of my resolutions. 

I went from one tavern to another. One was deserted; in 
another the people were sick, and their attendents refused to 
hearken to my inquiries or offers; at a third, their horses 



ARTHUR MERVYN. • 175 

Tvere engaged. I was determined to prosecute my search as 
long as an inn or a livery-stable remained unexamined, and 
my strength would permit. 

To detail the events of this expedition, the argmnents and 
supplications which 1 used to overcome the dictates of ava- 
rice and fear, the fluctuation of my hopes and my incessant 
disappointments, would be useless. Having exhausted all 
my expedients ineflfectually, I was compelled to turn my 
weary steps once more to Medlicote's lodgings. 

My meditations were deeply engaged by the present cir- 
cumstances of my situation. Since the means which were 
first suggested, were impracticable, I endeavoured to inves- 
tigate others. Wallace's debility made it impossible for him 
to perform this journey on foot: but would not his strength 
and his resolution suffice to carry him beyond Schuyl- 
kill? A carriage or horse, though not to be obtained in 
the city, could, without difficulty, be procured, in the coun- 
try. Every farmer had beasts for burthen and draught. 
One of these might be hired at no immoderate expense, for 
half a day. 

This project appeared so practicable and so specious, that 
1 deeply regretted the time and the effisrts which had already 
been so fruitlessly expended. If my project, however, had 
been mischievous, to review it with regret, was only to pro- 
long and to multiply its mischiefs. I trusted that time and 
strength would not be wanting to the execution of this new 
design. 

On entering Medlicote's house, my looks, which, in spite 
of my languors, were sprightly and confident, flattered Wal- 
lace with the belief that my exertions had succeeded. When 
acquainted with their failure, he sunk as quickly into hope- 
lessness. My new expedient was heard by him with no 
marks of satisfaction. It was impossible, he said, to move 
from this spot by his own strength. All his powers were 
exhausted by his walk from Bush-hill. 



i7'5 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

I endeavoured, by arguments and railler'es, to revive hii 
courage. The pure a;r of the countiy would exhillrate him 
into new life. He might stop at every fifty yards, and rest 
upon the green sod. If overtaken by the night, we would 
procure a lodging, by address and importunity ; but if every 
door should be shut against us, we should at least, enjoy the 
shelter of some barn, and might diet wholsomely upon the 
new-laid eggs that we should find there. The worst treat- 
ment we could meet with, was better than continuance in 
the city. 

These remonstrances had some influence, and he at length 
consented to pat his ability to the test. First, however, .it 
was necessary to invigorate liimself by a few hours rest. To 
this, though with infinite reluctance, I consented. 

This interval allowed him to reflect upon the past, and to 
inquire into the fate of Thetford and his family. The intel- 
ligence, which Medlicote had enabled me to afford him, w^as 
heard with more satisfaction than regret. The ingratitude 
and cruelty with which he had been treated, seemed to have 
extinguished every sentiment, but hatred and vengeance. I 
v/as willing to profit by this interval to know more of Thet- 
ford, than I already possessed. I inquired why Wallace, 
had so perversely neglected the advice of his uncle and cousin, 
and persisted to brave so many dangers when flight was so 
easy. 

I cannot justify my conduct, answered he. It was in 
the highest degree, thoughtless and perverse. I was con- 
fident and unconcerned as long as our neighbourhood was 
free from disease, and as long as I forbore any communica- 
tion with the sick; yet I should have withdrawn to Malver- 
ton, merely to gr.itify my friends, if Thetford had not used 
the most powerful arguments to detain me. He laboured to 
extenuate the danger. 

Why not stay, sa".d he, as long as I and my family stay ? 
Do you think that we would linger here, if the danger were 
imminent. Ai soon as it becomes so, we will fly. You 



ARTHUR MERVTN. 177 

know that we have a country-house prepared for our recep- 
tion. When we go, you shall accompany us. Your services 
at this time are indispensable to my affairs. If you will not 
desert me, your salary next year shall be double ; and that 
will enable you to marry your cousin immediately. Noth- 
ing is i-nore improbable than that any of us should be sick, 
but if this should happen to you, I plight my honour that 
you shall be carefully and faithfully attended. 

These assurances were solemn and generous. To make 
Susan Hadwln my wife, was the scope of all my wishes and 
labours. By staying I should hasten this desirable event, 
and incur little hazard. By going, I should alienate the 
affections of Thetford ; by whom, it is but justice to acknow- 
ledge, that I had hitherto been treated with unexampled 
generosity and kindness ; and blast all the schemes 1 had 
formed for rising into wealth. 

My resolution was by no means stedfast. As often as a 
letter from Maherton arrived, I felt myself disposed to hasten 
away, but this inclination was combated by new arguments 
and new intreaties of Thetford. 

In this state of suspense, the girl by whom Mrs. Thetford's 
infant was nursed, fell sick. She was an excellent creature, 
and merited better treatment than she received. Like me, 
she resisted the persuasions of her friends, but her motives 
for remaining were disinterested and heroic. 

No sooner did her indisposition appear, than she was hur- 
ried to the hospital. I saw that no reliance could be placed 
upon the assurances of Thetford. Every consideration gave 
way to his fear of death. After the girl's departure, though 
be knew that she was led by his means to execution, — yet 
he consoled himself with repeating and believing her asser- 
tions, that her disease was not the fever, 

I was now greatly alarmed for my own safety. I was 
determined to encounter his anger and repel his persuasions J^- 
and to depart with the market-man, next morning. That 
night, however, I was seized with a violent fever. 1 knew 



178 ARTHUR :\IERVYN. 

in what manner patients were treated at the hospital, and 

removal tliither was to the last degree abhorred. 

The morning arrived, and my situation was discovered. 
At the first intimation, Thetford rushed out of the house, and 
refused to re-enter it till I was removed. I knew not my fate, 
till three ruffians made their appearance at my bed-side, and 
communicated their commission. 

I called on the name of Thetford and his wife. I intreated 
a moment's delay, till I had seen these persons, and endea- 
voured to procure a respite from my sentence. They were deaf 
to my intreatics, and prepared to execute their office by force. 
I was delirious with rage and with terror. I heaped the bit- 
terest execrations on my murderer ; and by turns, invoked 
the compassion, and poured a torrent of reproaches on, the 
wretches whom he had selected for his ministers. My strug- 
gles and outcries were vain. 

I have no perfect recollection of what pafTed till my arri- 
val at the hospital. My passions, combined with my disease, 
to make me frantic and wild. In a state like mine, the 
slightest motion could not be indured without agony. What 
then must I have felt, scorched and dazled by the sun, sus- 
tained by hard boards, and borne for miles over a rugged 
pavement ? 

I cannot make you comprehend the anguish of my feelings. 
To be disjointed and torn piece-meal by the rack, was a tor- 
ment inexpressibly infirrior to this. Nothing excites my 
wonder, but that I did not expire before the cart had 
moved three pac^^s. 

I knew not how, or by whom 1 was moved from this vehi- 
cle. Insensibility came at length to my relief. After a 
time I opened my eyes, and slowly gained some knowledge 
of my situation. I lay upon a mattress, whose condition 
proved that ai half-decayed corpse had recently been drag- 
ged from it. The room was large, but it was covered witb 
bedi like my own. B;itween each, there was scarcely the 



ARTHUR MERVYN. 17^ 

interval of three feet. Each sustained a wretch, whose groan* 
and distortions, bespoke the desperateness of his condition. 

The atmosphere was loaded by mortal stenches. A vapour, 
suffocating and malignant, scarcely allowed me to breathe. No 
suitable receptacle was provided for the evacuations produced 
by medicine or disease. My nearest neighbour was strug- 
gling with death, and my bed, casually ^ extended, was 
moist with the detestable matter which had flowed from hii 
stomach. 

You w^ill scarcely believe that, in this scene of horrors, 
the sound of laughter should be overheard. Vv^'hile the upper 
rooms of this building, are filled with the sick and the dying, 
the lower apartments are the seen-? of carrousals and mirth. 
The wretches who are hired, at enormous wages, to tend 
the sick and convey away the dead, neglect their duty a;id 
consume the cordials, which are provided for the patients, 
in debauchery and riot. 

A female visage, bloated with malignity and drunkenness, 
occasionally looked inJ Dying eyes were cast upon her, 
invoking the boon, perhaps, of a drop of cold water, or her 
assistance to change a posture which compelled him to behold 
the ghastly writhings or deathful smile of his neighbour. 

The visitant had left the banquet for a moment, only to 
see who was dead. If she entered the room, blinking eyes 
and reeling steps, shewed her to be totally unqualified for 
ministering the aid that was needed. Presently, she disap- 
peared and others ascended the stair-case, a coffin was depo- 
eited at the door, the wretch, v/hose heart still quivered, 
•was seized by rude hands, and dragged along the floor into 
the passage. 

O! how poor are the conceptions which are formed, by 
the fortunate few, of the sufferings to which millions of their 
fellow beings are condemned. This misery was more fright- 
ful, because it was seen to flow from the depravity of the 
attendents. My own eyes only would make me credit the 
cxistance of wickedness so enormous. No woiader that to 



I So ARTHUR MERVYN. 

die in garrets and celhrs and stublesaiii visited and imknovm, 

had, by so many, been preferred to bein^- brought hither. 

A physician cast an eye upon my state. He gave some 
directions to the person who attended him. I did not com- 
prehend them, they were never executed by the nurses, and 
if the attempt had been made, I should probably have refused 
to rceive what was offered. Recovery was equally beyond 
my expectations and my wishes. The scene Avhich was 
hourly displayed before me, the entrance of the sick, most 
of whom perished in a few hours, and their departure to the 
grares prepared for them, reminded me of the fate to which 
I, also, was reserved. 

Three dars passed away, in which every hour was expected 
to be the last. That, amidst an atmosphere so contagious 
and deadly, amidst causes of distruction hourly accumulating, 
I should yet survive, appears to me nothing less than miracur 
lous. That of so many conducted to this house, the only 
one who passed out of it alive, should be myself^, almost sur- 
passes my belief. 

Some inexplicable principle rendered harmless those potent 
enemies of human life. My fever subsided and vanished. 
My strength was revived, and the first use that I made of 
my limbs, was to bear me far from the contemplation and 
sufferance of those evils. 



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ARTHUR MERVYN. 



CHAPTER XIX. 



JTlAVING gratified my curiosity in this respect, 
Wallace proceeded to remind me of the circumstances of 
our first interview. He had entertained doubts whether I 
was the person, whom he had met at Lesher's. I acknow- 
ledged myself to be the same, and inquired, in my turn, into 
the motives of his conduct on that occasion. 

I confess, said he, with some hesitation, I meant only to 
sport with your simplicity and ignorance. You must not 
imagine, however, that my stratagem was deep-laid and deli- 
berately executed. My professions at the tavern were sincere. 
I meant not to injure but to serve you. It was not till I 
reached the head of the stair-case, that the mischievous con- 
trivance occurred. I foresaw nothing, at the moment, but 
ludicrous mistakes and embarrassment. The scheme was 
executed almost at the very moment it occurred. 

After I had returned to the parlour. Thetford charged 
me with the deliveiy of a message in a distant quarter of the 
city. It was not till I had performed this commission, and 
had set ojt on my return, that I fully revolved the conse- 
quences likely to flow from my project. 

That Thetford and his wife would detect you in their 
bed-chamber was unquestionable. Perhaps, weary of my 
long delay, you would have fairly undressed and gone to bed. 
The married couple would have* made preparat»on to follow 
you, and when the curtain was undrawn, would discover a 
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i82 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

robust youth, fast asleep, In their place. These Images, 
which had just before excited my laughter, now produced 
a very different emotion. I dreaded some fatal catastrophe 
from the fiery passions of Thetford. In the first transports 
of his fury he might pistol you, or, at least, might command 
you to be dragged to prison. 

I now heartlily repented of my jest and hastened home that 
I might prevent, as far as possible, the evil effects that might 
flow from it. The acknowledgment of my own agency in 
this affair, would at least, transfer Thetford's indignation to 
myself to whom it was equitably due. 

The married couple had retired to their chamber, and no 
alarm or confusion had follov/ed. This was an inexplicable 
circumstance. I waited with impatience till the morning 
should furn'sh a solution of the difficulty. The morning 
arrived. A strange event, had, indeed, taken place in their 
bed-chamber. They found an infant asleep in their bed. 
Thetford had been roused twice in the night, once by a 
noise in the closet and, afterwards, by a noise at the door. 

Some connection between these sounds and the foundling, 
was naturally suspected. In the morning the closet was exa- 
jTjined, and a coarse pair of shoes was found on the floor. 
The chamber door, which Thetford had locked in the even- 
ing, was discovered to be open, as likewise a window in the 
kitchen. 

These appearances were a source of wonder and doubt to 
others, but were perfectly intelligible to me. I rejoiced 
that my stratagem had no more dangerous consequence, and 
admired the ingenuity and perseverance with which you had 
extricated yourself from so critical a state. 

This narrative was only the verification of my own guesses. 
Its facts were quickly supplanted in my thoughts by the dis- 
astrous picture he had drawn of the state of the hospital. I 
was confounded and shocked by the magnitude of this evil. 
The cause of it was obvious. The wretches Avhom money 
could purchase, were of course, licentious and unprincipled, 



ARTHUR MERVYN. 183 

superintended and controlled they might be useful instru- 
ments, but that superintendence could not be bought. 

What qualities were requisite in the governor of such an 
institution? He must have zeal, diligence and perseve- 
rance. He must act from lofty and pure motives. He must 
be mild and firm, intrepid and compliant. One perfectly- 
qualified for the office it is desirable, but not possible, to 
find. A dispassionate and honest zeal in the cause of duty 
and humanity, may be of eminent utility. Am I not endo^ved 
with this zeal? Cannot my feeble efforts obviate some por- 
tion of this evil? 

No one has hitherto claimed this disgustful and perillous 
situation. My powers and discernment are small, but if 
they be honestly exerted they cannot fail to be somewhat 
beneficial. 

The impulse, produced by these reflections, was to hasten 
to the City-hall, and make known my wilbes. This impulse 
was controlled by recoUect'ons of my own indisposition, and 
of the ftate of Wallace. To deliver this youth to his friends 
was the strongest obligation. When this was discharged, 
I might return to the city, and acquit myself of more com- 
prehensive duties. 

Wallace had now enjoyed a few hours rest, and was per- 
suaded to begin tlie journey. It was now noon-day, and the 
sun darted insupportable rays. Wallace was more sensible 
than I of their unwholesome influence. We had not reached 
the suburbs, when his strength was wholly exhausted, and 
had'I not supported him, he would have sunk upon the pave- 
ment. 

;My limbs were scnrcely less weak, but my resolutions 
were much more ilrenuous than lils, I made light of his indis- 
position, and endeavoured to persuade him that his vigour 
would return in proportion to his distance from the city. The 
moment we should reach a shade, a short respite would restore 
us to health and cheerfulness. 



i84 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

Nothing could revive his courage or induce him to go on. 
To return or to proceed was equally impracticable. But, 
should he be able to return, where should he find a retreat 1 
The danger of relapse ayhs imminent: his own chamber 
at Thetford's was unoccupied. If he could regain this house, 
might I not procure him a physician and perform for him the 
part of nurse. 

His present situation was critical and mournful. To remain 
in the street, exposed to the malignant fervours of the sun, 
was not to be endured. To carry him in my arms, exceeded 
jny strength. Should I not claim the assistance of the first 
passenger that appeared? 

At that moment a horse and chaise passed us. The 
vehicle proceeded at a quick pace. He that rode in it 
might afford us the succour that we needed. He might be 
persuaded to deviate from his course and convey the helpless 
Wallace to the house we had just left. 

This thought instantly impelled me forward. Feeble as 1 
was, I even ran with speed. In order to overtake the vehicle. 
My purpose was effected with the utmoft difficulty. It for- 
tun'ately happened that the carriage contained but one person, 
■who stopped at my request. His countenance and guise was 
niild ZZ^ encouraging. 

Good friend, ! c::iClaimed. here is a youn,^ ?:.2i\ too indis- 
posed to walk. 1 want him carried to his lodgings. Will 
you, for money or for charity, allow him a place in your 
chaise, and set him down where I shall direct? Observing 
tokens of hesitation, 1 continued, you need have no fears 
to perform this office. He is not sick, but merely feeble. 
I will not ask twenty minutes, and you may ask what reward 
you think proper. 

Still he hesitated to comply. His business, he said, had 

not led him into the city. He merely passed along the fkirts of 

it, whence he conceived that no danger would arise. He was 

desirous of helping the unfortunate, but he could not think 

of riscj^ucing his own life, in the cause of a stranger, when 



ARTHUR MERVVN. 185 

he had a wife and children depending on his existence and 
exertions, for bread. It gave him pain to refuse, but he 
thought his duty to himself and to others required that he 
should not hazard his safety by compliance. 

This plea was irrisistable. The mildness of his maanfr 
shewed, that he might have been overpowered by persuasion 
or tempted by reward. I would not take advantage of his 
tractability ; but should have declined his assistance, even if 
it had been spontaneously offered. I turned away from him 
in Silence, and prepared to return to the spot where I had 
left my friend. The man prepared to resume his way. 

In this perplexity, the thought occured to me, that, since 
this person was going into the country, he might, possibly, 
consent to carry Wallace along with him. I confided greatly 
in the salutary influence of rural airs. I believed that debility 
constituted the whole of his complaint ; that continuance in 
the city might occasion his relapse, or, at least, procrastinate 
his restoration. 

I once more addressed myself to the traveller, and inquired 
in what direction, and how far he was going. To my unspeak- 
able satisfaction, his answer informed me, that his home lay 
beyond Mr. Hadwin's, and that his road carried him directly 
past that gentleman's door. He was wiUing to receive Wal- 
lace into his chaise, and to leave him at his uncle's. 

This joyous and auspicious occurrence surpassed my fondest 
hopes. I hurried with the pleasing tidings to Wallace, who 
eagerly consented to enter the carriage. I thought not at 
the moment of myself, or how far the same means of escap- 
ing from my danger might be used. The stranger could not 
be anxious on my account; and Wallace's dejection and 
weakness may apologize for his not soliciting my company, 
or expressing his fears for my safety. lie was no sooner 
seated, than the traveller hurried away. I gazed after them, 
motionless and mute, till the carriage turning a corner, passed 
beyond my sight. 

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1 86 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

I had now leisure to revert to my own condition, and to 
ruminate on that series of abrupt and diversified events that 
had happened, during the few hours which had been passed 
in the city : the end of my coming' was thus speedily and 
satisfactorily accomplished. Aly hopes and fears had rapidly 
fluctuated; but, respecting this young man, had now subsided 
into calm and propitious certainty. Before the decline of 
the sun, he would enter his paternal roof, and diffuse ineffa- 
ble joy throughout that peaceful and chaste asylum. 

This contemplation, though rapturous and soothing speedily 
gave way to reflections on the conduct which m.y duty 
required, and the safe departure of Wallace, afforded me 
liberty to pursue. To offer myself as a superintendent of the 
hospital was still my purpose. The languors of my frame 
might terminate in sickness, but this event it was-useless to 
anticipate. The lofty scite and pure airs of Bush-hill might 
tend to dissipate my languors and restore me to health. At 
least, wiiile I had power, I was bound to exert it to the 
wisest purpofes. I refolved to feek the City-hall immediately, 
and, for that end, crossed the intermediate fields which sepa- 
rated Sassafras from Chesnut-street. 

More urgent considerations had diverted my attention from 
the money which I bore about me, and from the image of the 
desolate lady to whom it belonged. My intentions, with 
regard to her, were the same as ever; but now it occurred to 
me, with new force, that my death might preclude an inter- 
view between us, and that it was prudent to dispose, in some 
useful way, of the money which would otherwise be left to 
the sport of chance. 

The evils which had befallen this city were obvious and 
cnorninu!--. Hunger and negligence had exasperated the malig- 
nity and facilitated the progress of the pestilence. Could 
this money be more usefully employed than in alleviating 
these evils? During my life, I had no power over it, but my 
death would justify mc in prescribing the course which it 
siiould take. 



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How was this course to be pointed out? How might I 
place it, so that I should effect ruy intentions without relin- 
quishing the possession during roy life. 

These thoughts were superseded by a tide of new sensa- 
tions. The weight that incommoded my brows an I my sto- 
mach was suddenly increased. My brain was usurped by 
some benumbing power, and my limbs refused to support 
me. My pulsations were quickened, and the prevalence of 
fever could no lonjer be doubted. 

Till now, 1 had entertained a faint hope, that my indispo- 
sition would vanish of itsilf. This hope was at an end. The 
grave was before me, and my projects of curiosity or benevo- 
lence were to sink into oblivion. I was not bereaved of the 
powers of reflection. The consequences of lying in the road, 
friendless and unproteCied, were sure. The first passenger 
would notice me, and hasten to summon one of those carnages 
which are busy night and day, in transporting its victims to 
the hospital. 

This fate was, beyond all others, abhorrent to my imagina- 
tion. To hide me under some roof, where my existence 
would be unknown and unsuspected, and where I might perish 
unmolested and in quiet, was my present wish. Thetford's 
or Medlicote's might afford me such an asylum, if it were 
possible to reach it. 

I made the most strenuous exertions; but they could not 
carry me forward more than an hundred paces. Here I rested 
on steps, which, on looking up, I perceived to belong to 
Welbeck's house. 

This incident was unexpected. It led my reflections into 
a new train. To go farther, in the present condition of my 
frame, was impossible. I was well acquimted with th's 
dweUing. All its avenues were closed. Whether it had 
remained unoccupied since my flight from it, I could net 
decide. It was evident that, at present, it was without in- 
habitants. Possibly it might have continued in the same 
condition in which Welbeck had left it. Beds or sofas might 



1 88 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

be found, on which a sick man might rest, and be fearless 

of intrusion. 

This inference was quickly overturned by the obvious sup- 
position, that every avenue "vas bolted and locked. This, 
however, might not be the condition of the bath-house, in 
which there was nothing that required to be guarded with 
unusual precautions. I was suffocated by inward, and scorch- 
ed by external heat ; and the relief of bathing and drinking, 
appeared inestimable. 

The value of this prize, in addition to my desire to avoid 
the observation of passengers, made me exert all my rem- 
nant of strength. Repeated efforts at length enabled me to 
mount the wall ; and placed me, as I imagined, in security. 
I swallowed large draughts of water as soon as I could reach 
the well. 

The effect was, for a time, salutary and delicious. My fer- 
vours were abated, and my faculties relieved from the weight 
which had lately oppressed them. My present condition was 
unspeakably more advantageous than the former. I did not 
believe that it could be improved, till, cast'ng my eye vaguely- 
over the building, I happened to observe the shutters of a 
lower window partly opened. 

Whether this was occasioned by design or by accident there 
was no means of deciding. Perhaps, in the precipitation of the 
latest possessor, this window had been overlooked. Perhaps it 
had been unclosed by violence, and afforded entrance to a 
robber. By what means soever it had happened, it undoubt- 
edly afforded ingress to me. I felt no scruple in profiting by 
this circunistv.nce. My purposes were not dishonest. 1 should 
not injure or purloin any thing. It was laudable to feek a 
refuge from the well-meant perfecutionsof thofe who governed 
the city. All I sought was the privilege of dying alone. 

Havinggotten in at thi window. I could not but remark that 
the furniture and its arrangements had undergone no altera- 
tion in my abfcnce. I moved softly from one apartment to 



ARTHUR MERVVN. j8f 

another, till at length I entered, that which had formerly been 
Welbeck's bed-chamber. 

The bed was naked of covering. The cabinets and closets 
exhibited their fastenings broken. I'heir contents were gone. 
Whether these appearances had been produced by midnight 
robbers or by the ministers of law, and the rage of the credi- 
tors of Welbeck, was a topic of fruitless conjecture. 

My design was now effected. This chamber should be the 
scene of my disease and my refuge from the charitable cru- 
elty of my neighbours. My new sensations, conjured up thf 
hope that my indisposition might prove a temporary evil. 
Instead of pestilential or malignant fever it might be an harm- 
less intermittent. Time would ascertain its true nature, 
meanwhile I would turn the carpet into a coverlet, supplying 
my pitcher with water, and administered without sparing, and 
without fear, that remedy which was placed within my reach. 



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ARTHUR MERVYN. 



CHAPTER XX. 



1 LAID myself on the bed and wrapped my limbs 
in the folds of the caq-»et. My thoughts were restless and 
perturbed. I was once more busy in reflecting on the con- 
duct which I ought to pursue, with regard to the bank-bills, 
I weighed with scrupulous attention, every circumstance that 
might influence my decision. I couU not conceive any more 
beneficial application of this property, than to the service of 
the indigent, at this season of multiplied distress, but I con- 
sidered that if ray death were unknown, the house would not 
be opened or examined till the pestilence had ceased, and the 
benefits of this application would thus be partly or wholly 
precluded. 

This season of disease, however, -would give place to a 
season of scarcity. The number and wants of the poor, during 
the ensuing winter, would be deplorably iiggravated. What 
multltudts might be rescued from famine and nakedness by 
the judicious application of this sum? 

But how should I secure this application? To inclose the 
bills in a letter, directed to some eminent citizen or public 
officer, was the obvious proceeding. Both of these condi- 
tions were fulfilled in the person of the present chief magis- 
trate. To him, therefore, the packet was to be sent. 

Paper and the implements of writing were necessary for 
this end. Would they be found, I asked, in the upper room ? 
If that apartment, like the rest which I had seen, and its 



ARTHUR MERVYN. 191 

furniture had remained uniouched, my task would be prac- 
ticable, but if the means of writing were not to be immedi- 
ately procured, my purpose, momentous and dear as it was, 
must be relinquished. 

The truth, in this respect, was easily, and ought imme- 
diately to be ascertained. I rose from the bed which I had 
lately taken, and proceeded to the study. The entries and 
staircases were illuminated by a pretty strong twilight. The 
rooms, in consequence of every ray being excluded by the 
closed shutters, were nearly as dark as if it had been mid- 
night. The rooms into which I had already passed, were 
locked, but its key was in each lock. I flattered myself 
that the entrance into the study would be found in the same 
condition. The door was shut but no key was to be seen. 
My hopes were considerably damped by this appearance, but 
I conceived it to be still possible to enter, since, by chance 
or by design, the door might be unlocked. 

My fingers touched the lock, when a sound was heard as if 
a bolt, appending to the door on the inside, had been drawn. 
I was startled by this incident. It betokened that the room 
was already occupied by some otlier, who desired to exclude 
a vs. tor. The unbarred shutter below was remembered, and 
associated itself with this circumstance. That this house 
should be entered by the same avenue, at the same time, and 
this room should be sought, by two persons was a mysterious 
concurrence. 

I began to question whether I had heard distinctly. Num- 
berless inexplicable noises are apt to assail the ear in an empty 
dwelling. The very echoes of our steps are unwonted and 
new. This perhaps was some such sound. Resuming cou- 
rage, I once more applied to the lock. The door, in spite 
of my repeated efforts, would not open. 

My design was too momentous to be readily relinquished. 
My curiosity and my fears likewise were awakened. The 
marks of violence, which I had fcen on the closets and cabi- 



ipi ARTHUR MERVYN. 

nets below, seemed to Indicate the presence of plunderers. 

Here was one who laboured for seclusion and concealment. 

The pillage was not made upon my property. My weak- 
ness would disable me from encountering or mastering a man 
of violence. To solicit admission into this room would be 
useless. To attempt to force my way would be absurd. These 
reflections prompted me to withdraw from the door, but the 
uncertainty of the conclusions I had drawn, and the impor- 
tance of gaining access to this apartment, combined to check 
ray steps. 

Perplexed as to the means I should employ, I once more 
tried the lock. This attempt was fruitless as the former. 
Though hopeless of any information to be gained by that 
means, 1 put my eye to the key-hole. I discovered a light 
different from what was usually met with at this hour. It 
was not the twilight wliich the sun, imperfectly excluded, 
produces, but gleams, as from a lamp; yet gleams were fainter 
and obscurer than a lamp generally imparts. 

Was this a confirmation of my first conjecture ? Lamp-light 
at noon-day, in a mansion thus deserted, and in a room which 
had been the scene of memorable and disastrous events, was 
ominous. Hitherto no direct proof had been given of the 
presence of an huinan being. How to ascertain his presence, 
or whether it were eligible by any means, to ascertain it, 
were points on which I had not deliberated. 

I had no power to deliberate. My curiosity, impelled me 
to call—." Is there any one within? Speak." 

These words were scarcely uttered, when some one ex- 
claimed, in a voice, vehement but half-smothered — Good 
God!— 

A deep pause succeeded. I waited for an answer: for 
somewhat to which this emphatic invocation might be a pre- 
lude. Whether the tones were expressive of surprise or 
pain, or grief, was, for a moment dubious. Perhaps the 
motives which led me to this house, suggested the suspicion, 
■which, presently succeeded to my doubts, that the person 



ARTHUR MKRYY'S. 193 

Avithin was clis'ibled by sickncs?. The circuirstances of my 
own condition took away the Impro"^ ability from this belief. 
Why might not another be induced like me to hide himself 
in this desolate retreat ? might not a servant, left to take 
car>? of tiie house, a measure usually adoptv-id by the opulent 
at this time, be seized by the reigning malady ? Incapa- 
citated for exert'on, or fearing to be dragged to the hospital, 
he has fliut himsslf in this apartment. The robber, it may- 
be, who came to pillage, was overtaken and detained by dis- 
ease. In either case, detection or intrusion would be hate- 
ful, and Yiouid be assiduously eluded. 

These thoughts had no tendency to vveaken or divert my 
efforts to obtain access to this room. The person was a 
brother in calamity, whom it was my duty to succour and 
cherish to the utmost of my power. Once more I spoke :— 
Who is within ? I beseech you answer me. ^Vhatever 
you be, I desire to do you good and not injury. Open the 
door and let me know your condition. I will try to be of 
use to you. 

I was answered by a deep groan, and by a sob counter- 
acted and devoured as it were by a mighty effort. This 
token of distress th.riiled to m.y heart. My terrors wholly 
disappeared, and gave place to unlimited compassion. I 
again intreated to be admitted, promising all the succour or 
consolation which my situation allowed me to afford. 

Answers were made in tones of anger and Impatience, 
blended with those of grief — I want no succour — vex me 
not with your entreaties ^nd offers. Fly from this spot : 
Linger not a moment lest you participate my destiny and 
rush upon your death. 

These, I considered merely as the effusions of delirium, 
or the dictates of despair. Tlve style and articulation de- 
noted the speaker to be superior to the class of servants. 
Hence my anxiety to see and to aid lilm was increased. 
My remonstrances were sternly and pertinaciously repelled. 
For a time, incoherent and impassioned e:^iamations flowed 



194 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

from him. At length, I was only permitted to hear, strong 
aspirations and sobs, more eloquent and more indicative of 
grief than any language. 

This deportment filled me with no less wonder than com- 
miseration. By what views this person was led hither, by 
what motives induced to deny himself to my intreaties, was 
■wholly incomprehensible. Again, though hopeless of suc- 
cess, I repeated my request to be admitted. 

My perseverance seemed now to have exhausted all his 
patience, and he exclaimed, in a voice of thunder — Arthur 
Merv^Mi ! Begone. Linger but a moment and my rage, 
tyger-like, will rush upon you and rend you limb from 
limb. 

This address petrified me. The voice that uttered this 
sanguinary menace, was strange to my ears. It suggested no 
suspicion of ever having heard it before. Yet my accents 
had betrayed me to him. He was familiar with my name. 
Notwithstanding the improbability of my entrance into this 
dwelling, I was clearly recognized and unhesitatingly named 1 

My curiosity and compassion were in no wise diminished, 
but I found myself compelled to give up my purpose — I with- 
drew reluctantly from the door, and once more threw myself 
upon my bed. Nothing was more necessary in the present 
condition of my frame, than fleep; and sleep liad, perhaps, 
been possible, if tlie scene around me had been less preg 
nant with causes of wonder and panic. 

Once more I tasked my memory in order to discover, in 
the persons with whom I had hitherto conversed, some resem- 
blance in voice or tones, to him whom I had just heard. This 
process was effectual. Gradually my imagination called up 
an image, which now, that it was clearly seen, I was asto- 
nished had not instantly occurred. Three years ago, a man, 
by name Colvill, came on foot, and with a kn'^psack on his 
back, into the district where my father resided. lie had 
learning and genius, and reridlly obtained tiie station fof 



ARTHUR MERVYN. 195 

which only he deemed himself quali&ed; that of a school- 
master. 

His demeanour was gentle and modest; his habits, as to 
sleep, food, and exercise, abstemious and regular. Meditation 
in the forest, or reading* in his closet, seemed to constitute, 
together with attention to his scliolars, his s-^le amusement 
and employment. He estranged iiimself from company, 
not because society afforded no pleasure, but because studi- 
ous seclusion afforded him chief satisfaction. 

No one was m.ore idolized by his unsuspecting neighbours. 
H's scholars rcivered him as a father, and made under his 
tuition a remarkable proficiency. His character seemed open 
to boundless inspection, and his conduct was pronounced by 
all to be faultless. 

At the end of a year the scene was changed. A daugh- 
ter of one of his patrons, young, artless and beautiful, 
appeared to have fallen a prey to the arts of some detectable 
seducer. The betrayer was gradually detected, and succes- 
sive discoveries shewed that the same artifices had been 
practised, with the same success upon many others. Coi- 
vill was the arch-villain. He retired from the storm of 
vengeance that was gathering over him, and had not been 
heard of since that period. 

I saw him rarely, and for a s'-.ort time, and I was a mere 
boy. Hence, the fai'mre to recollect his voice, and to per- 
ceive that the voice of him, immured in the room above, 
was the same with that of Colvill. Thouj^h I had (lipht 
reasons for recognizing his features, or accents, I had abun- 
dant cause t© think of him with detestation, and pursue him 
with implacable revenge, for the victim of his acts, she 
whose ruin was first detected, was — niy sister, 

This unhappy girl, escaped from the upbraidings of her 
parents, from the contumelies of the world, from the goad- 
ings of remorse, and the anguish tiowing from the perfidy 
and desertion of Colvill, in a voluntaiy death. She was 
innocent and lovdv. Previous to this evil, my soul was 



196 ARTHUR MF.RVYN. 

linked with hcr's by a thousand resemblances and syn^^p^i- 
thles, as well as by perpetual intercourse tVcii-i infancy, and 
by tlie fraternal relation. She was my sister, uvf preceptress 
and friend, but she died — her end v;:is violent, untimely, 
and criminal 1 — -1 cannot think of her witiioiii hearl-burs'ing' 
grief, of her destroyer, without h rancour which i i^now to 
be wronj, but which I cannot subdue. 

When the ima^e of ColviU rushed, upon this occasion, on 
111) thought, I uiuiost started on my fcit. To iuect him, 
after so long a separation, here, and in thcs." c.rcu.ristances, 
was so U!ilooked-ior and abrupt an event, and revivcvi a tribe 
of such hateful impulfcs and a^^ouizin^- recollections, tli..t a 
total revolution sie.nedto have been ellected in my fr.-i iie. li.s 
recognition of n.y ptr-^on, h.is aversion to be si.en, his ejacu- 
lation of terror and surprii-e on first hearing n;y voice, all 
contributed 10 strengthen my belief. 

Plow was I to act f My feeble frame could but illy second 
my vengeful purposes ; but vengeance, though it sometimes 
occupied my thoughts, was hindered by my reason, from 
leading me in any instance, to outrage or even to upbraiding. 

All my wishes with regard to this man, were limited to 
expelling his image from my memory, and to fliunning a 
meeting with him. Tliat he had not opened the door at my 
bidding, was now a topic of joy. To look upon somiC bot- 
tomless pit, into which 1 was about to be cast headlong, and 
alive, was less to be abhorred than to look upon the face cf 
Colvill. Had I known that he had taken refuge in this 
house, no power should have compelled me to enier it. To 
be immersed in the infection of the hospital, and to be 
liurried, yet breathing and observant, to my grave, was a 
more supportable fate. 

I dwell, with self-condemnation and shame, upon this part 
of my story. To feel extraordinary indignation at vice, 
merely because we have pai-taken in an extraordinary degree, 
cf its mischiefs, is unjustifiable. To regard the wicked with 
r.o emotion but pity, to be active in reclaiming them, in 



ARTHUR JIERVYN. 197 

controlling their malevolence, and preventing or repairing 
tlie ills which they produce, is the only province of duty. 
This lesson, as well as a thousand others, 1 have yet to 
learn ; but I despair of living long enough for that or any 
beneficial purpose. 

My emotions with regard to Colvill, were erroneous, but 
omnipotent. I started from my bed, and prepared to rufh 
into the street. I was careless of the lot that should befal 
me, since no fate could be worse than that of abiding under 
the same roof with a wretch spotted with so many crimes. 

I had not set my feet upon the floor before my precipita- 
tion was checked by a sound from above. The door of the 
study was cautiously and slowly opened. This incident 
admitted only of one construction, supposing all obstructions 
removed. Colvill was creeping from his hiding place, and 
would probably fly with speed from the house. My belief 
of his sickness was now^ confuted. An illicit design was 
congenial with his character and congruous with those appear- 
ances already observed. 

I had no power or wish to obstruct his flight. I thought 
of it with transport and once more threw myself upon the 
bed, awd wrapped my averted face in the carpet. He would 
probably pass this door, unobservant of me, and my muffled, 
face would save me from the agonies connected with the sight 
of him. 

The foot-steps above were distinguifhable, though it was 
manifest that they moved with lightsomeness and circum- 
spection. They reached the stair and descended. The 
room in which I lay, was, like the rest, obscured by the 
closed shutters. This obscurity now gave way to a light, 
resembling that glimmering and pale reflection which I had 
noticed in the study. My eyes, though averted from the 
door, were disengaged from the folds which covered the rest 
of my head, and observed these tokens of Colvill's approach, 
flitting on the wall. 



iy8 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

jNIy fcveridi perturbations increased as he drew nearer. 
He reached the door, and stopped. The light rested for a 
moment. Presently he entered the apartment. My emo- 
tions suddenly rose to an heigliC that would not be controlled. 
I imagined that he anoioached the bed, and was gazing upon 
me. At the same moment, by an involuntary impulse, I 
threw off my covering, and, turning my face, fixed my eyes 
upon my visitant. 

It was as 1 suspected. The figure, lifting in his right 
hand a candle, and gazing at the bed, with lineaments and 
attitude, bespeaking fearful expectation and tormenting 
doubts, wa^ now beheld. One glance communicated to my 
senses all the parts of this terrific vision. A sinking at my 
heart, as if it had been penetrated by a dagger, seized me. 
Thi3 was not enough, 1 uttered a shriek, too rueful and loud 
not to have startled the attention of the passengers, if any 
had, at that moment been paffing the street. 

Heaven seemed to have decreed that this period fliould 
be filled with trials of my equanimity and fortitude. The 
test of my courage v/as once more employed to cover me 
with humiliation and remorse. This second time, my fancy 
conjured up a spectre, and I shuddered as if the grave were 
forsaken and the unquiet dead haunted my pillow. 

The visage and the shape had indeed preternatural atti- 
tudes, but they belonged, not to Colvill, but to — Wklbeck. 



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ARTHUR MERVYN. 



CHAPTER ZXI. 



ixE whom I had accompanied to the midst of the 
river; whom I had imagined that'^i" saw s'nk to rise no 
more, was now before me. Though incapable of precluding 
the groundless belief of preternatural visitations, I was able 
to banish the phantom almost at the same instant at which 
it appeared. ^'V eibeck had escaped from the stream alive ; 
or had, by some inconceivable means, been restored to life. 

The first was the most plausible conclusion. It instantly- 
engendered a suspicion, that his plunging into tlie wr.terwas 
an artifice, intended to establish a belief of his death. His 
own tale had shewn him to be versed in frauds, and flexible 
to evil. But was he not associated with Colvlll ; and what, 
but a compact in Iniquity, could bind together such men? 

While thus musing, Welbeck's countenance and gesture 
displayed emotions too vehement for speech. The glances 
that he fixed upon me were unsiedfast and wild. He walked 
along the floor, stopping at each moment, and darting looks 
of eagerness upon me. A conflict of passions kept him m.ute. 
At length, advancing to the bed, on the side of which I was 
now sitting, he acTdressed me. 

What is this ? Are you here ? In defiance of pestilence, are 
you actuated by some demon to haunt me, like the ghost of 
my offences, and cover me with shame? What have I to do 
with that^untless. yet guileless front? With that foolishly, 
confiding, and obsequious, yet erect and unconquerable spirit? 



200 ARTHUR MERVYX. 

Is there no means of evading your pursuit ? Must I dip niy 
hands, a second time, in blood; and dig for you a grave by 
the side of Watson ? 

These words were listened to with calmness. I suspected 
and pitied the man, but I did not fear him. His words and 
his looks were indicative less of cruelty than madness. I 
looked at him with an air compassionate and wistful. I spoke 
with mildness and composure. 

Mr. Welbeck, you are unfortunate and criminal. Would 
to God 1 could restore you to happiness and virtue ; but 
though my desire be strong, I have no power to change your 
habits or rescue you from misery. 

I believed you to be dead. I rejoice to find myself mis- 
taken. While you live, there is room to hope that your 
errors will be cured; and the turmoils, and inquietudes that 
have hitherto beset your guilty progress, will vanish by your 
reverting into better paths. 

From me you have nothing to fear. If your welfare will 
be promoted by my silence on the subject of your history, 
my silence shall be inviolate. I deem not lightly of my 
promises. They are given and shall not be recalled. 

This meeting was casual. Since I believed you to be dead, 
it could not be otherwise. You err, if you suppose that any 
injury will accrue to you from my life ; but you need not 
discard tliat error. Since my death is coming, I am not averse 
to your adopting the belief that the event is fortunate to you. 

Death is the inevitable and universal lot. When or how 
it comes, is of little moment. To stand, when so many 
tliousands are falling around mc, is not to be expeiSled. I 
have acted an humble and obscure part in the world, and 
my career has been short; but I murmur not at the decree 
tliut m.ikes it so. 

The pestilence is now upon me. The chances of recovery 
are too slender to deserve my confidence. I came hither to 
die unmolested, and at peace. All I ask of you is to consult 
your own safety by immediate flight; and not f^lisappoint 



ARTHUR MKRVVN. cot 

my hopes of concealment, by disclosing- my ccndiiicn to the 
agents of xhj: hospital. 

Welbeck listened wiiii the deepest attention. The wikl- 
ness of his air disappeared, and gu\e pbxe to perplexity and 
apprehensio'j. 

You are sick, said he, in a tremulous tone, in which terror 
was mingled v.'itli affection- You know this, and expect not 
to recover. No mother, nor sister, nor friend will be near to 
administer food, or medicine, or comfort; yet you can talk 
calmly; can be th.us consideiatr of others — of me; whose 
guilt has been so deep, and who has mer'.ted so little at 
your hands! 

Wretched coward 1 Thus m'serable as I am, and expect 
to be, I cling- to life. To comply with your heroic counsel, 
and to tiy; to leave you thus desolate and helpless, is the 
strongest impulse. Fain would I resist it but cannot. 

To desert you would be flagitious an A dastardly beyond all 
former acts, yet to stay with you is to contract the disease 
and to perish after you. 

Life, burthened as it is, with guilt and ignominy, is still 
dear — yet you exhort me to go ; you dispense with my as- 
sistance. Indeed, I could be of no use, I should injure 
myself and pro£t you nothing. I cannot go into the city 
and procure a physician or attendant. 1 must never more 
appear in the streets of this city. L must leave you then — . 
He hurried to the door. Again, he hesitated. I renewed 
my intreaties that he would leave me ; and encouraged Ids 
belief that his presence might endanger himocif without con- 
ferring the slightest benefit upon me. 

Whither should I tly ? The wnde world contains no 
asylum for lYiC, I lived but on one condition. I came 
hither to find what would save me from ruin — from death. 
I find it not. It has vanished. Some audacious and for- 
tunate hand has snatched it from its place, and now my 
ruin is compleit:. My last hope is extinct. 



202 ARTHUR ?.IER\^^N. 

Yes. Mervyn ! I will stay with you. I will hold your 
head. I will put water to your lips. I will watch night 
and day by your side. When you die, I will carry you by 
night to the neighbouring field: will bury you, and water your 
grave with those tears that are due to your incomparable 
worth and untimely destiny. Then I will lay myself in 
your bed and wait for the same oblivion. 

Welbeck seenied now no longer to be fluctuating between 
opposite purposes. His ten'.pestuous features subsided into 
calm. He put the candle, still liglited on the table, and paced 
the floor with less disorder than at his first entrance. 

His resolution was seen to be the dictate of despair. I 
hoped that it would not prove invincible to my remonstrances. 
I was conscious that his attendance might preclude, in some 
degree, my own exertions, and alleviate the pangs of death; 
but these consolations might be purchased too dear. To 
receive them at the hazard of his life would be to make them 
odious. 

But if he sliould remain, what conduct would his compa- 
nion pursue? Why did he continue in the study when Wel- 
beck had departed? By what motives were those men led 
hither? I addressed myself to Welbeck. 

Your resolution to remain is hasty and rash. By persist- 
ing in it, you will add to the miseries of my condition; you 
will take away the only hope that I cherished. But, however 
you may act, Colv II or I must be banished from this roof. 
Wiiat is the lea^-^ue between ycni ? lireuk it, 1 conjure you; 
behjre his fiauJs have Involved yoc in inextricabledtstruction. 

Welbeck looked at me with some expression of doubt. 

I mean, continued I, the man whose voice 1 lieard above. 
He is a villain and betr.iyer. I have maniibld proofs of his 
guilt. Why does he linger behind you? However you may 
decide, it is fitting that he should vanish. 

Alas! said Welbeck, I have no companion; none to par- 
take with me in good or evil. 1 came hither alone. 



ARTHUR ^fERVYN. 203 

How ? exclaimed I. Whom did I hear in the room above ? 
Some one answered my interrogations and intreaties, whom 
I too certainly recognized. Why does he remain? 

You heard no one but myself. The design that brought 
me hither, was to be accomplished without a witness. I desired 
to escape detection, and repelled your solicitations for admis- 
sion in a counterfeited voice. 

That voice belonged to one from whom I had lately 
parted. What his merits or demerits are, I know not. He 
found me wandering in the forests of New-Jersey. He took 
me to his home. When seized by a lingering malady, he 
nursed me v;ith fi.lelity, and tenderness. When somewhat 
recovered, I speeded hither; but^ur ignorance of each others 
character and views was mutual and profound. 

I deemed it useful to assume a voice different from my 
own. This was the last which I had heard, and this arbi- 
trary and casual circumstance decided my choice. 

This imitation was too perfect, and had influenced my fears 
too strongly, to be easily credited. I suspected Welbeck of 
some new artifice to baffle my conclusions and mislead my 
judgment. This suspicion, however, yielded to his earnest and 
repeated declarations. If Colvill were not here, where had 
he made his abode? How came friendship and intercourse 
between Welbeck and him? By what miracle escaped the 
former from the river, into which I had imagined him for- ^ 
ever sunk? 

I will answer you, said he, with candour. You know 
already too much for me to have any interest in concealing 
any part of my life. You have discovered my existence, 
and the causes that rescued me from destruction maybe told 
without detriment to my person or fame. 

When I leaped into the river, I 'intended to perish. I 
harboured no previous doubts of my ability to execute my 
fatal purpose. In this respect I was deceived. Suffocation 
would not come at my bidding. My muscles and limbs 
rebelled against my will. There was a mechanical repug- 



104 ARTHUR IMERVYN. 

nance to the lois of life which I could not vanquish. My 
struggles might thrust nie below the surface, but my lips 
were spontaneously shut and excluded the torrent from my 
lungs. When my breath was exhausted, the efforts that 
kept me at the bottom were involuntarily remitted, and I 
rose to the surface. 

I cursed my own pusillanimity. Thrice I plung'ed to the 
bottom and as often rose again. My aversion to life swiftly 
diminished, and at length, I consented to make use of niy 
skill in swimming, which has seldom been exceeded, to pro- 
long my existence. I landed in a few minutes on the Jersey 
shore. 

This scheme being frustr.ited, I sunk into dreariness and 
Inactivity. 1 felt as if no dependence could be pb.ced upon 
my courage, as if any effort 1 should make for self-destruc- 
tion would be fruitless ; yet existence was as void as ever of 
enjoyment and embellishment. My means of living were 
annihilated. I saw no path before me. To shun the pre- 
sence of mankind was my sovereign wish. Since I could 
not die, by my own hands. T must be content to crawl upon 
tlie surface, till a superior fate should permit me to perish. 

I wandered into the centre of the wood. I stretched my- 
self on the mossy verge of a brook, and gazed at the stars 
till they dis;ippeared. The next day ^vas spent with little 
variation. The cravings of hunger were felt, and the sen- 
sation was a joyous one, since it afforded me the practicable 
means of death. To refr.iin from food was easy, since some 
efforts woidd be needful to procure it, and these efforts should 
not be made. Thus was the sweet oblivion for which I so 
earnestly panted, placed within my-^each. 

Three days of abstinence, and reverie, and solitude suc- 
ceeded. On the ev( ning of the fourth, I was seated on a 
rock, with my face buried in my hands. Some one laid his 
hand upon my slioukler. I started and looked up. I beheld 
a face, beaming with compassion and benignity. He endea- 



ARTHUR MERVVN. 205 

voured to extort from me the cause of my solitude and sorrow. 
I disregarded his intreaties, and was obstinately silent. 

Finding me invincible in this respect, he invited me to 
his college, which was hard by. I repelled him at first, with 
impatience and anger, but he was not to be discouraged or 
intimidated. To elude his persuasions I was obliged to com- 
ply. My strength was gone and the vital fabric was crum- 
bling into jDieces. A fever raged in my veins, and I was 
consoled by reflecting that my life was at once assailed by 
famine and disease. 

Meanwhile, my gloomy meditations experienced no respite. 
I incessantly ruminated on the events of my past life. The 
long series of my crimes arose daily and afresh to my imagin- 
ation. Tiie image of Lodi was recalled, his expiring looks 
and tiie directions which were mutually given respecting his 
sisters and his property. 

As I perpetually revolved these incidents, they assumed 
new forms, and vvere linked with new associations. The 
volume written by his father, and transferred to me by tokens, 
which were now remembered to be more emphatic than the 
nature of the composition seem.ed to justify, was likewise 
remembered. It came attended by recollections respecting 
a volume which I filled, when a youth, with extracts from 
the Roman and Greek poets. Besides this literary purpose 
I likewise used to preserve the bank-bills, with the keeping 
or carriage of which I chanced to be intrusted. This image 
led me back to the leather-case containing Lodi's property, 
which was put into my hands at the same tinie with the 
volume. 

These images now gave birth to a third conception, whicti 
darted on my benighted understanding like an electrical flash. 
Was it possible that part of Lodi's property might be inclosed 
within the leaves of this volume ? In hastily turning it over. 
I recoUeced to have noticed leaves wliose edges by accident 
or design adhered to each other. Lodi, in speaking of the 
sale of his father's West-Indian property, mentioned that 
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2c6 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

the sum obtained for it, was forty thousand dollars. Half 
only of this sum had been discovered by me. How had 
the remainder been appropriated? Surely this volume con- 
tained it. 

The influence of this thought was like the infusion of a 
new soul into my frame. From torpid and desperate, from 
inflexible averson to medicine and food. I was changed in 
a moment into vivacity and hope, into ravenous avidity for 
whatever could contribute to my restoration to health. 

I was not without pungent regrets and racking fears. That 
this volume would be ravished away by creditors or plun- 
derers, was possible. Every hour might be that which 
decided my fate. The first impulse was to seek my dwelling 
and search for this precious deposit. 

Meanwhile, my perturbations and impatience only exas- 
perated my disease. While chained to my bed, the rumour 
of pestilence was spread abroad. This event, however, gene- 
rally calamitous, was propitious to me, and was hailed with 
satisfaction. It multiplied the chances that my house and 
its furniture would be unmolested. 

My friend was assiduous and indefatigable in his kindness. 
My deportment, before and subsequent to the revival of my 
hopes, was incomprehensible, and argued nothing less than 
insanity. My thoughts were carefully concealed from him, 
and all that he witnessed was contradictory and unintelligible. 

At length, my strength was sufficiently restored. I re- 
sisted all my protector's Importunities, to postpone my depar- 
ture till the perfect confirmation of my health. I designed 
to enter the city at midniglit, that prying eyes might be 
eluded; to bear with me a candle and the means of lighting 
it, to explore my way to my ancient study, and to ascertain 
my *Mture claim to existence and felicity. 

1 crossed the river this morning. My impatience would 
not suffer me to wait till evening. Considering the desola- 
tion of the ci'.y. I thought I might venture to approach 
thus near, without hazard of detection. The house, at all 



ARTHUR .AIERVYN. 207 

its avenues was closed. I stole into the back-court. A 
window-shutter proved to be unfastened. I entered, and 
discovered closets and cabinets, unfastened and emptied of 
all their contents. At this spectacle my heart sunk. My 
books, doubtless, had shared the common destiny. My 
blood throbbed with painful vehemence as I approached the 
study and opened the door. 

My hopes, that languished for a moment, were revived 
by the sight of my shelves, furnished as formerly. I had 
lighted my candle below, for I desired not to awaken obser- 
vation and suspicion, by unclosing the windows. My eye 
eagerly sought the spot where I remembered to have left 
the volume. Its place was empty. The object of all my 
hopes had eluded my grasp, and disappeared forever. 

To paint my confusion, to repeat my execrations on the 
infatuation, which had rendered, during so long a time, that 
it was in my possession, this treasure useless to me, and my 
curses of the fatal interference which had snatched away this 
prize, would be only aggravations of my disappointment and 
my sorrow. You found me in this state, and know what 
fellowedi. 



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ARTHUR MERVYN. 



CHAPTER ZXII. 



r-n~% 



1 HIS narrative tlirew new light on the charac- 
ter of Welbeck. If accident had given him possession of 
this treasure, it was easy to predict on what schemes of luxu- 
ry and selfishness it would have been expended. The same 
dependence ou the world's erroneous estimation, the same 
devotion to imposture, and thoughtlessness of futurity, would 
have constituted the picture of his future life, as had distin- 
gulslied the past. 

I'his money was another's. To retain it for his own use 
was criminal. Of this crime he appeared to be as insensible 
as ever. His own gratification was the supreme law of his 
actions. To be subjected to the necessity of honest labour, 
was the heaviest of all evils, and one from which he was 
w illing to escape by the commission of suicide. 

The volume which he sought was mine. It was my duty 
to restore it to the rightful owner, or, if the legal claimant 
could not be found, to employ it in the promotion of virtue 
and happinefs. To give it to Welbeck was to consecrate it 
to the purpose of selfishness and misery. My right, legally 
considered, was as valid as his. 

But if I intended not to resign it to him, was it proper to 
disclose the truth, and explain by whom the volume was pur- 
loined from the shelf ? 'I'he first impulse was to hide this 
truth : but my understanding had been taught, by recent 
occurrences, to cjuestlon the justice, and deny the usefulness 



ARTHUPv MERVYN. 209 

of secrecy in an/ case. My principles were true ; my motives 
were pure : Why shoull I scruple to avow my principles, 
and vindicate my actions ? 

Welbeck had ceased to be dreaded or revered. That awe 
which was once created by his superiority of age, refinement 
of manners and dignity of garb, had vanished. I was a boy 
in years, an indigent and uneducated rustic, but I was able 
to discern the illusions of power and riches, and abjured 
every claim to esteem that was not founded on integrity. 
There was no tribunal before which I should faulter in assert- 
ing- the truth, anJ no species of martyrdom which I would 
not cheerfully embrace in Its cause. 

After some pause, I said: cannot you conjecture in what 
way this volume has disappeared ? 

No: he answered with a sigh. Why, of all his volumes, 
this only should have vanished, was an inexplicable enigma. 

Perhaps, said I, it is less important to know how it was 
removed, than by whom it is now possessed. 

Unquestionably: and yet, unless that knowledge enables 
me to regain the possession it will be useless. 

Useless then it will be, for the present possessor will never 
return it to you. 

Indeed, replied he, in a tone of dejection, your conjecture 
is moft probable. Such a prize is of too much value to be 
given up. 

What I have said, flows not from conjecture, but from 
knowledge. I know that it will never be restored to you. 

At these words, W^elbeck looked at me with anxiety and 
doubt — You knovj that it will not! Have you any knowledge 
of the book! Can you tell me what has b^fcome of it? 

Yes, after our separation on the river, I returned to this 
house. I found this volume and secured it, you rightly sus- 
pected its contents. The money was there. 

Welbeck started as if he had trodden on a mine of gold. 
His first emotion was rapturous, but was immediately chas- 
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tised by some degree of doubt. What has become of It? Havci 

you got it ? Is it entire ? Have you it with you ? 

It is unimpaired. 1 have got it, and shall hold it as a sacred 
trust for the rightful proprietor. 

The tone with which this declaration was accompanied, 
shook the new born confidence of Welbeck. The r\g-htful 
Proprietor! true, but I am he. To me onlr it belongs and 
to me, you are, doubtless, willing to restore it. 

Mr Welbeck ! It is not my desire to give you perplexity 
or angu'sh ; to sport with your passions. On the supposition 
of your death, I deemed it no infraction of justice to take 
this manuscript. Accident unfolded its contents. I could 
not hesitate to chuse my path. The natural and legal suc- 
cessor of Vincentio Lodi is his sister. To her, therefore, 
this property belongs, and to her only will I give it. 

Presumptuous boy! And this is your sage decision. I tell 
you that I am the owner, and to me you lliull render it. 
Who is this girl! childish and ignorant! Unable to consult 
and to act for herself on the most trivial occasion. Am I 
not, by the appointment of her dying brother, h,er protector 
and guardian ? Her age produces a legal incapacity of pro- 
perty. Do you imagine that so obvious an expedient, as that 
of procuring my legal appointment as her guardian, was 
overlooked by me? If it were neglected, still my title to pro- 
vide her subsistance and enjoyment is unquestionable. 

Did I not rescue her from poverty and prostitution and 
infamy? Have I not supplied all her wants with incessant 
solicitude? Whatever her condition required has been plcn- 
teously supplied. This dwelling and its furniture, was hers, 
as far as a rigid jurisprudence would permit. To prescribe 
ber expences and govern her family, was the province of her 
guardian. 

YoU^have heard the tale of my ancuish and despair. 
WhenC'e did they flow but from the frustration of scliemes, 
projected for her benefit, as they were executed with her 
KODcy and by mciuis which the authority of her guardian 



ARTHUR MERVYN. 2 1 1 

fully justifted. Why have I encountered this contagious 
atmosphere, and explored my way, like a thief, to this recess, 
but with a view to rescue her from poverty and restore to her, 
her own? 

Your scruples are ridiculous and criminal. I treat them 
with less severity, because your youth is raw and your con- 
ceptions crude. But if, after this proof of the justice of 
my claim, you hesitate to restore the money, I shall treat you 
as a robber, who has plundered my cabinet and refused to 
refund his spoil. 

These reasonings were powerful and new. I v/as acquainted 
with the rights of guardianship. Welbeck had, in some 
respects, acted as the friend of this lady. To vest himself 
with this office, was the conduct which her youth and help- 
lessness prescribed to her friend. His title to this money, 
as her guardian, could not be denied. 

But how was this statement compatible with former repre- 
sentations? No mention had then been made of guardian- 
ship. By thus acting, he would have thwarted all his schemes 
for winning the esteem of mankind, and fostering the belief 
which the world entertained of his opulence and indepen- 
dence. 

I was thrown, by these thoughts, into considerable per- 
plexity. If his statement were true, his claim to this' money 
was established, but I questioned its truth. To intimate my 
doubts of his veracity, would be to provoke abhorrence and 
outrage. 

His last insinuation was peculiarly momentous. Suppose 
him the fraudulent possessor of this money, shall I be jus- 
tified in taking it away by violence under pretence of restor- 
ing it to the genuine proprietor, who, for aught I know, may 
be dead, or with whom, at least, I may never procure a 
meeting? But will not my behaviour on this occasion, be 
deemcd^llicit? I entered Welbeck's habitation at midnight, 
proceeded to his closet, possessed myself of portable property, 



2 13 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

and retired unobserved. Is not guilt inputable to an action 

like this? 

Welbeck waited with impatience for a conclusion to my 
pause. My perplexity and indecision did not abate, and my 
silence continued. At length, he repeated his demands, 
With new vehemence. I was compelled to answer. I told 
him, in few words, that his reasonings had not convinced me 
of the equity of bis claim, and that my determination was 
unaltered. 

He had not expected this inflexibility from one in my 
situation. The folly of opposition, when my feebleness and 
loneliness were contrasted with his activity and resources, 
appeared to him monstrous and glaring, but his contempt was 
converted into rage and fear when he reflected that this folly 
might finally defeat his hopes. He had probably determined 
to obtain the money, let the purchase cost what it would, 
but was willing to exhaust pacific expedients before he should 
resort to force. He might likewise question whether the 
money was within his reach : 1 had told him that I had it, but 
whether it was now about me, was somewhat dubious; yet, 
though he used no direct inquiries, he chose to proceed on 
the supposition of its being at hand. His angry tones were 
now changed into those of remonstrance and persuasion. 

Your present behaviour, Mervyn, does not justify the 
expectation I had formed of you. You have been guilty of 
a base theft. To this you have added the deeper crime of 
ingratitude, but your infatuation and folly are, at least, as 
glaring as your guilt. Do you think I can credit your. asser- 
tions that you keep this money for another, when I recollect 
that six weeks have passed since you carried it off? Why- 
have you not sought the owner and restored it to her ? If 
your intentions had been honest, would you have suifered so 
long a time to elapse without doing this ? It is plain, that 
you designed to keep it for your own use. t •, 

But whether this were your purpose or not, you have no 
longer power to restore it or retain it. You say that you 



ARTHUR MKRV^-T^T. 213 

came hltlier to die. If so, v.'hat is to be tlie fate of the 
mo"ney ? Tn your present situation you cannot gain access to 
the lady. Some other must inherit this wealth. Next to 
Signora Lodi^ whose right can he put in competition with 
mine ? But if you will not give it to me, on my own account, 
let it be g-iven in tnist for her. Let me be the bearer of it to 
her own hands. I have already shewn you that my claim to it, 
as her guardian, is legal and incontrovertible, but this claim, 
I wave. I will merely be the executor of your will. 1 will 
bind myself to comply with your directions by any oath, 
however solemn and tremendous, which you shall prescribe. 

As long- as my own heart acquitted me, these imputations 
of dishonesty affected me but little. They excited no anger, 
because they originated in ignorance, and were rendered 
plausible to Welbeck, by such facts as were known to him. 
It was needless to confute the charge by elaborate and cir- 
cumstantial details. 

It was true that my recovery was, in the highest degree, 
improbable, and that my death would put an end to my 
power over this money ; but had I not determined to secure 
its useful application, in case of my death ? This project 
•was obstmcted by the presence of Welbeck, but I hoped 
that his love of life would induce him to fly. He might 
wrest this volume from me by violence, or he might wait 
till my deaths hculd give him peaceable possession. But 
these, though probable events, were not certain, and would, 
by no means, justify the voluntary surrender. His strength, 
if employed for this end, could not be resisted; but then it 
would be a sacrifice, not to choice, but necessity. 

Promises were easily given, but were surely not to be 
confided in, Welbeck's own tale, in which it could not be 
imagined that he had aggravated his defects, attested the 
frailty of his virtue. To put into his hands, a sum like this, 
in expectation of his delivering it to another, when my 
death would cover the transaction with impenetrable secrecy, 



214 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

would be, indeed, aproof of that infatuation which he thought 

proper to impute to me. 

These thoughts influenced my resolutions, but they were 
revolved in silence. To state them verbally was useless. 
They would not justify my conduct in his eyes. They 
would only exasperate dispute, and impel him to those 
acts of violence which I was desirous of preventing. The 
sooner this controversy should end, and my measure be freed 
from the obstruction of his company, the better. 

Mr. Welbeck, said I, my regard to your safety compells 
me to wish that this Interview should terminate. At a dif- 
ferent time, I should not be unwilling to discuss this matter. 
Now it will be fruitless. My conscience points out to me 
too clearly the path 1 should pursue for me to mistake it. 
As long as I have power over this money I shall keep it for 
the use of the unfortunate lady, whom I have seen in this 
house. I shall exert myself to find her, but if that be im- 
possible, I shall appropriate it in a way, in which you shall 
have no participation. 

I will not repeat the contest that succeeded between my 
forbearance and his passions. I listened to the dictates of his 
rage and his avarice in s;lence. Astonishment, at my Inflexi- 
bility, was blf-nded with his anger. By turns he commented 
on the guilt and on the folly of u^y resolutions. Sometimes 
his emotions would mount into fury, and he would approach 
me in a menacing attitude, and lift his hand i»s if he would 
exterminate me at a blow. My languid eyes, my cheeks 
glowing, and my temples throbbing with fever, and my 
total pas^iveness, attracted his attention and arrested his 
stroke. Compassion would take plate of rage, and the 
belief be revived that remonstrances and arguments would 
answer his puqaose. 



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ARTHUR MERVYN. 



CHAPTER ZZIIL 



1 HIS scene lasted, I know not how long. Insen- 
sibly the passions and reasonings of Welbeck assumed a ne\r 
form. A grief, mingled with perplexity, overspread his coun- 
tenance. He ceased to contend or to speak. His regards 
were withdrawn from me, on whom they had hitherto been 
fixed ; and wandering or vacant, testified a conflict of mind, 
terrible beyond any that my young imagination had ever 
conceived. 

For a time, he appeared to be unconscious of my presence. 
He moved to and fro with unequal steps, and with gesticu- 
lations, that possessed an horrible but indistinct significance. 
Occasionally he struggled for breath, and his efforts were 
directed to remove some choaking impediment. 

No test of my fortitude had hitherto occurred equal to 
that to which it v/as now subjected. The suspicion which 
this deportment suggested was vague and formless. The 
tempest which I witnessed was the prelude of horror. These 
were throes which would terminate in the birth of some 
gigantic and sanguinary purpose. Did he meditate to offer a 
bloody sacrifice? Was his own death or was mine to attest 
the magnitude of his despair, or the impetuosity of his. 
vengeance ? 

Suicide was familiar to his thoughts. He had consented 
to live but on one condition: that of regaining possession of 
this money. Sho>'ld 1 be justified in driving him, by ray 



zi6 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

obstinate refusal, to this fatal consummation of his crimes? 
Yet my fear of this catastrophe was groundless. Hitherto he 
had argued and persuaded, but this method was pursued 
Dscause it was more eligible than the employment of force, 
or than procrastination. 

No. These were tokens that pointed to me. Some un- 
known instigation was at work within him, to tear away his 
remnant of humanity, and fit him for the office of my mur- 
derer. I knew not how the accumulation of guilt could con- 
tribute to his gratification or security. His actions had been 
partiiilly exhibited and vaguely seen. What extenuations or 
omissions had vitiated his former or recent narrative ;,hovr 
far his actual performances were congenial with the deed 
which was now to be perpetrated, I knew not. 

These thoughts lent new rapidity to my blood. I raised 
my head from the pillow, and watched the deportment of 
tliis man, with deeper attention. The paroxysm which con- 
trolled him, at length, in some degree subsided. He mut- 
tered. Yes. It must come. My last humiliation must cover 
me. My last confession must be made. To die, and leave 
behind me this train of enormous perils, must not be. 

OGlemenza! O Mervynl Ye have not merited that I 
should leave you a legacy of persecution and death. Your 
safety must be purchased at what price my malignant destiny 
will set upon it. The cord of the executioner, the note of 
•verlasting infamy, is betier than to leave you beset by the 
consequences of my guilt. It must not be. 

Saying this, Welbeck cast fearful glances at the windows 
and door. He examined every avenue and listened. Thrice he 
repeated this scrutiny. Having, as it seemed, ascertained 
that no one lurked within audience, he approached the bed. 
He put his mouth close to my face. He attempted to speak, 
but once more examined the apartment with suspicious 
glances. 

He drew closer, and at length, in a tone, scarcely articu- 
late and suITocatcd with emotion, he spoke: Excellent but 



ARTHUR MERVYN. a i T 

fatally obstinate youth 1 Know at least the cause of my im- 
portunity. Know at least the depth of my infatuation and 
the enormity of my guilt. 

The bills — Surrender them to me, and save yourself from 
persecution and disgrace. Save the woman whom you wish 
to benefit, from the blackest imputations; from hazard to 
her life and her fame ; from languishing in dungeons ; from 
expiring on the gallows I — 

The bills — O save me from the bitterness of death. Let 
the evils, to which my miserable life has given birth termi- 
nate here and in myself. Surrender them to me, for— 

There he stopped. His utterance was choaked by terror. 
Rapid glances were again darted at the windows and door. 
The silence was uninterrupted except by far-off sounds, pro- 
duced by some moving carnage. Once more, he summoned 
resolution, and spoke : 

Surrender them to me, for — they are forged. 
Formerly 1 told you, that a scheme of forgery had been 
conceived. Shame would not suffer me to add, that my 
scheme was carried into execution. The bills were fashioned, 
but my fears contended against my necessities, and forbade 
me to attempt to exchange them. The interview with Lodi 
saved me from the dangerous experiment. I enclosed them 
in that volume, as the means of future opulence, to be used 
when all other, and less hazardous resources should fail. 

In the agonies of my remorse, at the death of Watson, 
they were forgotten. They afterwards recurred to recollec- 
tion. My wishes pointed to the grave ; but the stroke that 
should deliver me from life, was suspended only till 1 could 
hasten hither, get possession of thefe papers, and destroy them. 
When 1 thought upon the chances that should give them 
an ov/ner; bring them into circulation; load the innocent 
with suspicion; and lead them to trial, and, perhaps, to 
death, my sensations were fraught with agony: earnestly as 
I panted for death, it was necessarily deferred till I had 
gained possession of and destroyed these papers. 

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2i8 ARTHUR MERVYN. 

What now remains? You liave found them. Happily 
they have not been used. Give them, therefore, to me, that 
I may crush at once the brood of mischiefs which they could 
not but generate. 

This disclosure was strange. It was accompanied with 
every token of sincerity. How had 1 tottered on the brink 
of destruction 1 If I had made use of this money, in what a 
labrynth of misery might I not have been involved! My 
innocence could never have been proved. An alliance with 
Welbeck could not have failed to be inferred. My career 
would have found an ignominious close ; or, if my punish- 
ment had been transmuted into slavery and toil, would the 
testimony of my conscience have supported me ? 

I shuddered at the view of those disasters from wliich I 
•was rescued by the miraculous chance which led me to this 
house. Welbeck's request was salutary to me, and honour- 
able to himself. I coulJ not hesitate a moment in compli- 
ance. The notes were enclosed in paper, and deposited in a 
fold of my clothes. I put my hand upon them. 

My motion and attention was arrested at the instant, by 
a noise which arose in the ftreet. Foot-steps were heard upon 
the pavement before the door, and voices, as if busy in dis- 
course. Tliis incident was adapted to infuse the deepest 
alarm into myself and my companien. The motives of our 
trepidation were, indeed, different, and were infinitely more 
powerful in my case than in his. It portended to me nothing 
less .than the loss of my asylum, and condemnation to an 
hospital. 

Welbsck hurried to the door, to listen to the conversation 
below. Thifi interval was pregnant with thought. That 
impulse which led my reflections from Welbeck to my own 
state, past away in a moment, and suffered me to meditate 
anew upon the terms of Chat confession which had just been 
■made.-^ 

. Plorror at the fate which this interview had enabled me 
m shun, was uppermost in my conceptions. I was eager to 



ARTHUR ^lERVYN. 219 

Surrender these fatal bills. I held them for that purpose in 
my hand, and was impatient for Welbeck's return. He con- 
tinued at the door; stooping, with his face averted, and 
eagerly attentive to the conversation in the street. 

All the circumstances of my present situation tended to 
arrest the progress of thought, and chain my contemplations 
to one image ; but even now there was room for foresight 
and deliberation. Welbeck intended to destroy these bills. 
Perhaps he had not been sincere ; or, if his purpose had been 
honestly disclosed, this purpose might change when the bills 
were in his possession. iHis poverty and sanguiness of 
temper, might pronipt him to use them. 

That this conduct was evil and would only multiply his 
miseries, could not be questioned. \Vhy should I subject 
his frailty to this tem.ptation? The destruction of these bills 
was the loudest injunction of my duty; was demanded by 
ever)' sanction v;hich bound me to promote the welfare o£ 
mankind. 

The meanjs of riestructlon were easy. A lighted candle 
stood on a table, at the distance of a few yards. Why 
should I hesitate a moment to annihilate so powerful a cause 
of error and guilt. A passing instant was sufficient. A mo- 
meiiirary lingering might change the circumstances ,^hat sur- 
rounded me, and frustrate my project. 

My languors were suspended by the urgencies of this occa- 
sion. I started from my bed and glided to the table. Seiz- 
ing the notes with my right hand, I held them in the flame 
of the candle, and then threw them, blazing, on the floor. 

The sudden illumination was perceived by Welbeck. The 
cause of it appeared to suggest itself as soon. He turned, and 
marking the paper where it lay, leaped to the spot, and ex- 
tinguished the fire with his foot. His interposition was too 
late. Only enough of them remained to inform him of the 
nature of the sacrifice. 

Welbeck now stood, with limbs trembling, features'aghafl:, 
and eyes glaring upon me. For a time he was without speech. 



a2o ARTHUR MERVYN. 

The storm was gathering in silence, and at length burst upon 

jiie. In a tone menacing and lend, he exclaimed : 

Wretch I What have you done ? 

1 have done justly. These notes -were false. You desired 
to destroy them that they miglit not betray the innocent. I 
applauded your purpose, and have saved you froiu the danger 
of temptation by destroying them mys-lf. 

Maniac ! Miscreant 1 To be fooled by so gross an artifice i 
The notes were genuine. The tale of their forgery was false, 
and meant only to wrest them from you. Execrable and per- 
verse idiot 1 Your deed has sealed my perdition. It has sealed 
your ovv'n. You shall pay for it with your blood. I will slay 
you by inches. I will stretch you as you have stretched me, 
on the rack. 

During this speech, all was frenzy and storm in the coun- 
tenance and features of Welbeck. Nothing less could be 
expected than that the scene would terminate in some bloody 
catastrophe. I bitterly regretted the facility with which I 
bad been deceived, and the precipitation of my sacrifice. The 
act, however lamentable, could not be revoked. What 
remained, but to encounter or endure its consequences with 
unshrinking firmness? 

The contest was too unequal. It is possible that the frenzy 
"¥v-hich actuated Welbeck might have speedily subsided. It 
is more likely that his passions would have been satiated 
•with nothing but my death. This event was precluded by 
loud knocks at the strtet-door, and calls by some one on tl.e 
pavement without, of — Who is w'tUin? Is any one within? 

These noises gave a new direction to Welbeck's thoughts. 
They are coming said he. They will treat you as a sick man 
and a theif. 1 cannot desire you to suffer a worse evil than 
they will inflict. I Uave you to your fate. So saying, he 
rushed out of the room. 

Though confounded and stunned by this rapid succession 
•f events, I was yet able to pursue measures for eluding these 
detested visitants. I first extinguished the light, and then, 



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ebserving that the parley in the street continued and grew 
louder, I sought an asylum in the remotest corner of the 
house. During my former abode here, I noticed, that a trap 
door opened in the ceiling of the third story, to which you 
were conducted by a movable stair or ladder. I considered 
that this, propably, was an opening into a narrow and dark- 
some nook, formed by the angle of the roof. By ascending, 
drawing after me the ladder, and closing the door, I should 
escape the most vigilant search. 

Enfeebled as I was by my disease, my resolution rendered 
me strenuous. I gained the uppermost room, and mounting 
the ladder, found myself at a sufficient distance from suspi- 
cion. The stair was hastily drawn up, and the door closed. 
In a few minutes, however, my new retreat proved to be 
worse than any for which it was possible to change it. The 
air was musty, stagnant, and scorchingiy hot. My breath- 
ing became difficult, and I saw that to remain here ten 
minutes, would unavoidably produce suffocation. 

My terror of intruders had rendered me blind to the con- 
sequences of immuring myself in this chearless recess. It was 
incumbent on me to extricate myself as speedily as possible. 
I attempted to lift the door. My first effort was succe-sless. 
Every inspiration was quicker, and more difficult than the 
former. As my terror, so my strength and my exertions 
increased. Finally my trembling hand lighted on a nail that 
was imperfectly driven into the wood, and which by afford- 
ing me a firmer hold, enabled me at length to raise it, and to 
inhale the air from beneath. 

Relieved from my new peril, by this situation, I bent an 
attentive ear through the opening with a view to ascertain 
if the house had been entered or if the outer door was still 
beset, but could hear nothing. Hence I was authorized to 
conclude, that the people had departed, and that I might 
resume my former station without hazard. 

Before I descended, however, I cast a curious eye over 
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being. The means by which it was entered were easily con- 
cealed. Though narrow and low, it was long, and were it 
possible to contrive some inlet for the air, one studious of 
concealment, might rely on its protection with unbounded 
confidence. 

My scrutiny was imperfect by reason of the faint light 
which found its way through the opening, yet it was sufficient 
to set me afloat on a sea of new wonders and subject my 
fortitude to a new test — 

Here Mervyn paused in his narrative. A minute passed 
in silence and seeming indecision. His perplexities gradually 
disappeared, and he continued. 

I have promised to relate the momentous incidents of my 
life, and have hitherto been faithful in my enumeration. 
There is nothing which I more detest than equivocation and 
mystery. Perhaps, however, I shall now incur some impu- 
tation of that kind. I would willingly escape the accusation, 
but confess that I am hopeless of escaping it. 

I might indeed have precluded your guesses and surmises 
by omitting to relate what befcl me from the time of my 
leaving my chamber till I regained it. 1 might deceive you 
by asserting that nothing remarkable occurred, but this would 
be false, and every sacrifice is trivial which is made upon 
the altar of sincerity. Beside, the time may come when no 
inconvenience will arise from minute descriptions of the 
objects which I now saw and of the reasonings and inferen- 
ces v/hich they suggested to my understanding. At present, 
it appears to be my duty to p&ss them over in silence, but it 
■would be needless to conceal from you that the interval, 
though short, and the scrutiny, though hasty, furnished mat- 
ter which my curiosity devoured with unspeakable eagerness, 
and from which consequences may hereafter flow, deciding 
on my peace and my life. 

Nothing however occui red which could detain me long in 
this spot. I once niore sought the lower story and threw my- 
self on the bed which 1 had left. My mind was thronged 



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with ,the iinag-es flowing from my late adventnres. My fever 
had gradcilly incre-iscd, and my thou^'hts were deformed by 
inaccui-acy and confusion. 

My heart did not sink when I reverted to my own condi- 
tion. Th?.t I should quickly be disabled from moving, was 
readily perceived. The fore-sight of my destiny was sted- 
fast and clear. To linger for days in this comfortless soli- 
tude, to ask in vain, not for powerful restoratives or allevi- 
ating cordials, but for water to moisten my burning lips, and 
abate the torments of thirst; ultimately, to expire in torpor 
or phrenzy, was the fate to which I looked forward, yet I 
was not terrified. I seemed to be sustained by a preterna- 
tural energy. I felt as if the opportunity of combating such 
evils was an enviable privilege, and though none would wit- 
ness my victorious magnanimity, yet to be conscious that 
praise was my due, was all that my ambition required. 

These sentiments were do^ibtless tokens of delirium. The 
excruciating agonies which now seized upon my head, and 
the cord which seemed to be drawn across my breast, and 
which, as my fancy imagined, was tightened by some forcible 
hand, with a view to strangle me, were incompatible with 
sober and coherent views. 

Thirst was the evil which chiefly oppressed me. The 
means of relief were pointed out by nature and habit. I rose 
and determined to replenish my pitcher at the well. It was 
easier, however, to descend than to return. My limbs refu- 
sed to bear me, and I sat down upon the lower step of the 
stair-case. Several hours had elapsed since my entrance 
into this dwelling, and it was now night. 

My imagination now suggested anew expedient. Medli- 
cote was a generous and fearless spirit. To put myself under 
his protection, if I could walk as far as his lodgings, was 
the wisest proceeding which 1 could adopt. From this design, 
my incapacity to walk thus far, and the consequences of 
being discovered in the street, had hitherto deterred me. 
These impediments were no.r, in the confusion of my under- 



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standing, overlooked or dispised, and I forthwith set out 

upon this hopeless expedition. 

The doors communicating with the court, and through the 
court, with the street, were fastened by inside bolts. These 
were easily withdrawn, and I issued forth with alacrity and 
confidence. My perturbed senses and the darkness hindered 
me from discerning the right way. I was conscious of this 
difficulty, but was not disheartened. I proceeded, as 1 have 
sinc€ discovered, in a direction different from the true, but 
hesitated not, till my powers were exhausted, and I sunk upon 
the ground. I closed my eyes, and dismissed all fear, and 
all fore-sight of futurity. In this situation I remained some 
hours, and should probably have expired on this spot, had 
not I attracted your notice, and been provided under this 
roof, with all that medical skill, and the tenderest humanity 
could suggest. 

In consequence of your care, I have been restored to life 
and to health. Your conduct was not influenced by the pros- 
pect of pecuniary recompence, of service, or of gratitude. It 
is only in one way that I am able to heighten the gratifica- 
tion which must flow from reflection on your conduct — by 
shewing that the being whose life you have prolonged, 
though uneducated, ignorant and poor, is not profligate and 
worthless, and will not dedicate that life which your bounty 
has given, to mischievous or contemptible purpofcs. 



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